I am angry and hurt and need to rant. ( i hope the html works, first time)

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i was excommunicated by the mormon church about 5 years ago
I live in a really neat nieghborhood, good resturants, galleries,
the gay community center, record shops, a non facist community leuage
and houses in a million COLOURS?
How do these relate. For the last week the fucking missionarys have been out in full force.

I saw them on monday and was polite, calling out hey elders
(hey i was a boy scout).
Now i have seen them every day< br>

I see them when i go to the cafe for coffee and a bagel , i see them on my bus for work, i see them when i garden and when i and dave go for a walk. I told them i left the church , they are being polite trying to get me to convert, to lead me back to gods true church i am so angry I want to take them behind the lilac tree and sodomize them, i want to chain them to a chair and read them allen ginsberg. But what do i do, smile nicely and ask how the tracting is going. Why am i unable to express my anger.

even more vital why cannot i get over the anger its been ten years, shouldn't i be able to ignore. I am sorry, i just needed to scream, i feel hurt and wish they would leave teh home i have been trying to amke for me and my family.

anthony, Saturday, 9 June 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)

it has been ten years for me
David has been exed for five

anthony, Saturday, 9 June 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)

There, no more bold.

Anyhow, you should do what my mom does. She invites them in her house and tells them about Wicca, and questions their beliefs non-stop. She'll have them over for hours, making them tea (decaffinated, of course, or so she tells them) and giving them snack food. By the time she's done, they either pass on the word to not come to our house and we have peace for ages, or they don't wanna be Mormons anymore. She actually converted two of them out of Mormonism, or so they seemed to say when they left. They even took her anti-religion books that she offered them.

See, she lives in Arizona and it has the highest populations of Mormons in the world, besides Utah. So we got them a LOT. Most of my friends from high school ended up going on "missions" to other countries, so I lost touch with them. The only one who didn't was this one boy who was really good friends with me, and he dropped out of the church. He said it was because he liked caffiene too much, but it was just because he hated his parents.

Ally, Saturday, 9 June 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)

man that is fucked, I am so sick of religous fucks who give s hit about who or what i fuck.

Geoff, Saturday, 9 June 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)

Quite frankly, I've had it with anyone who cares who I fuck. I've decided to become celibate because of it.

Ally, Saturday, 9 June 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)

Invite them in and inttroduce them to the delights of the Marilyn Manson fan's favourite, Anton LaVey's Satanic Bible. See how quickly they'll leave...

DG, Saturday, 9 June 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)

i like to look at them when they ring my doorbell. then walk upstairs.

kevin enas, Friday, 15 June 2001 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)


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