Multiple Personality/ Dissociative Disorder

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I just watched "The Woman With Seven Personalities" on Channel 5, and am confused and interested. The documentary itself was very unsatisfying, and left me with too many questions. I wanted to know a lot more about whether Helen's claims of horrific abuse were actually plausible. It interested me to hear a psychiatrist say that repression is a just Freudian myth, and that trauma is always remembered. I'd never heard that before, and always accepted that people can repress trauma as a fact.

Anything people can tell me about this would be interesting, otherwise, please comfort me because I was very scared by the pictures of satanic cult abuse that she'd drawn, and I don't want to go to sleep yet.

Cathy (Cathy), Monday, 18 October 2004 20:52 (twenty years ago)

People can repress trauma. It is a fact. My ex-wife had forgotten serious trauma for nearly 20 years. It started coming back, gradually, over a period of time, starting with nightmares. It was a really difficult time for her - I couldn't doubt that she was going through something new and real, not just talking about something she had always known. Eventually she poured it out to her big sister, and she confirmed a lot of things, leaving no room for doubt that it was entirely real.

I didn't watch the show, so this is no comment on whether what she remembered was real or not.

Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:00 (twenty years ago)

I didn't watch this - but there was a woman on This Morning today who claimed to have multiple personality disorder; is it the same woman? Anyway, they had someone from the Royal College of Psychiatrists or somesuch, and he said that they recognised the disorder, which surprised me as most things I've read/people I've talked to/heard etc. have claimed that the disorder is pure myth. The only exception I'm aware of is a case where one of a woman's personalities was a baby, and when in thins state she used different parts of her brain that would be expected. That doesn't prove a seperate personality, of course (indeed, whether or not it even makes sense to refer to two personalities in the same brain is complicated enough). I do believe these people are mentally ill, but I don't think multiple personality disorder defines what they suffer from.

As far as abuse goes, sadly, people are capable of horrific things. However, it isn't a stretch to assume that the more outlandish abuse claims are the more likely they are to be untrue, especially when the person has tendencikes which could be described as fantasist.

Kevin Gilchrist (Mr Fusion), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:01 (twenty years ago)

I thought that Multiple Personality disorder has been pretty much discredited by the officialdom. It caused quite a stir with Sybil and all that, but I think people look at it somewhat cynically now.

Satanic Ritual Abuse is another fascinating but largely dismissed pseudomalady.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 21:01 (twenty years ago)

The psychiatrist on the program who dismissed repression seemed to think that false memories were being implanted unintentionally in people undergoing therapy.

Thanks for you reply, Martin. Were the nightmares your ex-wife experienced and the gradual recollection triggered by anything that you know of?

Andy, what can you tell me about Satanic Ritual Abuse that won't scare me too much?

Cathy (Cathy), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:17 (twenty years ago)

The only possibility as a trigger we came up with is that the abusive person had died a little while before, and she had been troubled by her mixed feelings about it, which I guess might have started it. She was not undergoing therapy or counselling of any kind at the time, by the way.

Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:22 (twenty years ago)

Do a web search on Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) and what you'll find is astounding. It was really like a massive social hysteria of the late 70's - early 90's, mostly in the US and UK, which believed that there was a vast underground of practicing satanist who kidnapped, murdered, molested, etc. (ala Rosemary's Baby).

The more people heard about it, the more recovered memories came up... and many gullible children were coerced into providing details about things that never happened.

In the end, it's been entirely disproven, but alot of people's lives were ruined in the process, and alot of pop psychologist made a fortune with the scaremongering.

The most most famous case was the McMillan preschool case in California.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 21:23 (twenty years ago)

Nonetheless, I don't think we should dismiss the possibility of it - with so many people doing so, it becomes the perfect cover, to make the child's story implausible. And who can say that it has never happened anyway?

Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:27 (twenty years ago)

http://skepdic.com/satanrit.html

SRA in a nutshell. My connection is that certain social "popular" illnesses seem to have a lifespan, a certain ecological niche where they thrive for awhile and then fade away. The fugue condition (ambulatory automatism) was a popular mental illness in France in the 1890's, almost forgotten today... and now we have newer popular illnesses (chronic fatigue for instance) that thrive in today's culture.

It doesn't mean they're not "real", but seem to have a time and place when the conditions are right. Satanic abuse hyseria did not take off in Tunis, for instance, but became huge in protestant America.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 21:30 (twenty years ago)

I don't think anyone is claiming no-one has ever abused or killed people in the form of 'Satanic' rituals. It's just that when you have an entire community, with no prior indication of anything, decide they are all satanists or the victims of satanists (the Orkney abuse case is another interesting one) the case is more easily explained as fantasy or mass hysteria, especially as these cases tend to be riddled with inconsistency and don't make a lot of sense.

Kevin Gilchrist (Mr Fusion), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:32 (twenty years ago)

(although Chronic Fatigue Syndrome seems to have been accepted by the medical community now - several studies have show significant differences in brain function among people suffering from CFS, along with metabolic anomalied)

Kevin Gilchrist (Mr Fusion), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:34 (twenty years ago)

Andy, did you mean the McMartin preschool case?

I don't know anything about any of these cases, I'm frantically googling.

Cathy (Cathy), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:38 (twenty years ago)

Yes, McMartin, I'm sorry.

I'm not saying Chronic Fatigue is without merit, but I'll be very suprised if people are still suffering from it in 75 years.

Once people are introduced to a form these socially acceptable mental illnesses, they're more likely to be stricken with them.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 21:39 (twenty years ago)

Yeah, but is there such a thing as a socially acceptable mental illness? All that 'yuppie flu' nonsense people have to go through. The increase in cases after the acceptance of an illness can be explained either as a form of hypochondria, or by the fact that people who previously had been ill but undiagnosed are now spotted.

Kevin Gilchrist (Mr Fusion), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:45 (twenty years ago)

though he is humorless and French, I seem to remember that Foucault's Madness and Civilization might shed some interesting philosophical perspectives on how society views these things.

kyle (akmonday), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:47 (twenty years ago)

otm

Mental disorders are VERY culturally specific (anorexia is a north american/western european disease. in, i think, malaysia it is there is a mental disorder where young men attack people with axes). This is not to say that they aren't "real" but that the way behavior is interpreted (and mental disorders are always interpreted indirectly) is relative.

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mouse (mouse), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:51 (twenty years ago)

If schizophrenia is a true disorder (the jury is out), it is NOT an acceptable form of mental illness. It is extreme, debilitating, and the sufferer becomes an outcast.

Chronic Fatigue, because it's in currently in the mass media, is a new disorder that seems to fill a need right now. The sufferers are only occasionally debilitated, but most just undergo a lowered quality of life. Therefore, for some people (and I'm not saying everybody), having a neatly packaged diagnosis that fits in with their lives, is talked about in the media, etc, is easier that something hardcore and scary. Chances are they met a chronic fatigue sufferer before they came down with it, so therefore it is more 'socially acceptable' because it's diagnosed more often.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 21:53 (twenty years ago)

And I am SO incurring the wrath of the ILX pro-Chronic Fatigue folks right now, apologies in advance.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 21:54 (twenty years ago)

I suspect that many people have ascribed their childhood abuse to things like Satanic cults or UFO abductions, because it's too awful to attribute it to one's loving family members.

There's been some therapists who've kind of "led" their patients into "remembering" completely fabricated abuse - but of course there is also quite a lot of genuine abuse too.

Interestingly, a study was done of adults who were injured as children, with hospital records available, and many of them don't remember their documented mishaps.

I have met people who claim to have multiple personalities - I'm not about to tell them their experience isn't valid, but privately I'm a bit skeptical.

Layna Andersen (Layna Andersen), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:55 (twenty years ago)

Yes, that's true. But it's hard to tell why different disorders exist in different cultures - are they the same disorder manifesting in different ways? For example, even in the west people get 'latent' depression, where they turn up at their doctor complaining of back pain and headaches for example, and apparently what is wrong isn't anything to do with their backs, it's a supressed depressive state. Doctors in the third world (I think the book I read it in referred to studies in India) never get people coming to them claiming to be depressed, mostly because of the cultural attitude to depression. But they get lots of non-specific pain complaints, and other sumptoms that apparently mimic classic 'latent' depression.

Remember that schizophrenia is a totally different illness from multiple personality disorder - I don't think anyone doubts that schizophrenia is a real disorder; I was in a psychiatric hospital with many schizophrenics and it's a real and recognisable disorder.

Kevin Gilchrist (Mr Fusion), Monday, 18 October 2004 21:59 (twenty years ago)

I got no dog in that fight, but there is a growing debate about schizophrenia, I think because the diagnosis can be so vague and all-encompassing: http://www.antipsychiatry.org/schizoph.htm

"Rather than being a bona-fide disease, so-called schizophrenia is a nonspecific category which includes almost everything a human being can do, think, or feel that is greatly disliked by other people or by the so-called schizophrenics themselves.  There are few so-called mental illnesses that have not at one time or another been called schizophrenia...."

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 22:03 (twenty years ago)

Schizophrenia IS an acceptable form of mental illness in that it is a category and it is more or less accepted that if one is schizophrenic one will behave in certain ways. I just meant to point out that all (one might make an exception for stroke victims and down syndrome) mental disorders are diagnosed indirectly in a way that other illnesses are not. The "symptoms" are behavioural patterns; it is assumed that that behavior is caused by a mental state. Because of that it is plausible to argue that no mental illness is really "real", or rather that we have no proof that any of them are real yet.

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mouse (mouse), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:06 (twenty years ago)

Note that the antipsychiatry movement is run by folks who generally advocate treating mental illness with large doses of $(ientology. Damn lousy thetans screwing up my brain!

Layna Andersen (Layna Andersen), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:10 (twenty years ago)

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Yeah, there is a problem in that it is so ill-understood, and it's probably the case that there are a handful of different forms of schizophrenia all being treated with the same anti-psychotics. Nevertheless, it is clear that something is wrong with schizophrenics, and with treatment they can lead a normal life. Nothing beyond that really matters. (as it is, of course, many schizophrenics spend their lives institutionalised, either in hospitals or prison, or on the streets).

x-post. Well, that is really mind-body problems, or the problem of other-minds, and I don't think those questions are going to be solved any time soon. Schizophrenics brain chemistry is notably different from that of non-sufferers, and it doesn't seem unwise to assume that disordered and uncontrolled behaviour is linked to a mental illness, especially when the experience of the patient is so different to that of non-sufferers.

Kevin Gilchrist (Mr Fusion), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:10 (twenty years ago)

Some types of mental illness can be seen on brain scans.. schizophrenia is not one of them.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 22:10 (twenty years ago)

That's just not true. There is a huge amount of data on brain structure and function in schizophrenics - you can find differences in post mortem. Here is the first link I found on Google: http://brain.oupjournals.org/cgi/content/full/124/5/882

Kevin Gilchrist (Mr Fusion), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:16 (twenty years ago)

I am NOT a proponent of antipsychiatry, BTW, but that's where I found that article.

Also: Now that several celebrities (Mike Wallace, for instance) have been forthcoming about their battles with depression, people are finding strength to do battle with this very real and debilitating illness.

(The harder part is that many minority communities do not deal well with mental illness at all, and it often goes undiagnosed and untreated because of the shame connected with it.)

Has anyone noticed that bi-polar seems to get thrown around ALOT these days? If someone's mother is alternately cranky and pleasant, her daughters tell everyone she's bipolar.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 22:20 (twenty years ago)

I'd be cautious with that brain scan data. In the first place, there are way too many variables at play to establish causality. In the second place, keep in mind that these anomolies are showing up in people who have been diagnosed with schizophrenia, not the other way around. We're simply not at a place where we can look at an image of a brain and say "schizophrenia".

Oh, and I'm not saying that no one is crazy either, I'm just saying that more of it may be behavioural than would be popular to say nowadays.

mouse (mouse), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:22 (twenty years ago)

Yeah, in my quick reading of that data, there does not appear to be a smoking gun, but rather a correlation. People diagnosed with the disorder have cerebral differences, but I don't see anything pointing to an indicator of the illness.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 22:25 (twenty years ago)

(x-post)Heh heh, I'm bipolar. But I have been in the loony bin after a string of suicide attempts and being so incoherent that no-one could understand me, so it was more than being cranky and pleasant I guess. I suppose the point is, if you think an illness is being over-diagnosed, that's fine, as long as that doesn't leas to more problems for people with genuine mental illness.

Well, if you believe that changed in the brain can cause behavioural differences, which if you've been drunk wouldn't be illogical, and you believe in the scientific method, I think accepting that the changes that exist in the brains of schizophrenics represent a real illness isn't crazy. After all, it's not as if these changes are small, or random. I also think there have been studies into the brains if undiagnosed schizophrenics, but seeing as how I csn't figure out for the life of me how that would be achieved I will have to put that down to false memory syndrome until I find a copy of the paper.

Kevin Gilchrist (Mr Fusion), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:28 (twenty years ago)

Also, as for that report not being a 'smoking gun' it was the first one on Google, and it wasn't trying to prove a physical cause for schizophrenia because it is well known that there are physical causes - that was just trying to show that MRT would be a useful tool in better understanding those physical causes.

Kevin Gilchrist (Mr Fusion), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:31 (twenty years ago)

Actually, looking around at other sites, there is a pretty good body of research showing schizo folks have reduced grey matter in the frontal lobes.

I'm really playing devil's advocate, but I do believe that social,behavioural and upbringing are HUGE components in mental illness.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 22:34 (twenty years ago)

I think a big reason that more people are being diagnosed with depression, bipolar syndrome, etc nowadays is that THERE IS EFFECTIVE TREATMENT AVAILABLE. If somebody knows they can be helped, they're more likely to go to a doctor rather than just suffering, being the "crazy aunt in the attic", etc as in past times.

Layna Andersen (Layna Andersen), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:35 (twenty years ago)

I am finding all this fascinating.

I managed to get myself diagnosed this year with Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, a very vague chronic illness which I'm told has something to do with the immune system. How this came about was that I had a blood test which apparently showed that I was showing similar signs to other people who have been diagnosed with auto-immune diseases like lupus etc. (I have no medical knowledge and don't really understand what this means). After that, I had a couple of consultations with doctors who asked me questions like "Do you get joint pains?", "Do you often feel fatigued?" and "Do you ever get rashes?". I answered Yes to a lot of these questions, probably because I am quite suggestible and also most of the symptoms they suggested to me didn't seem particularly uncommon in mild forms. The more I think about it, the more I think this disease may not really exist at all. There are statistics saying millions of people have it, but if those people were mostly diagnosed in the same vague, lazy way that I was, it is no surprise there are so many.

So this makes me wonder how many other conditions and illnesses could be being diagnosed in the same way.

Oh my goodness, this is completely unrelated but I was still feeling a little bit scared from the Satanic cult stuff and then someone sent me this:
http://www.princeton.edu/~ccaro/mist_or_ghost.html

Cathy (Cathy), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:35 (twenty years ago)

but I do believe that social,behavioural and upbringing are HUGE components in mental illness.

Yes, so do I - in fact that's another point that there's very little doubt about; there are huge differences in the rate of schizophrenia, depression etc. in urban compared to rural areas, for example. But there's also lots of evidence to show that mental illness is largely genetic. It seems that causes are not going to be simple to undestand.

I wa getting quite defensive there, for no real reason. My apologies.

Kevin Gilchrist (Mr Fusion), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:38 (twenty years ago)

Layna - all true, but remember the role the DRUG COMPANIES play in merchandising those treatments. Alot of vaguely sinister TV commercials showing adult frolicking in open fields these days... and I'm sure the brand names get mentioned to doctors, who feel pressured to prescribe and please the patient.

Right now there's a whole lot of marketing of anxiety drugs... it's kind of a chicken & egg thing I guess.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 22:41 (twenty years ago)

I guess that's a difference - I'm in the UK, so we don't market drugs on TV (except for cold medicine and the like), and our GPs have no interest in prescribing us expensive but useless drugs.

Kevin Gilchrist (Mr Fusion), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:46 (twenty years ago)

when people ask why insurance premiums are so high in the US, well, here's part of your answer

kyle (akmonday), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:47 (twenty years ago)

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Dissociative Identity Disorder (formerly Multiple Personality Disorder). From my own limited experiences as a psychologist, I do believe that there are true cases of this (people react to trauma in very different ways), and it's good to keep an open mind. I also retain what I hope is a healthy skeptism as a default when people claim they have it, as I also believe there are probably way more false positives than true positives (due to the often dramatic nature associated with the disorder).

I once did a paper on SRA for a graduate class on repressed memories. In it I took the position that SRA is basically a mix of urban legend with people's susceptibility to suggestion (kind of like that story you get every Halloween in college campuses about a psycho who will show up and kill everyone at a specific building). As someone mentioned, the 'Satanic abuse' or 'Satanic conspiracy' theme has considerable former precedent within our culture: consider horror films like Rosemary's Baby, Race with the Devil, Brotherhood of Satan, etc. Yet it is simply not plausible that this alleged activity (ritual murders, etc.) would be able to occur on such a level that the FBI would not be able to find one piece of evidence on it, etc. I think in my research on the phenomenon, it was also suggested that SRA claims tend to occur during times of economic depression and in rural areas that are more remote and less under the scrutiny of a larger body of people (i.e., you won't see any claims of SRA in NYC during times of economic boom).

For repressed memories/implantation during psychotherapy, while it is obviously a complex issue and every therapist is different, I have to say I am a firm believer in the power of suggestion, and that some people are particularly suggestible to suggestion. Put this together with a therapist's ability to suggest certain messages (the most infamous example I can think of being the book The Courage to Heal: "If you think you were abused and your life shows the symptoms, then you were." --I think they've wisely edited that sentence out in later editions) and you can have the potential for great harm.

Joe (Joe), Monday, 18 October 2004 22:52 (twenty years ago)

Well, there's been a couple horrible cases in the US of recovered memories: one I remember of a Napa valley father accused of molesting his daughter as a child that appears to be completely planted by her psychiatrist. He was later aquitted, but not before losing his job, etc.

Also, the girl who said she saw her father kill a playmate in 1969, I can't remember all the details - but there was never a missing girl or anything, it appears to be all false memory.

andy, Monday, 18 October 2004 22:58 (twenty years ago)

i attended an excellent class last year on abnormal psychology and we talked extensively about dissociative identity disorder (DID). while there are those in the psychological/medical community who do dispute the validity of dissociative identity disorders, the majority of professional practitioners believe the disorder exists, only that it may be over diagnosed, (particularly in the wake of media attention), and reliant on a very small sample size for case study. dissociation is an extreme form of psychological escape during which a person's identity, memories, and/or consciousness split off from one another. some common examples are daydreaming, not being sure whether you really did something or just thought about it, having memories so vivid you seem to be reliving them, talking to self out loud, driving the car on a long trip and being unable to recall large chunks of the trip. DID is the most extreme of the dissociative disorders, and is the presence of 2 or more personalities or identities in one person. these identities may have different ways of speaking and relating to each other. the personalities may be of a different genders, ages, and even reveal different physiological responses. some identities smoke while others do not, some are nearsighted while others have perfect sight, some can drive others are unable, some are left-handed, and so forth. these different personalities are called 'alters' as they are created as an alternate to the real world personality that cannot handle whatever experiences are driving them to create alters to begin with. of course, the experiences that drive the creation of alters are usually horrifying abuse that become so difficult to accept that the host identity will simply blend into a new personality who can adequately handle the situation when the abuse is happening or otherwise recalled, usually by shutting down the host. the primary job of the alter then is to keep the host from experiencing the trauma so the host can live free of the psychic pain resultant of the abuse. some cases of DID are extensive, multiple alters all interacting within one host to deal with serious long-term abuse. others are created only in reaction to a one time trauma, like seeing a loved one brutally killed. alters are usually either a helper or a persecuter. the persecuter will strike out at the host to punish them for some perceived injustice, while helpers are just that, helping to shield the host from potential or actual trauma. 90% of DID sufferers attempt suicide, driven by the persecuter. most DID sufferers do report hearing voices, but DID is not a psychotic disorder as there are no hallucinations or delusions. DID is extremely rare, less than 1% of population are afflicted. at one point in our class, an actual sufferer of DID came to share her story and it was fascinating. she was a registered nurse who was married with a daughter. she had around 10 different alters, which is average for female sufferers. the guest speaker talked only a little about the abuse she experienced, but apparently it did involve an uncle and a grandfather who abused her physically and sexually for years as a child. a couple fascinating aspects of her story were how she really hated men as a result of the abuse, but her control personality was male (the helper alter who is aware of all the other personalities and is counted on to take over in any emergency), when she met her husband she created another alter who could be a normal loving wife who wanted sex and so forth, things her host personality could not tolerate. she told a story about how once while she was at work, the attending physician she was assisting said something that triggered her to shift into an alter personality that was incapable of performing her duties as a nurse! another time while she was driving to the mall with her daughter, and she went into one of her child alters who didn't know how to drive. the way she described her mind was as a big glass house full of rooms that were more like kennels where her alters sleep when not being used. in each of the kennels is an intercom that is turned off by the control personality when bad things are being discussed or experienced, as DID is all about levels upon levels of escape. finally, she discussed her religious faith, and said she found hope in the christian holy trinity, where the savior is the father, the son, and the holy ghost. she said if the savior can have multiple personalities, than it must be okay that she does too. hope this account was helpful as that was a lot of writin'.

j.m. lockery (j.m. lockery), Tuesday, 19 October 2004 01:38 (twenty years ago)

dissociation is an extreme form of psychological escape

I think this is a good description (again, I'm not an expert on Dissociative Disorders). Many psychiatric disorders are thought of as extremes or exaggerations of normal emotions or coping styles (how extreme, of course, is the question). It is normal human experience to get down, to get irritated at others or experience anxiety, to wash our hands when they get dirty or to check the stove if we think it's been left on, to unwind at the casino (or the bar, or the gym)...it's in the extremes of these feelings or behaviors that pathology enters the picture.

What I like about this description is (at least for me), it removes the drama associated with 'dissociation' as this big, mysterious, fantastic thing and in its intuitive appeal as an extreme of a normal human behavior (escape from an event too stressful or overloading), presents it more as something understandable, plausible, and approachable for study.

Joe (Joe), Tuesday, 19 October 2004 02:42 (twenty years ago)

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most DID sufferers do report hearing voices, but DID is not a psychotic disorder as there are no hallucinations or delusions.

The way this can begin to be assessed is that auditory hallucinations are defined as having an 'external percept'. That is, for a true auditory hallucination, the person should be hearing a voice (whisper, other sound, etc.) reasonably in the same way that they are hearing you speaking to them.

Whereas for the people with dissociative disorders I've spoken to (again, not even a handful), the descriptions are more paradoxical (something along the lines of 'a voice that is me, but not me')--and there is more of an internal quality to it rather than the external percept quality (i.e., the 'voice' is experienced as a part of themselves or 'inside' themselves, rather than like hearing a voice or noise as if it came from the outside).

Joe (Joe), Tuesday, 19 October 2004 03:00 (twenty years ago)

Chiming in with my two cents on drug companies pushing new drugs....

I'm bipolar and lived through nearly two years of utter hell in California when going to a county mental health clinic. Every time I visited, I saw a different psychiatrist, and every psychiatrist changed my meds to something "newer and better." As a result, I was changing meds every month to six weeks for more than a year, and by the end I was far, far worse off than I was at the beginning. It wasn't until I could get with a psych who took me off all that crap and started over with basics that I could begin to find some kind of equilibrium.

Even now, years later, I have to constantly question my meds doc every time she wants to change a medication. Almost every time, it's simply because the one she wants to change me to is "new and better." But I figure as long as the old ones are working, why change?

Damn drug companies. They push the providers, who push us, the consumers.

Oh... and as for dissociation... We all have dissociation to some degree. Some just have it to a higher degree, and with some people it get out of control and takes on a life of its own. But we all dissociate, regularly.

Hey Jude, Tuesday, 19 October 2004 03:09 (twenty years ago)

Yep - if you're reading, and you don't even notice the time that's gone by? That's a form of dissociation.

Layna Andersen (Layna Andersen), Tuesday, 19 October 2004 03:17 (twenty years ago)

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One thing I posted to another thread that bears repeating:

For the FDA to register an antidepressant, it requires only two successful trials showing that the drug performs superior to placebo.
The rub is that it can be two successful trials out of an unlimited (to my knowledge) number of total trials; that is, including numerous trials that fail to show any difference between the drug and placebo.

Hopefully, they are in the process of establishing more respectable guidelines for acceptance...

Joe (Joe), Tuesday, 19 October 2004 08:34 (twenty years ago)

for more information about what joe is speaking of, go here:

http://www.motherjones.com/news/feature/2003/11/ma_565_01.html

j.m. lockery (j.m. lockery), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 00:03 (twenty years ago)

Someone very close to me killed herself after struggling for years with what was diagnosed as a multiple-personality disorder. She would be increasingly completely taken over by separate and identifiable complexes of drives and attitudes. They had names. One of them wanted to kill her and eventually it did.

You've Got to Pick Up Every Stitch (tracerhand), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 00:22 (twenty years ago)


McMan is a really important source of information. (If that link doesn't work try Mcman bipolar newsletter. he's the mcman.)I feel like I want to answer posts from days ago, to clear up some misinformation. Schizophrenia is a diagnosed disease that has many symptoms/ Affective Dissociate Diosrder has nothing to do with Schizophrenia. Repressed memories still have some validity in the psych world, but not because we want Salem witch hunts again.
Schizophrenia - which is a very profound mental illness - should never be spoken in the same breath as bi-polar.

aimurchie, Wednesday, 20 October 2004 00:42 (twenty years ago)


aimurchie, Wednesday, 20 October 2004 00:45 (twenty years ago)

I now not only love to eat oysters, I even have one as a pet. I am still afraid of women, but it's a long, slow process to recovery and I'm feeling confident I can lick this thing.

the music mole (colin s barrow), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 01:43 (twenty years ago)

you have transformed ilx

Orbit (Orbit), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 01:44 (twenty years ago)

Talk to the local homeless person - who might see you as someone who is taunting them. Ask yourself if they are schizophrenic, or addicted, or bi-polar. Ask them if they want a bite to eat and then figure out how long it takes to feel confident and lick this thing. Offer them something and laugh with them.
AND - Take the time to say hello, and enjoy the day. There is no thing that separates us - it is chemical. They are you and me.

aimurchie, Wednesday, 20 October 2004 02:33 (twenty years ago)

Quite so.

There is a parallel between MPD and the less extreme dissociations that gurus, rock stars actors, and other famous people experience when trying to construct a public image. The public image may be inconsistent with, or at odds with, one's non-public persona.

the music mole (colin s barrow), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 02:44 (twenty years ago)

Likewise people's online personas in many cases, I don't doubt. Which leads to some interesting conclusions about mentalists.

Trayce (trayce), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 02:59 (twenty years ago)

Well I certainly find that happening to me, though of course not to any kind of fugue-like extreme.

the music mole (colin s barrow), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 03:05 (twenty years ago)

"There is a parallel between MPD and the less extreme dissociations that gurus, rock stars actors, and other famous people experience when trying to construct a public image. The public image may be inconsistent with, or at odds with, one's non-public persona."

Thus: Rod Stewart. I choose to champion the less obvious variations of this mental illness;it's difficult to find healthy artists. Bi- polar is better known as manic depression and as sad and sick as it may be, this particular disaese has been touted as a reason for artistic purpose. I am in no posisition to criticize art - but i can say that every record of our most respected artists talks about something that I would target as bi-polar and manic depression. Look around and listen - you might feel it too.

aimurchie, Wednesday, 20 October 2004 03:24 (twenty years ago)

Thus: Rod Stewart.

dude. Thus: Ziggy Stardust.

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 03:26 (twenty years ago)

As a non-bipolar artist, I tend (in a rather self-aggrandising way, perhaps) to view the public taste for bipolar artists (and bipolar heroes in general) as having something to do with good copy and public entertainment. The lives of bipolar people tend to attract interest from everyone, as they're so full of drama and comedy. I think this is such a governing factor in our tastes, that we habitually ignore sane artists.

the music mole (colin s barrow), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 03:52 (twenty years ago)

Sir:Mozart. Sir: Brian WIlson. And I agree. Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders from Mars is an amazing record. It changed my life, but not to the point where I can't be sad that David Bowie is on a credit card.

AIMURCHIE, Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:07 (twenty years ago)

Colin, that post is really off the mark. First of all, the public doesn't distinguish between disorders, so don't imagine that bipolar people are being especially persecuted. WSecond:

he lives of bipolar people tend to attract interest from everyone, as they're so full of drama and comedy.

Do you have a problem with drama and comedy? I quite like both.

And third:

we habitually ignore sane artists

BECAUSE WE CAN'T FUCKING FIND ANY GOOD ONES.

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:12 (twenty years ago)

Really, I don't want sane artists. I'll get a job and have a mortgage for the sake of art, because someone has to do that shit, and I don't have the balls to make art.

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:14 (twenty years ago)

This was my point, was it not? I also like my artists a little deranged, so I am no exception. I do find it a little odd though. But we are straying off topic, and it's my fault, so sorry for that.

the music mole (colin s barrow), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:21 (twenty years ago)

Straying off topic is par for the course.

I do find it a little odd though.

I find good art a little odd. I want to keep it that way.

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:23 (twenty years ago)

To continue leading the charge away from the topic (more apologies)... Do you think there is a place for sane art? If so, what kind of place? An inferior one?

I'm listening to Burzum as I type this, hahaha.

the music mole (colin s barrow), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:26 (twenty years ago)

Do you think there is a place for sane art?

Uh... no.

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:27 (twenty years ago)

I mean, NO!

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:27 (twenty years ago)

Perhaps your definition of 'insane' is a poetic rather than a clinical one.

the music mole (colin s barrow), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:34 (twenty years ago)

No, seriously, I mean, no. Art is not for the sane. Not for the rational. Not for the considerate, not for the kind, not for the thoughtful, not for the guy that buys you flowers, not for the guy that writes you a shitty poem, not for the guy that tries to wear nice clothes for girls, not for the girl that hates the guys that try any of that shit, not for the girl who decides she can draw and so writes a comic book, not for the girl that feels self-righteous about everything because she all-too-comfortably labels herself a feminist, not for the girl who hates sports, not for the guy who hates sports, not for the guy who buys sensitive sweaters, not for the guy who owns a lot of shoes, not for the girl who owns a lot of shoes, not for the Volkswagon owners, not for the social dog-walkers, not for the hicks, not for the cattle owners, not for the environmentalists, not for the farmers, not for the ranchers, not for the conservationists, not for the Ted Nugent fans, not for the people who believe we have an endless amount of oil, not for the oil companies, not for the electric companies, not for the capitalists in general, not for the the gays, not for the lesbians, not for anyone who enforces an already established gender role, not for butt sex or vaginal sex or fist sex or missionary sex, not for poverty or wealth, not for bigger or for smaller, not for good ro for bad... not for the people. Not for the people who go around thinking of themselves as people. Art represents no one and everyone. Art gets past all that shit, or else it's bad art.

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:49 (twenty years ago)

Art is neither the preserve of the sane, nor the insane? It is for everyone?

the music mole (colin s barrow), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:56 (twenty years ago)

How can you be confused? Art is made by the insane, for the good of all of the sane. Art is how the insane (a relative term, I understand) best explain what the rest of us are bad at understanding.

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 04:59 (twenty years ago)

http://www.affinity-art.com/irfan/photos/Van-Gogh.jpg

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 05:00 (twenty years ago)

He had red hair too. All art should be made by people with red hair?

the music mole (colin s barrow), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 05:06 (twenty years ago)

Ah, I see. So you devalue muy argument completely, and say that Van Gogh's point of view was not as unique as we think as... well, as a society, and might just as easily be attributed to his hair as his brain.

I do hope that a least a few people argue with you on this point.

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 05:10 (twenty years ago)

I think your argument has a great deal of value, and, in fact, I agree. However I would like to take it even further and say: not only is art not the sole preserve of the sane; it is not the sole preserve of the insane either. It is for everyone. Better than that, it is for no-one.

the music mole (colin s barrow), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 05:20 (twenty years ago)

But the "sane" (and that's a whole other dabate, probably even more pointless) are historically just not as good at it. They don't make classic art, and the argument could easily be made that they don't even make good reason. America's founding fathers? Syphillis. All syphillis.

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 05:27 (twenty years ago)

Were Goethe and Bach insane? I wasn't aware of that. Anyway:

If mental illness and creativity go together, as Kay Redfield Jamison and others claim...

Let's take it over here.

the music mole (colin s barrow), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 05:33 (twenty years ago)

Were Goethe and Bach insane?

By 17th and 18th century standards, all us modern folks are already in a cold steel cage, naked, irredemably insane. Also, we are all more free than they could ever have conceived.

OMG we've questioned God! In light of that, who cares what we, today, define as "insane"?

Sanity is relative. Freedom is as well.

Lifted, or, the story is 'neath my ass (kenan), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 05:51 (twenty years ago)

Bi-polarII is most associated with an artistic impulse. Nobody - including most artists - want to be called insane.

aimurchie, Wednesday, 20 October 2004 12:06 (twenty years ago)

Mental disorders are VERY culturally specific (anorexia is a north american/western european disease. in, i think, malaysia it is there is a mental disorder where young men attack people with axes).

There are many "culture-bound syndromes", (which to a greater or lesser extent most of the posts here agree are "real") but anorexia nervosa isn't one of them. In Polynesia, for example, where skinniness isn't regarded as the height of beauty, there are comparable rates of eating disorders with N America and W Europe.

beanz (beanz), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 13:18 (twenty years ago)

And wrt the art-sane/insane thing, not only is "insane" a relative term but being a "good" artist can create the label of insanity, viz. "if this artistic expression makes me think in a new way, the artist responsible must have such different thought-processes that they are insane".

I don't really see the term "insane" as being of any use in any context, medical, social or otherwise.

beanz (beanz), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 13:28 (twenty years ago)

Beanz OTM with art/'insane'. Also, the claim that only (or even primarily) mentally ill or unstable people produce worthwhile art is ludicrous.

Joe (Joe), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 15:11 (twenty years ago)

mentally ill or unstable people

I'm talking having a psychiatric illness to a clinically impairing degree, not just "oh they think waay differently = mentally unstable"

Joe (Joe), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 15:13 (twenty years ago)

seven years pass...

I've been looking at tumblrs by people who claim 'natural multiplicity' all day.

thomp, Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:22 (thirteen years ago)

Some of them claim their alters (headmates) are fictional characters. Some of them claim they are vampires.

thomp, Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:23 (thirteen years ago)

I quickly reached the point where I couldn't tell who was trolling.

thomp, Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:23 (thirteen years ago)

"Jenn. 22. Cisgendered female. Transabled. Pansexual. Member of a multiple system. Gainer. Vegan. Feminist. Fat activist. Transfat activist. Demiplatonic. Aromantic. Asensual. Trying to learn. Trying to accept. Faltering. Trying again.

"Justice. 23. Genderfluid FAAB. All pronouns acceptable. Racially mixed PoC. Pansexual but currently nonsexual. Trans* activist. Hardcore vegan activist. Animal rights. Organic Raw Vegan. Former O.S. Anti-racism. Feminist. Eating disordered and working to recover. BPD. OCD. Anxiety. I'm not one of Jenn's headmates. I am a singlet with my own body."

Here's an idea, J&J -- why not try to do something interesting? Perhaps you could help someone with some real problems (other than pathological narcissism, I mean).

Three Word Username, Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:32 (thirteen years ago)

And here's an idea: maybe you could stop reading people's tumblrs as if they were a freakshow for your amusement.

I want to smother him in electronic butter. (White Chocolate Cheesecake), Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:35 (thirteen years ago)

how did u know three word username was one of my alters

thomp, Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:37 (thirteen years ago)

what does "FAAB" mean

PITILESS LIVE SHOW (DJP), Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:37 (thirteen years ago)

never mind, ty google

PITILESS LIVE SHOW (DJP), Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:38 (thirteen years ago)

www.banglads.com

nope, not going there at work

PITILESS LIVE SHOW (DJP), Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:42 (thirteen years ago)

Only one of me in here. Could not have possibly read this tumbler more than the 2 minutes I just did. (I read fast). Fuck privileged people who have active functioning support systems and make up disorders in order to feel special. Give this person $500 and a one-way bus ticket to a new city and see how long it takes to transition to a scared poor person.

Three Word Username, Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:47 (thirteen years ago)

Oh man. I just gis'd "singlet". Did NOT realize where I was getting it from!

how's life, Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:48 (thirteen years ago)

http://www.thejcklatch.us/

thomp, Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:49 (thirteen years ago)

How do you know, from reading person's Tumblr for 2 minutes, exactly what their situation is?

Seems to me like you're just ~looking for something to get offended about~ even reading the thing to start with.

I want to smother him in electronic butter. (White Chocolate Cheesecake), Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:51 (thirteen years ago)

Are you transannoying? 'cause you're starting to piss me off. (jokes)

Take two minutes and read and you find out what I found out. Can't help you if you're transilliterate.

Three Word Username, Tuesday, 24 July 2012 13:54 (thirteen years ago)

http://cf.geekdo-images.com/images/pic275304_md.jpg

how's life, Tuesday, 24 July 2012 14:28 (thirteen years ago)


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