IT'S EXAM TIME

Sorry.

I have one left. It's tomorrow. One left and then 4 beautiful months off.

man i get soooo nervous during finals, wrote my first one today and just blanked on a really simple theorem that i totally knew on the second question. think i'm ok for this one the answers worked out and either way i had done well enough on the midterms that i don't think my grade will suffer, but fuck like, doesn't seem like there's anything i can do about it, just this debilitating anxiety. it's happened so many times always the same routine: feelin really confident all semester, start studying but closer and closer i get to the day of the exam the more garbled my thoughts are, have restless sleep and the get to the actual exam and just panic at the first slightest uncertainty and then just form a clear thought to save my life. like this algebra exam tuesday, i've been killing the class all semester but i just know i'm going to fuck it up, i can already feel it

i had a dream last weekend that i went to take my ancient rome final and it was all questions about dinosaurs. like, a diagram of an anklyosaurus with blank arrows pointing to different parts of it and then a question about how its physical characteristics enabled it to survive in the hostile environment of blah blah blah. the dream was mostly just images of this blank anklyosaurus diagram alternated w images of my professor's serious and expectant face.

but i had the exam on wednesday and the only anklyosaurus-style question (which i did not have to answer) was about how much "damage to the republic" had been done by a guy i could remember nothing about except that he'd dressed up like a "lute-girl" so that he could get into a ladies-only religious event emceed by julius caesar's wife. (his subterfuge was detected.) i think i aced it. the point is that if i can fill twenty blue-book pages about this soap opera bullshit you don't have to listen to yr brain when it pretends it doesn't know math for attention. i'd say good luck but likely unnecessary.

pro tip: never date around finals

the point is that if i can fill twenty blue-book pages about this soap opera bullshit you don't have to listen to yr brain when it pretends it doesn't know math for attention. i'd say good luck but likely unnecessary.

haha uh thanks, i guess

blegh

pro tip: never date around finals

― 乒乓, Friday, December 7, 2012 9:12 AM (5 days ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

^^ this. back to studying.

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why do people over the age of 22 subject themselves to this

so i got a B- in that class, so many regrets. would've gotten a B+ if i had not fucked up the easiest question (showing Z[sqrt5] is not a unique factorization ring) through sheer thoughtless arrogance and an A if i had looked at the solutions to the second assignment (2 questions from which were on the exam)