when you are off ilx, and with a group of male friends, do you become more faggish?
do you enjoy a bit of male cornholing and barebacking every now and again, or do you find it depressing?
Is your circle of friends very male? are your topics of converstaion / interests typically male ones?
faggishness!
― I don't mean cigarettes (x Jeremy), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:39 (twenty years ago)
― Autumn Almanac (Autumn Almanac), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:39 (twenty years ago)
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:40 (twenty years ago)
― The Argunaut (sexyDancer), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:41 (twenty years ago)
― Remy (null) (x Jeremy), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:42 (twenty years ago)
― Autumn Almanac (Autumn Almanac), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:42 (twenty years ago)
― Remy (null) (x Jeremy), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:43 (twenty years ago)
― Miss Misery (thatgirl), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:44 (twenty years ago)
― Remy (null) (x Jeremy), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:45 (twenty years ago)
― Autumn Almanac (Autumn Almanac), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:47 (twenty years ago)
I've apparently come off as both "faggish" and "straight as a 2 x 4" to both gay friends, straight friends, and those in between.
I shrug now.
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:50 (twenty years ago)
― milozauckerman (miloaukerman), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:50 (twenty years ago)
― anthony easton (anthony), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:52 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:57 (twenty years ago)
― Autumn Almanac (Autumn Almanac), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:58 (twenty years ago)
― Remy (null) (x Jeremy), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:58 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:58 (twenty years ago)
― Autumn Almanac (Autumn Almanac), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 02:59 (twenty years ago)
― tokyo rosemary (rosemary), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 03:00 (twenty years ago)
I have to hurt you now.
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 03:01 (twenty years ago)
― Remy (null) (x Jeremy), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 03:02 (twenty years ago)
― Autumn Almanac (Autumn Almanac), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 03:03 (twenty years ago)
― Trayce (trayce), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 03:05 (twenty years ago)
― anthony easton (anthony), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 03:07 (twenty years ago)
― f--gg (gcannon), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 04:42 (twenty years ago)
f--gg, I do that too!
― jaymc (jaymc), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 04:53 (twenty years ago)
WHAT MAKES ME TYPICALLY MASCULINE?
* I liked sports a great deal in junior high and played soccer for two years, baseball for one, kept card collections -- still do read the sports pages when possible
* Interest in statistics, trivialities perhaps
* Academic/knowledge-base competitiveness
* S.E.X. ~ importance thereof, its hormonal effect on me -- the amount of time I spend thinking about it, writing about it, the amount of Kleenex I go thru, etc
* Wanting to exert some kind of dominant role with female companions/partners, esp. in public situations (i.e. physically paying for 2 movie tix even though she will later pay me back, as agreed)
* Not really even finding attractive anyone (m or f) who is physically dominating over me (taller, bigger, etc.)
* but very much attracted to girls in general
* Interrupting (in conversation)
WHAT MAKES ME TYPICALLY FEMININE?
* Finding boys cute -- otherwise exploring my sexuality
* Openness about my feelings w/ those close to me; showing emotions, etc. (crying at movies)
* Indulging in GOSSIP
* Interests in the fine arts: literature and theatre & musicals and all that
* How, when I was in elementary school, all the other boys were into GI Joe and Transformers and I just wanted a Rainbow Brite...
* A touching romance over a shoot-em-up action movie anyday (and assuming both are quality pix)
* That I'm even writing about this
* Sometimes, I really like to be passive & feel vulnerable
* Ineptness and general lack of interest in things of a mechanical ilk (tools, cars, etc.)
* Crossing my legs wherever I go
* That for the most part I have smiled as I wrote these, finding most to be positive characteristix I'd like to cultivate...
― jaymc (jaymc), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 05:01 (twenty years ago)
does this mean when seated, or like the runway strut or something?
― f--gg (gcannon), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 05:03 (twenty years ago)
― jaymc (jaymc), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 05:06 (twenty years ago)
at some point in my hs graduation proceedings there was a "senior slide show" where every kid in the class (only 120-some) was guaranteed ONE APPEARANCE (but of course heavily weighted with the oft-photographed Popular), and mine was of a summer production of a cut-down/revved-up Commedia del'Arte where i was in BOOTS, JODHPURS & RUFF CANVAS PIRATEY TYPE SHIRT, with DAGGER. oh i could have just DIED.
― f--gg (gcannon), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 05:08 (twenty years ago)
― jaymc (jaymc), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 05:15 (twenty years ago)
I do this too! I'm constantly uncrossing them and hoping nobody notices that they're locked up tight in the upper-thighs!
― Remy (null) (x Jeremy), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 05:17 (twenty years ago)
still, i learned much later (from my co-actor and best friend's older sister) that my appearance as the swashbuckling jeune premier was my arrival as Someone Sort Of Hot, so it's too bad.
OH MY GOD and this resulted in an AMAZING REVIEW by my hometown newspaper's quasi-closeted and desperately unhappy "arts editor" who waxed a little too lushly about all of us!! i think i was sixteen, and he called me "sleekly maturing," which i never lived down.
(did i use "vicissitudes" right?)
― f--gg (gcannon), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 05:24 (twenty years ago)
― phil-two (phil-two), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 06:25 (twenty years ago)
I am not terribly faggish, I guess?
― Casuistry (Chris P), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 08:46 (twenty years ago)
― latebloomer: Klicken für Details (latebloomer), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 09:13 (twenty years ago)
Endure? Don't you like it? (hah)
― edward o (edwardo), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 09:17 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 09:23 (twenty years ago)
― Markelby (Mark C), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 14:57 (twenty years ago)
― Dr Morbius (Dr Morbius), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 15:28 (twenty years ago)
― Dadaismus (Dada), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 15:30 (twenty years ago)
― Michael White (Hereward), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 16:30 (twenty years ago)
It's a living!
― Casuistry (Chris P), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 18:17 (twenty years ago)
― jed_ (jed), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 19:10 (twenty years ago)
― Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 19:46 (twenty years ago)
Ok, I'm faggish.
― Fish fingers all in a line (kenan), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 19:50 (twenty years ago)
― caitlin oh no (caitxa1), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 19:53 (twenty years ago)
This reminds me of a time in college when we were all sitting around the college cafeteria, speculating as to whether Ricky Martin, who was at the height of his popularity then (1999?), was gay. My friend Shawn walked up and said, "What are you guys talking about?" "Ricky Martin," I said. "The whole is-he-gay thing." Shawn stood there for a moment, cocked his head in contemplation, and then said, very earnestly, "Well, does he fuck men?"
― jaymc (jaymc), Tuesday, 1 March 2005 19:56 (twenty years ago)
OMG @ rainbow brite tru confession!
― gershy, Saturday, 19 January 2008 07:36 (seventeen years ago)
I have way too many New Year's resolutions at this point.
― Eric H., Saturday, 19 January 2008 07:39 (seventeen years ago)
are your topics of converstaion / interests typically male ones?
oh yes. there's sex and skin care and shiny trinkets.
― nicky lo-fi, Saturday, 19 January 2008 07:49 (seventeen years ago)
when did maleness become faggish ?
― veryloggedout, Saturday, 19 January 2008 08:49 (seventeen years ago)