Here Come The Cold Jets: Who The Fuck Are You Letting Down In Your Life Right now

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Fuck, I can't shake this fucking sopping sticky month of GRIM offa me...I'm sorry

1. University brass that believed in me and got me back in
2. Parents that bail my ass out overand over (recent death has kept me from hinting at the shit I been going through because they got so much of they own)
3. Writing mentors that expected to see so much more good come out of me, but I been so caught up I ain't done nothing truly GREAT in at least a fucking year)
4. Homies that got my back, shit gimme some time Imma have my spirit back soon but this is a fuckin molasses-wrestle of a transition
5. Even TEAM SHEENAN: they were happy to see me take a break from the scene, but I've done fuck all away from it! I was more productive as a fiendin' party gorilla for fucks sake!

― LeCoq (LeCoq), Monday, 8 November 2004 09:34 (twenty years ago)

probably just about everyone in my life.

― latebloomer (latebloomer), Monday, 8 November 2004 09:38 (twenty years ago)

Probably myself mostly. But laziness and apathy can be turned around. I'll start tomorrow.

― Penelope_111 (Penelope_111), Monday, 8 November 2004 09:47 (twenty years ago)

6. The aging gay pothead police officer back east that helped me out when I had no friends there at all in the beginning, he told me he saw greatness in me and to keep in touch (I didn't) but I fixed his computer many times, which I hope he remembers kindly.

7. Ali$on, an inspriation before the Ramosi era - who nearly gave her very fragile mind and life to make sure MY life and MY mind turned out all right, and when I did get strong I just kinda slowly peaced out on her cuz I was too cool or something. I'm so fucking sorry Ali.

ok i better go to sleep

― LeCoq (LeCoq), Monday, 8 November 2004 10:14 (twenty years ago)

only me by not studying hard enough for my exams. also i guess in a way my mum and dad who would dearly love me to be married and impregnated instead of perpetually at university and chasing better and brighter jobs, but that's an archaic wish on their part so i don't really care about letting them down on that one.

― gem (trisk), Monday, 8 November 2004 10:17 (twenty years ago)

i let my gf down by being a moody cunt with chronic jealousy problems that i keep hidden. i let my friends down by being a flake, and lazy when it comes to catching up. i let myself down by having a largely toxic personality.

― the surface noise (slight return) (electricsound), Monday, 8 November 2004 10:24 (twenty years ago)

that's a bit harsh jim! are you feeling a tad crappy today?

― gem (trisk), Monday, 8 November 2004 10:28 (twenty years ago)

kinda. i'm getting better at all of those things but they still come up now and again..

― the surface noise (slight return) (electricsound), Monday, 8 November 2004 10:35 (twenty years ago)

I am letting Jel down.

― Markelby (Mark C), Monday, 8 November 2004 10:43 (twenty years ago)

Haha. We're ALL letting Jel and Jesus down.

― Penelope_111 (Penelope_111), Monday, 8 November 2004 10:59 (twenty years ago)

I'm a little confused by that, I hope I haven't appeared pious, judgemental or anything.

― jel -- (jel), Monday, 8 November 2004 17:42 (twenty years ago)

Not at all, Jel. I was partly taking your name in vain, and partly using you as an example of goodness in an ILX context.

― Markelby (Mark C), Monday, 8 November 2004 17:47 (twenty years ago)

What Mark said + throw in jesus for good measure.

― Penelope_111 (Penelope_111), Monday, 8 November 2004 17:50 (twenty years ago)

Oh phew, that's cool then!

I'm letting myself down right now just by being on the computer, after telling myself all day that I'd go home and start making notes straight away.

― jel -- (jel), Monday, 8 November 2004 17:50 (twenty years ago)

Lately I've just been letting myself down.

― Leon the Fratboy (Ex Leon), Monday, 8 November 2004 17:55 (twenty years ago)

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