IT'S NOT FAIR!!

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Well, happy bday to me. I R 18. I feel far stupider than I did yesterday. I think it proves, the older i get, the more i revert into some stupid immature kid. And moreso of a jackass.
Thanks to that wonderful boyfriend of mine, I'm just pissed off today. I hate that. I was planning to have a nice peaceful day. But noooooooooooooooooooooo. So I'm going to bitch. bitch bitch bitch. I said a total of two sentences yesterday to him after he came home from work, consisting of "hi sweetie!" and "I made some rice if you'd like some."
Then i mentioned I played Legend of Dragoon, and it was cool so far, and that he should try it. Well apparently, I shouldn't play video games at all because OH MY GOD ITS A WASTE OF HIS MONEY AND WHY DONT I GET A JOB, ALL I DO IS SLEEP AND PLAY VIDEO GAMES ALL DAY OMG! Which is really, entirely untrue. I've been going out occasionally and asking for applications, and most places i'd be interested in working at aren't hiring. so what else am I supposed to do? I'm not gonna fucking work at McDonalds....and he wants me to get a job at CHIPOTLE rolling tacos. I said "no, I am not going to roll tacos for 6 hours a day."
so then we got into this huge thing about how I think I'm better than him (and so what if i do?) and that he's jealous that i get to supposedly "sit at home all day and play video games."

Thanks, Chris. Happy 18th Birthday to me. You've really fucked up my day! I told him to fuck off and go to hell, and then he said i don't deserve a bday present. Not like he was actually going to spend his precious millions of dollars from working at the EB on me anyway. I'm sure he'll bring home a GBA player and tell me its my present, even tho i have a small interest in it. So, where are my roses, fucker?

but anyway, besides all that, the sweethearts in #ctc cheered me up a bit. thanks guys :D I appreciate it.
So anyway, I'm supposed to go to dinner with him and my grandma tonight, and about now I'm heading into that whole "depressed and bitter and not wanting to see anyone" phase...but of course, gotta bite my toungue and such. not Gram's fault anyway......

Johnny bought me a CD/mp3 player :D Brand got jealous of that too. Too bad. Johnny is nice to me. oO and his friend chris is totally hot XD~~~~~~~
I'm gonna get some black converse sneaks tomorrow, and a haircut.
also, hana bought me a super awesome Dante from DMC figure XD he's totally sexy. hana is sexy too! *HONK HONK!*

I had a dream last night that Jared bought me ayane's BOD GIRL bikini oO;;; It was really cool. I'm gonna save up the money to get one. it was shiny.

sorry for the wanton bitching. I'll be better when i start buying useless crap.

― Kingdok, Friday, 5 August 2005 02:17 (twenty years ago)

wtf?

― Kim (Kim), Friday, 5 August 2005 02:24 (twenty years ago)

shouldn't this be on your livejournal?

― keith m (keithmcl), Friday, 5 August 2005 02:25 (twenty years ago)

I imagine this is yet another spammer... sigh.

― Trayce (trayce), Friday, 5 August 2005 02:34 (twenty years ago)

B3cky is back!

― Ned Raggett (Ned), Friday, 5 August 2005 02:35 (twenty years ago)

what's the story with all of these blog posts lately?

― gem (trisk), Friday, 5 August 2005 02:36 (twenty years ago)

what the fuck do you assholes know about anything anyway? fukc must ohf you still play with video games and toys you know shit.

― Kingdok, Friday, 5 August 2005 02:37 (twenty years ago)

maybe if you summarised your post into key dot points that are funny?

― gem (trisk), Friday, 5 August 2005 02:38 (twenty years ago)

OMG ANYTHING BUT CHIPOTLE!

― Leon C. (Ex Leon), Friday, 5 August 2005 02:39 (twenty years ago)

IT'S JUST LUNCH!!

― Dr. Glen Y. Abreu (dr g), Friday, 5 August 2005 02:39 (twenty years ago)

happy birthday, asshole

xps

― mookieproof (mookieproof), Friday, 5 August 2005 02:40 (twenty years ago)

What is DMC?

― Remy (x Jeremy), Friday, 5 August 2005 02:41 (twenty years ago)

Uh, it's the world DJ mixing championships. I'm not entirely convinced that's what she means, though.

― emil.y (emil.y), Friday, 5 August 2005 11:40 (twenty years ago)

Johnny bought me a CD/mp3 player :D

Well . . . um . . . . I've just bought an iPod?

― Come Back Johnny B (Johnney B), Friday, 5 August 2005 11:50 (twenty years ago)

But anyway . . . he he he . . .

http://www.livejournal.com/users/_satsuki_/77919.html

― Come Back Johnny B (Johnney B), Friday, 5 August 2005 11:51 (twenty years ago)

what the fuck do you assholes know about anything anyway? fukc must ohf you still play with video games and toys you know shit.

ROFL how did u no? its also fek. get widdit. fukc is so last decade, fewl.

― nathalie sans denouement (stevie nixed), Friday, 5 August 2005 11:58 (twenty years ago)

what the hell is a 'BOD GIRL bikini'

― Ed (dali), Friday, 5 August 2005 12:00 (twenty years ago)

Bond Girl bikini?

― nathalie sans denouement (stevie nixed), Friday, 5 August 2005 12:03 (twenty years ago)

best thread ever

― N_RQ, Friday, 5 August 2005 12:16 (twenty years ago)

From the livegerbil: "I am very, very upset with the lack of Interpol t-shirts at Hot Topic."

― jocelyn (Jocelyn), Friday, 5 August 2005 12:29 (twenty years ago)

Happy Birthday, now go get a job and quit your whining. Life is unfair.

― Callous Asshole (Miguelito), Friday, 5 August 2005 13:29 (twenty years ago)

i played video games until 4am last night.

still made it to work in the morning. i rock! you suck!

― ken c (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:23 (twenty years ago)

You need a new boyfriend. If I did any of that to Danielle I'd find my balls in a sling.

(I'm not whipped, we just have a mutual respect for each other.)

― djsyndrome (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:23 (twenty years ago)

if I pulled that shit, I'd have my sack pulled up over my head and a smily face burnt into the skin around my head with cigarette butts.

― namja (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:24 (twenty years ago)

and I am NOT teh whipped

― namja (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:24 (twenty years ago)

sighs. Yeah, thanks guys :D He shaped up a little today, he apologized and asked me if we wanted to hit the mall so I could pick out a present. I declined, because well, I'm still pretty hurt. I dunno....blah, i hate when stuff gets complicated. I know i bitch a lot, but really, thank you for the support. I appreciate it.

― Kingdok (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:25 (twenty years ago)

Happy birthday again, Sats.

Here's something to chew on: When I turned 18, it was a nothing birthday. I was stuck in a horrible place relationship-wise. Guess who I ended up meeting 3 days afterwords? (Hint: She's conked out on the bed right now after getting home from work).

So keep hope alive, as The Crystal Method once said. And you know where to find me if you need to vent.

― Remy (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:26 (twenty years ago)

Thanks remy. I mean....I really try not to vent on you, but thank you for being there when i need to.

I don't really know what to say about brand. It's not as easy as just walking away, because I'm not sure if I can do that right now. and I'm not sure if i just want to give up. But sometimes, yeah, i do.
I just don't know really. I just have to keep living, and god willing, I make the best choices i can for my life.

― Kingdok (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:27 (twenty years ago)

Happy Birfday! Should I post the MC Chris Birthday rap mp3? XD!!!

I'm in total agreeance with Eric who dropped off the face of the Earth. Then of course, I could have told you this about 2 years ago.

I'm telling you, say the word and a DoA bikini is yours. I would just make sure you can figure out the sizing stuff first.

Oh! And I'm dumb. I constantly forgot to ask you your address so I could send you a birthday present. I know what I want to send you and I know you would love it.

Man...I get weird dreams of us rollerblading...you get dreams with bikinis. Now I'm the jealous one ;___;

― sl1p (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:27 (twenty years ago)

Hahha jared, what can I say......you are just too sweet.
I am NOT letting you buy me that bikini tho. seriously, that is one of the nicest things anyone has ever offered me but I'd feel too bad about taking it. But thank you again, you're just awesome :) *me feels giddy*

and if you feel you must get me something, I appreciate your thought XD I will email you teh address. <3 thanks man :D I swear, I'm just going to come over one day. cause i miss you!!

― Kingdok (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:27 (twenty years ago)

I swear I would just buy it for you and send it without saying anything, but I'm afaid of ordering it and then the only person who could wear it would be a little 4 year old chinese girl.

So I'll probably just have whatever it is I'm getting to you sent to you directly, and then I'll mail you a card asap =D So maybe it'll be TWO DAYS OF AMAZING PRESENTS! Whoa!

― sl1p (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:28 (twenty years ago)

XD hahah well, I'm still not sure if it would fit me. But, really, that's okay. :D it's still so sweet of you to offer tho. SPICE SPICE BIRTHDAY!

― Kingdok (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:28 (twenty years ago)

happy birthday!
But yes, eric and sl1p are right. Seems MISTA BRAN isnt the shining knight he once was....

― talinthas (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:29 (twenty years ago)

Thanks shiv :) and well.......princes on white horses..they rarely are what they are cracked up to be =/

― Kingdok (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:29 (twenty years ago)

Well...happy birthday. Cause I love you. =D

― apraisechorus (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:29 (twenty years ago)

<3 awww Thanks :D I love you too!!!!

― Kingdok (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:30 (twenty years ago)

Yeah, she's so lucky to have someone living with her in her parent's house in her room and using her parent's car to get to work - and to have him call HER a mooch.

YOU'RE SO LUCKY SATS IT'S LIKE YOU'VE WON THE LOTTERY.

― Remy (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:30 (twenty years ago)

How come we never hear from ken c anymore?

― M. White (Miguelito), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:30 (twenty years ago)

Guess what? if you dont have the balls to post who you are, you get deleted! byebye~!

― Kingdok (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:30 (twenty years ago)

hi m. white!!!

― ken c (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:31 (twenty years ago)

Chipotle makes burritos, god damnit.

― namja (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:31 (twenty years ago)

Not if I'm the one making em ;_; I don't want to ruin everyone's meals!

― Kingdok (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:31 (twenty years ago)

OMG I missed your birthday! :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHICA :D you are awesome!

― shechina (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:32 (twenty years ago)

thanks jessi :D hehe

― Kingdok (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:33 (twenty years ago)

I'm soooo confused.

― Alec Tea-Skirt (kate), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:33 (twenty years ago)

i'll repeat kim's question: wtf?!?

― Homosexual II (Homosexual II), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:35 (twenty years ago)

haha sorry guys i got carried away at the end

http://www.livejournal.com/users/_satsuki_/77919.html

― ken c (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:35 (twenty years ago)

thanks for the rice oh xpost hold on....

― 'chris, Friday, 5 August 2005 14:37 (twenty years ago)

someone seems to be 2 years younger than satsuki but seems to live a parallel life, except her bf's name is chris, rather than brandon

― ken c (ken c), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:38 (twenty years ago)

omgwtflol!1

― g-kit (g-kit), Friday, 5 August 2005 14:42 (twenty years ago)

Brandon

― dog latin (dog latin), Saturday, 6 August 2005 10:56 (twenty years ago)

why does this keep happening?

― kyle (akmonday), Saturday, 6 August 2005 12:42 (twenty years ago)

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