waking up after a lovely dream where you imagined you were shagging the ex-girl of your dreams only to wake up and find out youre not and you are alone once more

i dont think theres many things that are worse than this (well not at the moment)
i dreamt i was having many passionate moments with this girl i used to go to uni with, but when i awoke, i realised my mind played a cruel, vindictive trick on me
i actually saw this girl a few months ago at a friends birthday but we didnt have a chance to talk (she probably didnt care too much to talk to me anyway, its been a while), she might even have liked me when we were both at uni, im not sure, well i think she thought i was leading her on once, but being a sad sap who didnt know anything about girls, i didnt follow it up, and so lost out, must have looked either like a sad loser at the time or a game-playing bastard
not sure
anyway, thank you for reading this