― A Nairn (moretap), Wednesday, 22 December 2004 22:58 (twenty years ago)
I am much more worried about my heart being clogged with grease and giving out on me by the time I'm thirty-five.
― Ian John50n (orion), Wednesday, 22 December 2004 23:07 (twenty years ago)
― A Nairn (moretap), Wednesday, 22 December 2004 23:09 (twenty years ago)
― JaXoN (JasonD), Wednesday, 22 December 2004 23:18 (twenty years ago)
― the surface noise (slight return) (electricsound), Wednesday, 22 December 2004 23:47 (twenty years ago)
no, there's quite a lot to do. beginning with not smoking and diet.
― gabbneb (gabbneb), Wednesday, 22 December 2004 23:59 (twenty years ago)
― gabbneb (gabbneb), Thursday, 23 December 2004 00:03 (twenty years ago)
― mouse (mouse), Thursday, 23 December 2004 01:13 (twenty years ago)
― A Nairn (moretap), Thursday, 23 December 2004 01:25 (twenty years ago)
― mouse (mouse), Thursday, 23 December 2004 01:29 (twenty years ago)
― mouse (mouse), Thursday, 23 December 2004 01:34 (twenty years ago)
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Thursday, 23 December 2004 01:36 (twenty years ago)
she was oldish and not my style but i'm sorry the whole setup i found intensely whoa.
― You've Got to Pick Up Every Stitch (tracerhand), Thursday, 23 December 2004 01:52 (twenty years ago)
― Andrew (enneff), Thursday, 23 December 2004 02:05 (twenty years ago)
its been really hard to deal with it -- especially with someone like axi, who was totally energetic and so young [she's only 24].
― maria tessa sciarrino (theoreticalgirl), Thursday, 23 December 2004 03:02 (twenty years ago)
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Thursday, 23 December 2004 03:03 (twenty years ago)
environmental causes, perhaps?
― gabbneb (gabbneb), Thursday, 23 December 2004 03:05 (twenty years ago)
That doesn't really mean anything, considering any outside stimulus counts as 'environmental causes'.
― Andrew (enneff), Thursday, 23 December 2004 03:11 (twenty years ago)
even harder is helping her figure out what to do beyond her life -- a few of us have talked with her about starting up a non-profit thats specific to the kinds of causes she supports.
― maria tessa sciarrino (theoreticalgirl), Thursday, 23 December 2004 03:17 (twenty years ago)
right, I was referring to 'any outside stimulus' as opposed to something you consciously ingest or inhale
― gabbneb (gabbneb), Thursday, 23 December 2004 03:24 (twenty years ago)
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Thursday, 23 December 2004 03:32 (twenty years ago)
― maria tessa sciarrino (theoreticalgirl), Thursday, 23 December 2004 03:33 (twenty years ago)
― Jordan (Jordan), Thursday, 23 December 2004 03:33 (twenty years ago)
fucking fuck fuck!!!
― Andrew (enneff), Thursday, 23 December 2004 04:03 (twenty years ago)
― A Nairn (moretap), Thursday, 23 December 2004 05:04 (twenty years ago)
i'll bet it has nothing to do with the fact that it's the 2nd smallest, but 5th densest, state in the country, with ready access for much of the population to high quality medical care
― gabbneb (gabbneb), Thursday, 23 December 2004 05:16 (twenty years ago)
― Andrew (enneff), Thursday, 23 December 2004 05:20 (twenty years ago)
― gabbneb (gabbneb), Thursday, 23 December 2004 05:27 (twenty years ago)
― Dante, Der Führer (Sean3), Thursday, 23 December 2004 06:30 (twenty years ago)
― Andrew (enneff), Thursday, 23 December 2004 06:43 (twenty years ago)
― Dante, Der Führer (Sean3), Thursday, 23 December 2004 06:52 (twenty years ago)
― You've Got to Pick Up Every Stitch (tracerhand), Thursday, 23 December 2004 07:32 (twenty years ago)
the first time i got radiation and the second time they used this new biotherapy thing that uses mice cells that attach to the cancer cell receptors and kill them.
i have been healthy and active both times i was diagnosed. the best thing is to just remain positive i guess. looking back, i guess i was kind of a hard ass because it sucked and i was relatively calm and regular.
my advice is if you feel lumps, get them checked out.
― todd swiss (eliti), Thursday, 23 December 2004 07:33 (twenty years ago)
― PinXorchiXoR (Pinkpanther), Thursday, 23 December 2004 09:21 (twenty years ago)
suggests a new ad campaign for the National Cancer Society
http://www.icecube.org/images/21.gif
― gabbneb (gabbneb), Thursday, 23 December 2004 14:12 (twenty years ago)
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Thursday, 23 December 2004 14:36 (twenty years ago)
― Big Baby Bingo (Chris V), Thursday, 23 December 2004 14:47 (twenty years ago)
i have a little lump kinda below my hip, in that crease between your torso and leg. it feels just like the sort of thing that you're supposed to get checked out if you find it on a breast exam. but it's in such an innocuous place, and it's small, and i really really don't want to go to another doctor for reasons altogether unrelated to a silly little lump. i debate about asking my mom about it, because she's a nurse, but she might just tell me to see a doctor.
― JuliaA (j_bdules), Thursday, 23 December 2004 14:51 (twenty years ago)
― gabbneb (gabbneb), Thursday, 23 December 2004 15:00 (twenty years ago)
― lovebug starski (lovebug starski), Thursday, 23 December 2004 15:01 (twenty years ago)
― JuliaA (j_bdules), Thursday, 23 December 2004 15:15 (twenty years ago)
― You've Got to Pick Up Every Stitch (tracerhand), Thursday, 23 December 2004 18:42 (twenty years ago)
― JuliaA (j_bdules), Thursday, 23 December 2004 18:48 (twenty years ago)
― todd swiss (eliti), Thursday, 23 December 2004 18:58 (twenty years ago)
― Douglas (Douglas), Thursday, 23 December 2004 20:48 (twenty years ago)
― s1ocki (slutsky), Thursday, 23 December 2004 22:22 (twenty years ago)
― A Nairn (moretap), Friday, 24 December 2004 00:45 (twenty years ago)
― gabbneb (gabbneb), Friday, 24 December 2004 00:58 (twenty years ago)
my mom (nice to have a medical professional in the family in this sort of instance) took a look at my hip lump thing and it's a funky lymph nodey thing that happens sometimes, she was certain. good to know it's nothing.
if you don't have health insurance, and you really need to get something checked out, isn't there something you can do through your state dept. of human services i think? i know of someone who needs an operation who got some sort of medical card from them, i think, so he can get the op even though he's broke and uninsured. or something. i don't know any details about that sort of thing.
― JuliaA (j_bdules), Friday, 24 December 2004 01:56 (twenty years ago)
― s1ocki (slutsky), Thursday, 28 July 2005 18:49 (twenty years ago)
― Homosexual II (Homosexual II), Friday, 16 September 2005 13:56 (twenty years ago)
― kingfish superman ice cream (kingfish 2.0), Friday, 16 September 2005 13:59 (twenty years ago)
― Jaq (Jaq), Friday, 16 September 2005 14:02 (twenty years ago)
― firstworldman (firstworldman), Friday, 16 September 2005 15:39 (twenty years ago)
― Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Friday, 16 September 2005 22:28 (twenty years ago)
― Wiggy (Wiggy), Friday, 16 September 2005 23:58 (twenty years ago)
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Friday, 16 September 2005 23:59 (twenty years ago)
― kephm (kephm), Saturday, 17 September 2005 21:01 (twenty years ago)
― kephm (kephm), Monday, 19 September 2005 01:32 (twenty years ago)
― beanz (beanz), Monday, 19 September 2005 09:17 (twenty years ago)
― emsk ( emsk), Monday, 19 September 2005 09:18 (twenty years ago)
― Panther Pink (Pinkpanther), Monday, 19 September 2005 09:44 (twenty years ago)
― Rock Hardy (Rock Hardy), Monday, 19 September 2005 11:20 (twenty years ago)
― aldo_cowpat (aldo_cowpat), Monday, 19 September 2005 11:30 (twenty years ago)
cancer=horrifying.
― jxnx (jxnx), Monday, 19 September 2005 18:45 (twenty years ago)
We had been expecting it for awhile (he was given six months over two years ago) and the best you can say is that he's out of pain, but it doesn't make it any less shitty.
― Elvis Telecom (Chris Barrus), Monday, 19 September 2005 20:54 (twenty years ago)
― s1ocki (slutsky), Monday, 19 September 2005 21:12 (twenty years ago)
― M. White (Miguelito), Monday, 19 September 2005 21:19 (twenty years ago)
― luna (luna.c), Monday, 19 September 2005 21:20 (twenty years ago)
― Andrew Farrell (afarrell), Monday, 19 September 2005 22:06 (twenty years ago)
― J.D. (Justyn Dillingham), Monday, 19 September 2005 22:11 (twenty years ago)
― jel -- (jel), Tuesday, 27 September 2005 15:51 (twenty years ago)
― Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Tuesday, 27 September 2005 16:01 (twenty years ago)
― s1ocki (slutsky), Tuesday, 27 September 2005 17:52 (twenty years ago)
― luna (luna.c), Tuesday, 27 September 2005 17:52 (twenty years ago)
― nathalie, a bum like you (stevie nixed), Tuesday, 27 September 2005 18:05 (twenty years ago)
― jocelyn (Jocelyn), Tuesday, 27 September 2005 18:09 (twenty years ago)
FUCK CANCER.
― FUCK CANCER, Monday, 3 October 2005 08:47 (twenty years ago)
I am so sorry to hear about this. :-(
― nathalie, a bum like you (stevie nixed), Monday, 3 October 2005 08:58 (twenty years ago)
Recently however things have gotten much worse. I've started to feel physically really shit pretty much all the time.
Although I've barely touched a drop for months i've frequently woken up feeling like I've had a horrifically heavy night of drinking. I've also been feeling sick for no reason whatsoever.
Anyway, I'm not a paranoid or hypochondriacal person but went online and stumbled across this site:
http://virtualtrials.com/symptoms.cfm
I know it's pretty basic but I recognize all the symptoms except this one: "Problems with weakness of the arms, legs or face muscles, and strange sensations in your head or hands."
I haven't talked about how I've been feeling to anyone but I've decided to book an appointment with a doctor. I'm not really sure what I'm doing though. I'm thousands of miles away from home and family, the friends I have here are not really close enough to deal with something potentially (although I realise it's still very unlikely) so mammoth. I don't think I'm afraid of this but still, it's something of a head-fuck.
I've decided to post logged out because well, at the moment it's nothing right? Will log in once I have an answer either way. Probably just find out that I'm a nutter with a dodgy tummy.
― verymuchnotloggedin, Wednesday, 16 November 2005 01:48 (nineteen years ago)
That said, any severe headaches should be seen to. And are you saying youve had seizures too? That is very worth checking!
― Trayce (trayce), Wednesday, 16 November 2005 01:51 (nineteen years ago)
― jeffrey (johnson), Wednesday, 16 November 2005 05:53 (nineteen years ago)
― Nathalie is in Da Base II Dark (stevie nixed), Wednesday, 16 November 2005 07:12 (nineteen years ago)
She's having surgery today (round about now if I've got my time zones right) to remove her breast. Then she has more therapy in the coming months. She's being unbelievably positive and brave and all the stuff that sounds cliched until you know someone actually going through it. She truly is amazing. I feel guilty for crying because I know the rest of us should try to be as positive as she is but even typing this has started me off again.
Anyway, I know you're not reading this, but I'm thinking of you.
― Another Logout Out Ilxor, Thursday, 16 February 2006 17:14 (nineteen years ago)
― firstworldman (firstworldman), Thursday, 16 February 2006 17:58 (nineteen years ago)
last night i dreamt i visited my friend who last year died of cancer in the hospital. he was really happy to see me. i woke up pretty sad
― s1ocki (slutsky), Thursday, 16 February 2006 18:00 (nineteen years ago)
― Big Loud Mountain Ape (Big Loud Mountain Ape), Thursday, 16 February 2006 18:24 (nineteen years ago)
― tehresa (tehresa), Thursday, 16 February 2006 18:35 (nineteen years ago)
New federal statistics provide powerful evidence that the sharp drop in hormone use by menopausal women that began in 2002 caused a dramatic decline in breast cancer cases, according to an analysis being published today. The statistics show that the number of breast cancer cases being diagnosed began falling abruptly after concerns emerged about the safety of hormone treatment and that the decrease persisted into the following year, strengthening the case that the trends are related, researchers said. "At first I didn't believe it -- it was so astounding," said Donald A. Berry of the University of Texas, who led the analysis published in the New England Journal of Medicine. "But it really looks like it's a story that holds together." The researchers estimated from the findings that about 16,000 fewer cases of breast cancer are being diagnosed each year because of the decrease in hormone use, a stunning reversal of a decades-long increase in cases.
― Ned Raggett, Thursday, 19 April 2007 14:13 (eighteen years ago)
― Surmounter, Thursday, 19 April 2007 16:51 (eighteen years ago)
― ENBB, Thursday, 19 April 2007 17:09 (eighteen years ago)
― Sara R-C, Thursday, 19 April 2007 17:41 (eighteen years ago)
― akm, Thursday, 19 April 2007 18:49 (eighteen years ago)
― ENBB, Thursday, 19 April 2007 21:19 (eighteen years ago)
― akm, Thursday, 19 April 2007 21:21 (eighteen years ago)
― Shakey Mo Collier, Thursday, 19 April 2007 21:26 (eighteen years ago)
― onimo, Thursday, 19 April 2007 23:06 (eighteen years ago)
A friend of my mom is visiting to bid farewell (in case she dies). The cancer came back after nine years. :-( It's not terminal. At least we hope not.
― Nathalie (stevienixed), Friday, 2 January 2009 14:57 (sixteen years ago)
I almost have to give credit to Gabbneb for somehow making a thread about cancer even worse than the disease itself.
― өөө (Pleasant Plains), Friday, 2 January 2009 15:38 (sixteen years ago)
what a character
― Jordan Sarging (Brohan Hari), Friday, 2 January 2009 15:40 (sixteen years ago)