feel like disapearing?

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just getting up and moving somewhere completely different, leaving everything behind, contacts, possessions..etc? how normal is it to think about this almost every day?

― nerve, Friday, 7 October 2005 15:37 (twenty years ago)

not very

― seek counselling, Friday, 7 October 2005 15:39 (twenty years ago)

Just think, what if you could just...just blink yourself away.

― PappaWheelie B.C., Friday, 7 October 2005 15:40 (twenty years ago)

MAYBE YOU SHOULD LEARN TO SPELL INSTEAD

haw haw haw pwned

― ESTEBAN BUTTEZ~!, Friday, 7 October 2005 15:40 (twenty years ago)

I'd suggest bringing your contacts with you lest it be too hard to see where you're going.

― Remy (x Jeremy), Friday, 7 October 2005 15:42 (twenty years ago)

I feel like not geting out of bed, does that count?

― Trayce (trayce), Friday, 7 October 2005 15:43 (twenty years ago)

ha ha

― nerve, Friday, 7 October 2005 15:46 (twenty years ago)

No seriously, if I stay here and say nothing maybe no one will notice and I can just go away quietly :(

― Trayce (trayce), Friday, 7 October 2005 15:47 (twenty years ago)

that was directed at all of yous.

lolllllll111

fuck it, i havent got enough energy to make sense or spell check. :p

― ne, Friday, 7 October 2005 15:50 (twenty years ago)

i feel like doing this because i feel invisible here--like maybe i could re-appear somewhere else.

― ryan (ryan), Friday, 7 October 2005 16:01 (twenty years ago)

the truth, i dont have anyone, i live in london alone, im surrounded by volatile people that i dont care to socialize with. im not going to make the most sense atm because depression is screwing with my worldview. i apologise for bad grammer and spelling but i dont really care. i dont have enough money to get out of here and social anxiety has slowly crept up on me to the point that i am fucking useless. all i think about is getting away from where i am, ive exhausted any positive spin i can put on my life. i cant get a fucking job, i messed up my education, i was meant to be a straight A student lightyears ago (e.g i got an a* for english, not that you can tell). i have dissolved every relationship ive ever had, shit. i cant fix my life, and theres no reason for this to be happening to me. im 20, i look like shit, ive waste all my money on music stuff, which im tempted to throw out the fucking window. im sick of graftin for nothing.

― nerve, Friday, 7 October 2005 16:20 (twenty years ago)

can a mod delete this thread pls. thankyou.

― nnve, Friday, 7 October 2005 16:45 (twenty years ago)

you sound like me

― here4, Friday, 7 October 2005 16:51 (twenty years ago)

keep on truckin'

― things get better sometimes, Friday, 7 October 2005 16:52 (twenty years ago)

yeah i guess

― but they probably wont, Friday, 7 October 2005 16:55 (twenty years ago)

but they might

― you're only 20, Friday, 7 October 2005 16:56 (twenty years ago)

the truth, i dont have anyone

No, you have yourself. Trust me, you can get out of a depression. It takes time and a lot of effort, but it is possible. Also, you're not useless. Of course a change of setting might solve some of your problems, but I always feel as though you have to change yourself, not your surrounding. Depression is inside you.

I know it's easy to say for me because I'm not in a depression. But you can change. :-)

― nathalie, a bum like you (stevie nixed), Friday, 7 October 2005 17:00 (twenty years ago)

One of these days, a long long long time from now, I may pull an Ambrose Bierce.

― Pleasant Plains /// (Pleasant Plains ///), Friday, 7 October 2005 17:08 (twenty years ago)

And you're young. New possibilities will present themselves, even if it doesn't feel like it. Remove yourself from stuff that you feel is damaging you, and do something you wouldn't normally - something about which you once thought, hey, yeah, that'd be kind of fun..."disappearing" will be no good, cos although you like the idea now, setting up a new life with no friends / direction etc, is incredibly hard, and will make you more unhappy. make small but important changes in your own life, and I'm pretty sure things will be different in even only one year's time.

― paulhw (paulhw), Friday, 7 October 2005 19:14 (twenty years ago)

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