Sorry you’re going through this!
― rob, Thursday, 2 April 2020 21:03 (five years ago)
Thanks for keeping everyone informed, I'm sure it's a struggle.
― clemenza, Thursday, 2 April 2020 21:11 (five years ago)
best wishes to you both
― reggae mike love (polyphonic), Thursday, 2 April 2020 21:12 (five years ago)
Best wishes to you both.
― American Fear of Pranksterism (Ed), Thursday, 2 April 2020 21:30 (five years ago)
<3 <3 <3 <3
― maura, Thursday, 2 April 2020 21:36 (five years ago)
<<<<3333
― karmic blowback for dissing pip and jane baker (Autumn Almanac), Thursday, 2 April 2020 21:36 (five years ago)
Damn Tracer, hang in there.
― Why, I would make a fantastic Nero! (PBKR), Friday, 3 April 2020 02:00 (five years ago)
,
fuck, tracer. get well soon. and thanks for keeping us updated here - this sort of thing really helpful (and dare i say it interesting)
― Fizzles, Friday, 3 April 2020 06:19 (five years ago)
Get well soon. Hope it does mean you can't get it again at least.
― Stevolende, Friday, 3 April 2020 06:55 (five years ago)
<3 Tracer all the best to you and family. thanks for posting your updates. what fizzles just said.
― lefal junglist platton (wtev), Friday, 3 April 2020 07:08 (five years ago)
Hold tight Tracer. Honestly this sounds like a real motherfucker, something especially cruel about the way it seems to trick everyone into thinking they're improving for a bit before finding new and more horrific ways to brutalise them.
― Matt DC, Friday, 3 April 2020 14:16 (five years ago)
following, and wishing both of you the best
― sleeve, Friday, 3 April 2020 14:19 (five years ago)
Thanks all. Feeling much better today. 8-y-o’s fever came back in the middle of the night. When I went down for my pee he was calling out that he couldn’t go back to sleep. So I calpol’ed him up and today he’s.... fine. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
― Li'l Brexit (Tracer Hand), Friday, 3 April 2020 14:34 (five years ago)
sending love; fight through.
― Fuck the NRA (ulysses), Friday, 3 April 2020 15:44 (five years ago)
Friday 3 AprilLast night decided to watch 'View From The Top' (Paltrow, Ruffalo, 2003). A more hallucinatorily bad movie I may have never seen. Everything is so airless and off about it, it's just bananas.
The Lovely Emma B's sleep anxiety has decided to return, which is unhelpful. Paul's fever came back in the night. Some Calpol took care of it.
For the first time in a long time none of us went outside at all. It just felt like too much.
Something I haven't noted yet, but which has ben a feature of the last week, is a ringing in my ears. It's not overwhelming but it's pretty much always there. I notice it particularly in the mornings. Which throws another log on the fire of the feeling that every day I'm somehow paying for Hunter S Thompson's sins. Head pains, metallic taste, burnt out lungs, just a general charred aspect to life. And ringing ears like I've been to a thrash metal show.
Felt pretty okay today. Didn't take any naps. Like an idiot checked work email and found out I'd been taken off a project "indefinitely" that I'd been looking forward to for a long time, and which is one of the main things motivating me to get back in the saddle. Started boiling inside. Instantly fired off about 4 pissed off texts and was reassured pretty much straight away that no, it's a misunderstanding - I'm still on the project. Sometimes you have to throw a strategic stink. I've been watching Larry Sanders. I know how this shit goes. The second your back is turned the fucking jackals come out.
My sister keeps texting me ancient newspaper clippings of distant ancestors who died of the the Spanish flu. i.e. 'This was your great-uncle Carl'. Thanks?
Another texting buddy warns of a 'spike on day 10' so i guess I've got that to look forward to.
Ordered pizza and watched Major League. Kids and wife all now asleep. The latter will surely wake at some point soon, at which point I am armed with what have become the most precious objects in my household bar none: 2x 500mg paracetemol tablets.
― Li'l Brexit (Tracer Hand), Friday, 3 April 2020 20:47 (five years ago)
<3
― mookieproof, Friday, 3 April 2020 20:49 (five years ago)
LOL
― Bridge Over Thorley Waters (Tom D.), Friday, 3 April 2020 20:52 (five years ago)
thank u ulysses
― Li'l Brexit (Tracer Hand), Friday, 3 April 2020 20:59 (five years ago)
hugs tracer and thx for writing this up :)
― mark s, Friday, 3 April 2020 21:12 (five years ago)
thinking of u tracer & the whole hand familyi have avoided reading most firsthand accounts of this scourge aside from this one
― weird woman in a bar (La Lechera), Friday, 3 April 2020 21:34 (five years ago)
Maybe the ringing ears is just coincidental arrival of tinnitus? There's a thread on that. Great choice with Larry Sanders. A show filled mostly with venal characters seems perfect.
― clemenza, Friday, 3 April 2020 21:39 (five years ago)
I have mild tinnitus which I mostly don't notice unless I think about it, but sometimes when I have a cold it gets a lot worse/harder to ignore, and stays that way for a week or two after all the other symptoms have gone
obv the 'rona is not just a cold, but maybe something similar going on physiologically? not that I know what that is, exactly
thanks for your updates - glad you felt a bit better today and fought for your place on the project! hope you get better soon, and your kid too; it's good that he's mostly not been too bothered by symptoms so I hope it stays that way
― a passing spacecadet, Friday, 3 April 2020 22:03 (five years ago)
this sounds proper shit, tracer. hope you and your family are on the mend soon
― COVID and the Gang (jim in vancouver), Friday, 3 April 2020 22:04 (five years ago)
thanks for your reports tracer
― lefal junglist platton (wtev), Friday, 3 April 2020 22:47 (five years ago)
you're welcome! thank you all for the good wishes. i hope this doesn't feel indulgent. obviously many have it worse than me so far.
― Li'l Brexit (Tracer Hand), Friday, 3 April 2020 23:03 (five years ago)
It's not indulgent at all. We all really want to read this. Thank you for doing it.
― kraudive, Friday, 3 April 2020 23:17 (five years ago)
^^ agreed, this is really helpful and (so far) relatively reassuring info.
hoping we hear from stet soon as well.
― sleeve, Friday, 3 April 2020 23:19 (five years ago)
I take it you're in Australia Tracer Hand, so you wouldn't know CNN's Chris Cuomo. (If you're in, like, Hoboken, New Jersey, just pretend I didn't say that.) Similar to your posts, he's still going on and doing his show every night from his basement. First-hand accounts are enormously helpful to people like me who are living in perpetual fear of this.
― clemenza, Friday, 3 April 2020 23:30 (five years ago)
tracer is an American who lives in London
― COVID and the Gang (jim in vancouver), Friday, 3 April 2020 23:32 (five years ago)
according to my xls
The grand ILX tapestry is a mystery to me. I piece it together as best I can.
― clemenza, Friday, 3 April 2020 23:36 (five years ago)
Trayce is in Australia.
― Bridge Over Thorley Waters (Tom D.), Friday, 3 April 2020 23:41 (five years ago)
my wife’s had an elevated temp since Friday and generally been feeling duff - felt a little worse today, called 111 and the doc said ‘yeah, probably a touch of the ‘rona, what are you gonna do 🤷♂️, call back if your symptoms get more severe’if only there was some type of, like, test or something that could tell you if you had it
― force ghost bg (bizarro gazzara), Wednesday, 8 April 2020 14:58 (five years ago)
fingers x-ed for the best bg :(
― mark s, Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:00 (five years ago)
oh shit, good luck to you both
― Boris the Spreader (NickB), Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:02 (five years ago)
Good luck Mr and Mrs Gazzara.
― Matt DC, Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:02 (five years ago)
best to you BG.
Has Tracer posted anywhere recently?
― Fuck the NRA (ulysses), Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:10 (five years ago)
good luck to your wife and of course yourself and the whole family! not fun to have when you have a young'un to attend to :(
(er, unless my .xlsx is faulty)
― a passing spacecadet, Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:11 (five years ago)
tracer posted here earlier today (phones and kids) and on one of my whatsapps
― mark s, Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:13 (five years ago)
Good luck bg
― xyzzzz__, Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:16 (five years ago)
yeah, we’ve got a 21-month-old - challenging enough keeping her entertained without the possibility of a visit from the ‘ronamy eyes have been super-itchy today and i’m knackered but that could just as easily be the start of hay fever season and being run down from being cooped up for three weekstime will tell i guess - if my wife has been ill with it since the end of last week it’s been pretty mild so far, thankfully
― force ghost bg (bizarro gazzara), Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:18 (five years ago)
This is a good thread. am wishing all the rona-touched a recovery and some solace thru what sounds like a lot of frightening misery.
― i am a horse girl (map), Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:19 (five years ago)
Best to youse BG <3
― Hey, let me drunkenly animate yr boats in about 25 to 60 days! (Le Bateau Ivre), Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:29 (five years ago)
Sorry to hear that bg, hope it fucks off asap!
― extremely Dutch coughing sound (gyac), Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:30 (five years ago)
i maledict...the virus
― ban laggy jazzer (imago), Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:31 (five years ago)
hay fever season is wretchedly bad here. I opened up the house yesterday during beautiful weather and I feel fatigued today
99% sure it's allergies and the quick bike ride I took yesterday around the block
― mh, Wednesday, 8 April 2020 15:59 (five years ago)
Best to you all bg. And best to everyone fighting this right now.
― Frederik B, Wednesday, 8 April 2020 16:17 (five years ago)
hang in there bg.Sorry I stopped my little narrative. It was starting to get repetitive. My sorry now is that for myself and my kids I think it’s firmly in the rear view mirror. Unfortunately the Lovely Emma B still has a fever, which is not ideal. Day 12 for her.
― Li'l Brexit (Tracer Hand), Wednesday, 8 April 2020 17:18 (five years ago)
Emma Brexit?
― ban laggy jazzer (imago), Wednesday, 8 April 2020 17:19 (five years ago)
I had two confirmed cases (i.e. with testing) but also a curious illness in March 2020 that was very likely covid. I was taking CalTrain a lot on the SFBay Peninsula and I think U.S. Patient Zero was in Santa Clara or somewhere like that... the symptoms were the same as the later confirmed cases, with explosive D being the "Hey! I'm here!" calling card
I think now they know that it may have been in the U.S. as early as Dec 2019 but was misdiagnosed as other things
― Andy the Grasshopper, Tuesday, 7 October 2025 19:25 (five months ago)
As far as I can tell this is my third confirmed case. I, too, probably had it March 2020 - lost sense of smell for a couple of days, before anyone knew it was a symptom, and later tested positive for antibodies when I donated blood. I had it again maybe some time in 2022 as well. That is, I know I had it, tested positive for it, but can't remember exactly when. I feel like the second time was the only time with a fever (briefly), though still only mild symptoms; I also took a dose of Paxlovid then. This time, I think I started getting stuffy around Friday? The test line was pretty dramatically present this morning, but if I've been sick for 4-5 days I assume it is already waning. Sudafed and Tylenol this AM knocked out any symptoms. If I didn't know I had covid right now I would have no reason to suspect I had covid.
― Josh in Chicago, Tuesday, 7 October 2025 20:00 (five months ago)
Can't describe it exactly but there's a sharp nasal feeling I associate with having COVID (never lost my sense of smell thankfully...3x for me too, all pretty mild).
― Jordan s/t (Jordan), Tuesday, 7 October 2025 20:05 (five months ago)
I did have the 'flavor dysphoria' thing in one of my cases... things tasting weird & gross, like garbage
― Andy the Grasshopper, Tuesday, 7 October 2025 20:08 (five months ago)
I managed to pass through the peak of COVID without ever catching it, or indeed any other flu or cold-like illnesses at all, despite having to submit periodic swabs as part of my job which would presumably have picked up an asymptomatic infection. As far as I can tell I still haven't caught it, or if I did catch it the symptoms were undetectable.
As mentioned passim I visited Hong Kong and Shenzhen in October 2019. I sailed off to a couple of islands, did a bit of hiking, browsed the huge multi-story shop just across the Hong Kong / Shenzhen border, visited a theme park in Shenzhen, even a wet market. But so did lots of other people, and Shenzhen is five hundred miles away from Wuhan. I remember feeling strangely woozy after coming back, but that was probably just jet lag.
Perhaps I picked up something vaguely related to COVID that helped. But if that was the case Hong Kong would have sailed through the COVID pandemic unscathed. And yet it did do exceptionally well with the first wave - by the end of April 2020 Hong Kong had had just over 1,000 cases vs 171,253 in the UK, although obviously they're very different sizes (it would be more relevant to compare Hong Kong with London, but I can't find separate data for London). And yet that was because Hong Kong was managed more firmly than the UK, so who knows.
I'm reminded that Boris Johnson was in intensive care after catching COVID during the early phase. For a brief moment it was possible to imagine that he might have learned something from it and become more humble. It was as if God gave him a learning experience, and he totally ignored it.
― Ashley Pomeroy, Tuesday, 7 October 2025 20:11 (five months ago)
Same with Trump! I remember it was announced that he had it and I was going on a three day camping trip in a remote part of the Catskills— it was a sweet few days off grid, imagining Trump dead
― a tv star not a dirty computer man (the table is the table), Tuesday, 7 October 2025 20:25 (five months ago)
took a test: negative... a friend offered me a ticket to see Múm tomorrow night so I figured I better confirm I'm okay
But the line was very faint and the liquid was more like a foam, it was hard to drop into the test strip.. but I don't have any real symptoms, I feel as crap as normal.. GF took some paxlovid which she said kinda kicked her ass, almost more than the covid
― Andy the Grasshopper, Wednesday, 8 October 2025 00:43 (five months ago)
its crazy that any cold or allergies appear and my first thought is, fuck is this Covid again? At one point I think I had done like 8 negative tests in a 2 year period. But for me, there's a fatigue level and an odd food-tastes-like-nothing feeling that are the tells. A little embarrassing but I have to admit I never got shots beyond the first three, and part of that is the guarantee I'd be sicker the next day than most of the days I actually had Covid....
― encino morricone (majorairbro), Wednesday, 8 October 2025 03:29 (five months ago)
I get a free flu jab though my job (UK). went to the pharmacy to get it and saw a sign saying private covid jabs are available for £85! I've long thought private covid jabs should be available but did not expect them to be that much. I think older and more (even mildly) vulnerable people still get them free which is probably worthwhile.
― kinder, Saturday, 11 October 2025 10:36 (five months ago)
that's 15 less than a friend paid.
i got my traditional birthday flu jab recently and it was £25, up 5 quid from last year. (the two years before that were free)
― koogs, Saturday, 11 October 2025 13:53 (five months ago)
and yes my parents, uncles are forever at the doctor's this time of year for free jabs, flu, COVID, shingles or that other generic sounding respiratory disease (respiratory syncytial virus (RSV)).
― koogs, Saturday, 11 October 2025 13:56 (five months ago)
I tested negative yesterday morning, Friday. Never had any symptoms really worse than a stuffy nose. Maybe that's because I am up to date with my vaccines.
― Josh in Chicago, Saturday, 11 October 2025 14:07 (five months ago)