p.s. my mom or dosent know about anything!!!!!
― kimberly michelle topete, Saturday, 8 November 2003 01:46 (twenty-one years ago)
― Øystein H-O (Øystein H-O), Saturday, 8 November 2003 01:57 (twenty-one years ago)
When your love has ceased to be (Lord, have mercy)There's no other place for me (Mmmm)If you don't hold me in your arms (Oh child oh child)I'd rather be here from now onSome people have an halfway fareWithout your love I ain't nowhereOh I can't eat and I can't sleep (oh child oh child)Lord I can't even live in peace (Mmmm)Please take me baby for your slave (Oooh)And save me from that early graveSome people have an halfway fareWithout your love I ain't nowhere
And then sorrow struck my heartTears began to stream down from my eyesThe only woman that I ever loved in whole my lifeOut here in a place in a condition like thisAnd I began to thinkin' about what my mama told me when I was a little boyShe told me when I couldn't help myself, to get down on my knees and prayThen I fell down on my kneesAnd these are the words that I said
Save me save me save me babe,Save me save me save me dear,Whoa I don't know just how we made itBut I'm so glad our love is hereBut I'm so glad our love is hereBut I'm so glad our love is here...
― Annouschka (Jody Beth Rosen), Saturday, 8 November 2003 02:10 (twenty-one years ago)
Worry ... why do I let myself worry? Wonderin' ... what in the world did I do? Oh, crazy ... for thinkin' that my love could hold you I'm crazy for tryin', and crazy for cryin' And I'm crazy for lovin' you
Crazy ... for thinkin' that my love could hold you I'm crazy for tryin', and crazy for cryin' And I'm crazy for lovin' you
― stevem (blueski), Saturday, 8 November 2003 02:15 (twenty-one years ago)
― jones (actual), Saturday, 8 November 2003 02:22 (twenty-one years ago)
And
They're coming to take me away, Ha-haThey're coming to take me away, Ho-hoHee-hee-haa-haaTo the funny farmWhere life is beautiful all the timeAnd I'll be happy to see thoseNice young men in their clean white coats andThey're coming to take me away, ha-ha!
You thought it was a jokeand so you laughed, you laughed,when I had said that losing youwould make me flip my lid.Right?You know you laughedI heard you laughYou laughed, you laughedand laughed and then you left butNow you know I'm utterly mad
They're coming to take me away, ha-ha,They're coming to take me away, ho-ho,hee hee, haa haaTo the happy homeWith trees and flowers and chirping birdsAnd basket-weavers who sit and smileAnd twiddle their thumbs and toesAnd they're coming to take me away, ha-hahaha...
I cooked your food, I cleaned your house,And this is how you pay me back forAll my kind, unselfish, loving deeds,Hah?Well you just wait, they'll find you yetAnd when they do they'll put you in the ASPCA you mangey mutt!
To the happy homeWith trees and flowers and chirping birdsAnd basket-weavers who sit and smileAnd twiddle their thumbs and toesAnd they're coming to take me away, ha-hahaha...
To the funny farmWhere life is beautiful all the timeAnd I'll be happy to see.....
― Napoleon XIV, Saturday, 8 November 2003 02:25 (twenty-one years ago)
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?I say that shit just clownin dogg,c'mon - how fucked up is you?You got some issues Kimberly, I think you need some counselingto help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down someAnd what's this shit about us meant to be together?I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in timebefore you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fineif you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Kimberlywhy are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fanI just don't want you to do some crazy shit
― Napoleon XIV, Saturday, 8 November 2003 02:28 (twenty-one years ago)
Every day I sit and wonder how my life it used to beNow I feel like going under, now my life is hard to seeSo tell me people, am I going insane? Tell me people, am I going insane?
So I’m telling all you people, listen while I sing againIf I don’t sound very cheerful, I think that I’m a schizophrenSo tell me people, am I going insane? Tell me people, am I going insane?
― Annouschka (Jody Beth Rosen), Saturday, 8 November 2003 02:37 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tracer Hand (tracerhand), Saturday, 8 November 2003 02:39 (twenty-one years ago)
Can you help me thought you were my friendWhoah yeah
I need someone to show me the things in life that I can’t findI can’t see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind
Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cryHappiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal
And so as you hear these words telling you now of my stateI tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but it’s too late
― ozzy, Saturday, 8 November 2003 02:47 (twenty-one years ago)
― zenome kistachion, Saturday, 8 November 2003 02:47 (twenty-one years ago)
― Matt (Matt), Saturday, 8 November 2003 02:51 (twenty-one years ago)
Sleep my friend and you will seeThat dream is my realityThey keep me locked up in this cageCan't they see it's why my brain says rage
Sanitarium, leave me beSanitarium, just leave me alone
Build my fear of what's out thereAnd cannot breathe the open airWhisper things into my brainAssuring me that i'm insaneThey think our heads are in their handsBut violent use brings violent plansKeep him tied, it makes him wellHe's getting better, can't you tell?
No more they keep us inListen, damn it, we will winThey see it right, they see it wellBut they think this saves us from our hell
Sanitarium, leave me beSanitarium, just leave me aloneSanitarium, just leave me alone
Fear of living onNatives getting restless nowMutiny in the airGot some death to doMirror stares back hardKill, it's such a friendly wordSeems the only wayFor reaching out again
― everybody in metallica, Saturday, 8 November 2003 02:54 (twenty-one years ago)
Trapped, in this nightmareI wish I'd wakeAs my whole life begins to shakeFour walls surround meAn empty gazeI can't find my way out of this maze
Cause I don't careFall in, fall outGone without a doubt, help meI can't take the blameThey don't feel the shame
It's a madhouseOr so they claimIt's a madhouseOh, am I insane?
My fears behind me, what can I doMy dreams haunt my sleep at nightOh no, won't learn their lesson, white fills my eyesAnd only then they see the light
― Bryan (Bryan), Saturday, 8 November 2003 03:04 (twenty-one years ago)
― A Girl Named Sam (thatgirl), Saturday, 8 November 2003 03:06 (twenty-one years ago)
― Sean (Sean), Saturday, 8 November 2003 04:41 (twenty-one years ago)
So you're gonna be institutionalizedYou'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyesYou won't have any sayThey'll brainwash you until you see their way
I'm not crazy - InstitutionYou're the one who's crazy - InstitutionYou're driving me crazy - Institution
They stuck me in an institutionSaid it was the only solutionTo give me the needed professional helpTo protect me from the enemy, myself
Uh - I was in my roomAnd I was just like staring at the wall thinking 'bout everythingBut then again I was thinking about nothing.And then my Mom came in,And I didn't even know she was there.She called my nameBut I didn't hear her.Then she started screaming, "Mike, Mike!"And I go, "What? What's the matter?"She goes, "What's the matter with you?!"I go, "There's nothin' wrong Mom."She goes, "Don't tell me that, you're on drugs!"I go, "No Mom, I'm not on drugs. I'm okay, I'm just thinking, you know.Why don't ya give me a Pepsi?"She goes, "No, you're on drugs!"I go, "Mom, I'm okay, I'm just thinking."She goes, "No, you're not thinking, you're on drugs!Normal people don't act in that way!"I go, "Mom, just give me a Pepsi please, All I want is a Pepsi."And she wouldn't give it to me!All I wanted was a Pepsi!Just one Pepsi!And she wouldn't give it to me!Just a Pepsi!
They give you a white shirt with long sleevesTied around your back, you're treated like thievesDrug you up because they're lazyIt's too much work to help a crazy
I was sitting in my room.My Mom and my Dad came in.So they pull up a chair and they sat down.They go, "Mike, we need to talk to you."And I go, "Okay, what's the matter?"They go, "Me and your Mom,We've been noticing lately you've been having a lot of problems,And you've been going off for no reason.And we're afraid you're gonna hurt somebody,We're afraid you're gonna hurt yourself.So we decided that it would be in your best interest If we put you somewhere Where you could get the help that you need."And I go, "Wait! What are ya talking about?!We decided?!My best interest?!How do you know what my best interest is!How can you say what my best interest is!And what are ya trying ta say, I'm crazy?!When I went to your schools!I went to your churches!I went to your institutional learning facilities!So how can ya say I'm crazy?!
They say they're gonna fix my brainAlleviate my suffering and my painBut by the time they fix my headMentally, I'll be dead
Chorus (two verses):I'm not crazy - InstitutionYou're the one who's crazy - InstitutionYou're driving me crazy - Institution
...Doesn't matter I'll probably get hit by a car anyway
― Elvis Telecom (Chris Barrus), Saturday, 8 November 2003 09:33 (twenty-one years ago)
Well here we go again,Living in a world that others cannot share,Yea here we go again,We are moving from a spark to a flame;
I am high on emotion, high again,High on emotion, your love will find the way;
Oh my heart is burning like a fire,Closer now and she is breathing desire,Take my hand and give it all your light,Take command I am your rhythm tonight;
I am high on emotion, high again,High on emotion, your love will find the way;High on emotion, high again,High on emotion, your love will find the way
― The De Burgh (Lynskey), Saturday, 8 November 2003 11:05 (twenty-one years ago)
Also, despite all the scary Hollywood movies, psychiatric wards aren't really that awful, and they truly are helpful for most of those who go there. Their job is not to keep you locked forever, but to help you to get past the worst phase of your problems, so you can eventually return to mostly normal life. Also, there are different types of psychiatric wards: in some of of them you'll only habe to stay during day hours, in others you spend your nights but you may go outside and see you friends during the day. Only the people with more serious mental problems need to go to a closed ward, and even they usually admit visitors. So it won't be like your secluded from everything.
― Tuomas (Tuomas), Sunday, 9 November 2003 13:28 (twenty-one years ago)
To the one on the flam,boy you temper, just toss that hamIn the fryin' panLike spamFeel done when I come in slamDamnI feel like the son of samDon't make me wreck shit hecticNext to the chair got me goin' like General ElectricEEEN!The lights are blinkingI'm thinkingIt's all over when I go out drinkingOh, makin' my mind slow,That's why I don't fuck wit da big four-oBro', I got ta maintain`Cause a nigga like me is goin' insane
Insane in the membraneInsane in the brain!Insane in the membraneInsane in the brain!
Insane in the membraneFreds insaneGot no brain!Insane in the membraneInsane in the brain!
Do my shit undercoverNow it's time for the blubbaBlabbaTo watch that belly get fatterFat boy on a dietDon't try itI'll jack your ass like a looter in a riotMy shit's fat like a sumo slammin' that assLeavin' your face in the grassYou knowI don't take a duloLightlyPunks just jealous `cause they can't outwrite meSo kick that style: wicked, wildHappy face nigga never seen me smileRip that mainframeI'll explainA nigga like me is goin' insane
Insane in the membranefreds insaneGot no brain!Insane in the membraneInsane in the brain!
Insane in the brainIn the brainIt's because I'm loco
Insane in the brainIn the brainInsaneIt's because I'm loco
Insane in the brain
Like Louie ArmstrongPlayed the trumpetI'll hit dat bong and break ya off something soonI got to get my propsCopsCome and try to snatch my cropsThese pigs wanna blow my house downHead undergroundTo the next townThey get madWhen they come to raid my padAnd I'm out in the nine deuce Cad'Yes I'm the pirate pilotOf this ship if I getWit' the ultraviolet dreamHide from the red light beamNow do you believe in the unseenLook, but don't make your eyes strainA nigga like me is goin' insane
Insane in the brainIt's because I'm locoInsane in the brainIt's because I'm loco
"...I think I'm going crazy..."
― Dom Passantino (Dom Passantino), Sunday, 9 November 2003 14:32 (twenty-one years ago)
Besides any local mental hospitals, the other obvious options are your own doctor, any local hospital, or calling some sort of helpline - the Samaritans, for instance, if they have that wherever you are.
― Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Sunday, 9 November 2003 21:58 (twenty-one years ago)
to the original questioner: go and see a Doctor, I'm sure they will refer you to a psychiatrist or psychiatric hospital if that's what you need.
― DV (dirtyvicar), Sunday, 9 November 2003 22:24 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tuomas (Tuomas), Monday, 10 November 2003 07:20 (twenty-one years ago)
― Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Monday, 10 November 2003 13:53 (twenty-one years ago)
― Mr Noodles (Mr Noodles), Monday, 10 November 2003 14:09 (twenty-one years ago)
― goato mountington (dubplatestyle), Monday, 10 November 2003 14:11 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tracer Hand (tracerhand), Monday, 10 November 2003 14:23 (twenty-one years ago)
I meant, of course, that you should try to answer sensibly to threads like these, not to every thread.
― Tuomas (Tuomas), Tuesday, 11 November 2003 07:58 (twenty-one years ago)
Tracer, did you refer her to an after hours social services agency? They'd have all the appropriate contacts.
― David A. (Davant), Tuesday, 11 November 2003 08:38 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tuomas (Tuomas), Tuesday, 11 November 2003 14:37 (twenty-one years ago)
― atomic horseradish (Jody Beth Rosen), Tuesday, 11 November 2003 15:50 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tracer Hand (tracerhand), Tuesday, 11 November 2003 17:10 (twenty-one years ago)
Tuomas, yeah, I wasn't clear. I was referring more to ILMers using such bizarre terms, it surprised me. You're OTM re: the original poster, of course.
― David A. (Davant), Tuesday, 11 November 2003 22:46 (twenty-one years ago)
― Anthony Topete, Saturday, 13 March 2004 18:45 (twenty-one years ago)
When the outside temperature risesAnd the meaning is oh so clearOne thousand and one yellow daffodilsBegin to dance in front of you - oh dearAre they trying to tell you somethingYou're missing that one final screwYou're simply not in the pink my dearTo be honest you haven't got a clue
I'm going slightly madI'm going slightly madIt finally happened - happenedIt finally happened - ooh ohIt finally happenedI'm slightly madOh dear
I'm one card short of a full deckI'm not quite the shillingOne wave short of a shipwreckI'm not my usual top billingI'm coming down with a feverI'm really out to seaThis kettle is boiling overI think I'm a banana treeOh dear
I'm going slightly madI'm going slightly madIt finally happened - happenedIt finally happened - uh huhIt finally happenedI'm slightly madOh dear
Ooh ooh ah ahOoh ooh ah ahI'm knitting with only one needleUnravelling fast it's trueI'm driving only three wheels these daysBut my dear how about you
I'm going slightly madI'm going slightly madIt finally happenedIt finally happened - oh yesIt finally happenedI'm slightly madJust very slightly mad
And there you have it
― Patrick Kinghorn, Saturday, 13 March 2004 19:01 (twenty-one years ago)
― Frühlingsj4n (Wintermute), Sunday, 14 March 2004 14:12 (twenty-one years ago)
― J0hn Darn1elle (J0hn Darn1elle), Sunday, 14 March 2004 14:15 (twenty-one years ago)
Of course this all could've been some elaborate InterWeb joke, but as Martin said, there was no harm in taking it seriously.
― Tuomas (Tuomas), Sunday, 14 March 2004 16:22 (twenty-one years ago)
honestly shit like this, even when it's directed at other Ilxors, makes me really wonder what would happen if I ever got desperate and suicidal. this isn't so much a community as it is amateur night at the improv. cheers.
― Begs2Differ (Begs2Differ), Sunday, 14 March 2004 16:42 (twenty-one years ago)
I told her to stop wasting her time on Internet message-groups and look in the yellow pages if she doesn't want to ask someone in her area for help, and that she could at least get advice for free.
A touch harsh, perhaps, but it also draws a clear line between this community -- which runs the gamut from hyperserious to hypersilly -- and a resource where the focus is strictly on help for those who need it.
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Sunday, 14 March 2004 16:47 (twenty-one years ago)
-- Begs2Differ (cibul...), March 14th, 2004.
TOTALLY OTFM.
Some ilxors' lack of sensibility never ceases to amaze me. Yea, that means YOU, asswipes. You heard it from me first.
― Francis Watlington (Francis Watlington), Sunday, 14 March 2004 17:06 (twenty-one years ago)
― Begs2Differ (Begs2Differ), Sunday, 14 March 2004 17:18 (twenty-one years ago)
― Kerry (dymaxia), Monday, 15 March 2004 04:03 (twenty-one years ago)