Because if you can't, then there is no reason for me to even continue to be here.
― kate (kate), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:39 (twenty-two years ago)
― Archel (Archel), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:41 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:42 (twenty-two years ago)
― gareth (gareth), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:43 (twenty-two years ago)
― kate (kate), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:44 (twenty-two years ago)
― Archel (Archel), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:44 (twenty-two years ago)
― kate (kate), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:46 (twenty-two years ago)
― Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:50 (twenty-two years ago)
― Jerry the Nipper (Jerrynipper), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:51 (twenty-two years ago)
― Jerry the Nipper (Jerrynipper), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:53 (twenty-two years ago)
― mark s (mark s), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:54 (twenty-two years ago)
― CarsmileSteve (CarsmileSteve), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:55 (twenty-two years ago)
Honestly, if I had the slightest backbone I'd just get up and walk out. If I had the slightest backbone, I wouldn't be in this job to start with.
― kate (kate), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:56 (twenty-two years ago)
― Sarah McLusky (coco), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 12:58 (twenty-two years ago)
― mark s (mark s), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:01 (twenty-two years ago)
― gareth (gareth), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:01 (twenty-two years ago)
― Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:04 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:04 (twenty-two years ago)
Don't burn your bridges with these assholes you work for right now - just quietly get on with shit and construct your path out of there and leave it to them to make whatever moves they decide to make - hopefully you'll be handing in your notice by the time they get anything together. If you walk out in a blaze of glory I can't see that it's gonna do you too many favours save maybe giving your self-esteem a short term boost.
Now my current job is driving me out of my mind with the tedium. The thing is though, am I right in saying that any job for you is gonna be a pain in the ass because really you want to be making your music for a living? It's a bit of a catch 22 because if that is the case then it's nigh on impossible to find the enthusiasm and energy to apply for jobs which really, you couldn't give a fuck about. Even when you get the interview, you’re just sat there thinking what a nightmare the whole charade is.
Well, I’m attempting to engineer a move out of where I am now and it's a soul-sapper. And pretty thankless considering all the knockbacks - yeah well I don't even want the job really anyway so fuck you.
But anyway, when all's said and done, surely any change from where you are now will be a positive move. That's what I'm telling myself too. I agree with what other people have already said - just get the fuck out of there. Fire of CV's in all directions, call in favours, send speculative emails to promising companies and join agencies, get on the phone to people and get on the net in the evening - just get out. It takes a lot of effort as I’m sure you know and I know it's a pisser because I'm trying to muster the will to do the same thing myself and keep it going but once you get started, it does become less painful.
Ask yourself all those difficult questions about what you want to do with your life etc after you’ve made your move. Just focus your energy and creativity on making a move out of that hell hole you are stuck in and things should seem at least a little clearer and you’ll surely waste less time bouncing off the walls.
Something will come along, it always does, but you got to be out there fishing for it.
― Alex K (Alex K), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:07 (twenty-two years ago)
The problem is, I have a temp job that I can't leave.
I will try to make it to the end of the week. And decide after my holiday if I should come back. At all.
― kate (kate), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:09 (twenty-two years ago)
― kate (kate), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:10 (twenty-two years ago)
― Alex K (Alex K), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:12 (twenty-two years ago)
I still feel like my music nightlife is what's real and my day job isn't, even if I don't feel like I'm great at playing guitar. I think this makes me resent my jobs. Sometimes I wonder if I really do get stuck in horrible jobs or if I just convince myself they're horrible.
But my boss is a dick, isn't he??? Yes. And in my last job, as I've mentioned, I was overpaid and was stuck in the job having to pay back $1400. So maybe I have a right to complain...
― Sarah MCLUsky (coco), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:12 (twenty-two years ago)
I somehow didn't realize before you are in a temporary position. How long was it supposed to last initially?
― Sarah McLusky (coco), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:15 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:15 (twenty-two years ago)
― Archel (Archel), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:18 (twenty-two years ago)
I really want to take Pinkpanther's advice more than anyone else's, it sounds more sensible, it sounds more DOABLE. Except I would sleep in with a hangover tomorrow, not do anything on Friday because I was about to go on holiday, and put off finding a job until after that.
I am my own worst enemy.
(They turn a blind eye to my ILX posting becuase I have explained it blows off tension. I think that surfing employment sites and printing resumes would be seriously objected to.)
― kate (kate), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:20 (twenty-two years ago)
― Sarah McLUsky (coco), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:21 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:23 (twenty-two years ago)
This is very sensible, and will probably be the most workable option, financially and emotionally. Thanks for talking some sense into me, ladies. You are wonderful. ::hugs::
― kate (kate), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:27 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:29 (twenty-two years ago)
― Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:35 (twenty-two years ago)
― Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:36 (twenty-two years ago)
― kate (kate), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:38 (twenty-two years ago)
― Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:42 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:42 (twenty-two years ago)
http://www.dwp.gov.uk/lifeevent/benefits/jobseeker%27s_allowance.asp#howmuch
― Mooro (Mooro), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:44 (twenty-two years ago)
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:45 (twenty-two years ago)
(This isn't even counting the fact that I am legally, though not functionally, homeless right now.)
― kate (kate), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:46 (twenty-two years ago)
― Alex K (Alex K), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:48 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pete Kember, Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:51 (twenty-two years ago)
― Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:52 (twenty-two years ago)
You can do as much voluntary work as you like. Your JSA will not usually be affected as long as:
[...]* It is reasonable for the person or organisation you are doing the voluntary work for not to pay you.
If it is unreasonable for them not to pay you, we will reduce your JSA by an amount you could expect to be paid for the work you are doing, even though you are not being paid.
― RickyT (RickyT), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:56 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:57 (twenty-two years ago)
― mark s (mark s), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:59 (twenty-two years ago)
And sorry, Pink, I don't think I'll be back from Wilts in time to get to the Trig thing.
― kate (kate), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 13:59 (twenty-two years ago)
― Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 14:01 (twenty-two years ago)
― Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Wednesday, 23 July 2003 18:49 (twenty-two years ago)
er, there's housing benefit (which should cover most of your rent) and council tax rebates to factor in here as well. you won't be eligible for these if you have over 8 thousand in savings. you'll be given the forms when you apply for jsa.
andy
― koogs (koogs), Thursday, 24 July 2003 13:01 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Thursday, 24 July 2003 13:05 (twenty-two years ago)
― Catty (Catty), Thursday, 24 July 2003 14:52 (twenty-two years ago)
― Archel (Archel), Thursday, 24 July 2003 15:16 (twenty-two years ago)
I kinda wandered around in shock for the next day. Not unhappy, but vaguely angry. Until I opened the letter they gave me (didn't bother to have a meeting, I already knew what was up) and they said they were giving me a month's pay in lieu of notice, and all my owed holiday time. Which was either A) pretty decent of them or B) pretty stupid of them to have made me sign a contract which specified this in the first place. Apparently.
So basically they've given me a paid holiday for the month of August. Sweet. Or, a bunch of other options:
1) Living on £50 a week, as I AM DOING despite people's disbelief, I could carry on for several months2) I could start temping the moment we got back from Wiltshire and use the cash to buy a new computer.
I kinda don't know what to do with myself at the moment. It's weird. I feel relieved more than anything else. (Though cross that it took them SO LONG to keep me in a state of mental torture all day.) I suppose I'll figure out what to do in a bit.
But until then, well, my internet access will be limited to none. So I'll say goodbye and farewell for now, and it's been fun, and I'm sure I'll talk to you again soon. Nick Southall, PLEASE let me know where/when yer FAP is. And I'll try to come down for club Freaky Trigger if I remember.
Hope yer groovy,Kate
― kate (kate), Friday, 25 July 2003 12:35 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Friday, 25 July 2003 12:55 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Friday, 25 July 2003 12:56 (twenty-two years ago)
― Archel (Archel), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:03 (twenty-two years ago)
― kate (kate), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:08 (twenty-two years ago)
― Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:08 (twenty-two years ago)
HSA and I are bringing the Reason workstation/keyboard to Wiltshire. We are going to lie around in the country and compose music. This is the best job ever!
13 minutes left...
― kate (kate), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:12 (twenty-two years ago)
― smee (smee), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:16 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:18 (twenty-two years ago)
― mark s (mark s), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:19 (twenty-two years ago)
― smee (smee), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:21 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pete (Pete), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:22 (twenty-two years ago)
― smee (smee), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:24 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pete (Pete), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:26 (twenty-two years ago)
― Archel (Archel), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:28 (twenty-two years ago)
― Pete (Pete), Friday, 25 July 2003 13:30 (twenty-two years ago)
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Friday, 25 July 2003 14:48 (twenty-two years ago)
― Sarah McLusky (coco), Friday, 25 July 2003 14:48 (twenty-two years ago)
― Matt (Matt), Saturday, 26 July 2003 01:51 (twenty-two years ago)