Eventually, (and I'm reading between the lines here, so I could be totally mistaken) it sounds like I'm keeping these people from leaving. I'm enforcing curfews. I'm being asked to be a fucking guard at what amounts to a concentration camp.
I turned down the job. I need the money. Maybe if I was there, I'd be taking the place of some other guy who wouldn't be so nice about the whole thing (although my niceness has been known to disappear without much warning, so...) Maybe I could use this as an opportunity to sketch and document these folks, and get some art out of it, and help cheer up kids who have lost everything by showing someone is interested in them for reasons that have nothing to do with the fact that they've suffered this terrible loss. Shit, maybe I could write about the experience and pitch it to the High Hat (an online zine I've contributed to before.) But nothing was able to get me past the idea that I would be there in a repressive capacity, not to help. That's something that I just don't want to do.
So what do you guys think of this?
― Austin Still (Austin, Still), Friday, 9 September 2005 22:45 (twenty years ago)
― Shakey Mo Collier (Shakey Mo Collier), Friday, 9 September 2005 22:52 (twenty years ago)
― Bombed Out and Depleted / Kate (papa november), Friday, 9 September 2005 22:52 (twenty years ago)
― renegade bus (Jody Beth Rosen), Friday, 9 September 2005 22:54 (twenty years ago)
Kate - If I do that the temp agency never offersr another position again. You are branded 'unreliable' and I've got other irons in the fire with these guys that I don't want to jeopardize.
As far as supervision, I think there will be a cop in the room. I'm not sure, though.
― Austin Still (Austin, Still), Friday, 9 September 2005 22:56 (twenty years ago)
― Austin Still (Austin, Still), Friday, 9 September 2005 22:57 (twenty years ago)
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― Thermo Thinwall (Thermo Thinwall), Friday, 9 September 2005 22:58 (twenty years ago)
― Thermo Thinwall (Thermo Thinwall), Friday, 9 September 2005 22:59 (twenty years ago)
― Austin Still (Austin, Still), Friday, 9 September 2005 23:01 (twenty years ago)
― sexyDancer, Friday, 9 September 2005 23:04 (twenty years ago)
― renegade bus (Jody Beth Rosen), Friday, 9 September 2005 23:05 (twenty years ago)
― Spencer Chow (spencermfi), Friday, 9 September 2005 23:07 (twenty years ago)
― sexyDancer, Friday, 9 September 2005 23:07 (twenty years ago)
it's subverting the idea that he's there to do no more than be a "watchdog" and enforce curfews.
― renegade bus (Jody Beth Rosen), Friday, 9 September 2005 23:10 (twenty years ago)
― sexyDancer, Friday, 9 September 2005 23:16 (twenty years ago)
― Austin Still (Austin, Still), Friday, 9 September 2005 23:27 (twenty years ago)
― Beth Parker (Beth Parker), Friday, 9 September 2005 23:36 (twenty years ago)
― Austin Still (Austin, Still), Friday, 9 September 2005 23:40 (twenty years ago)
― jim wentworth (wench), Friday, 9 September 2005 23:42 (twenty years ago)
― M. V. (M.V.), Saturday, 10 September 2005 01:19 (twenty years ago)
― milozauckerman (miloaukerman), Saturday, 10 September 2005 01:46 (twenty years ago)