SHOUT IT OUT LOUD MARCH 2006

You first.

Fools at work don't have the same sense of urgency as I do and it sucks! Lazy bastards. Movies are totally unwatchable. The music that is being turned out really is a bore. I am almost there when it comes to quitting cigarettes but one or two get slipped in every other day or so. It's such a pain getting an appointment with a doctor whose sole purpose is to take money from you, humiliate you and not be able to cure your ills!

THAT'S NOT SHOUTING! SHOUTING LOOKS LIKE THIS!

That's not shouting, that's typing.

WHY IS IT THAT I CAN NEVER MAKE IT PAST THE SECOND INTERVIEW?! I MEAN, I CAN ALWAYS *GET* A SECOND, WHAT IS IT THAT CAUSES ME TO BLOW IT AFTER THAT? WHY AM I POOR, UNEMPLOYED, 23, LIVING AT HOME AGAIN, NO HEALTH INSURANCE, AND NOTHING TO SHOW FOR THIS DEGREE THAT I WASTED MY PARENTS' MONEY ON? ALSO, EVERYWHERE I GO I SEE TOTAL JACKASSES GETTING AHEAD IN LIFE AND IT PISSES ME OFF TO NO END! I'D BE LUCKY TO FIND A JOB THAT PAYS 20K AND DAMMIT I'D BE PROUD OF MYSELF! MODERN ROCK RADIO, WHILE BETTER THAN IT WAS JUST A FEW YEARS AGO STILL FAILS TO EXCITE ME! EVEN THOUGH TECHNICALLY IT'S ALL THERE- SYNTHESIZERS, PROGRAMMED DANCE BEATS AND JOY DIVISION-APEING WHICH I NORMALLY WOULD LOVE IT'S ALL BEING MADE BY PEOPLE LIKE SHE WANTS REVENGE WHO I HAVEN'T HEARD OF TWO MONTHS AGO AND SINCE I'M STILL "WITH IT" I DECLARE THEM ALL TO BE CHARLATANS! NOT THAT PAYING DUES AND HAVING SOME CREDIBILITY EVEN MEANS ANYTHING ANYMORE BUT MAYBE IT SHOULD! ALSO, I DON'T UNDERSTAND MATISYAHU'S POPULARITY OTHER THAN FOR THE NOVELTY FACTOR (NOT THAT I'VE HEARD THE GUY'S MUSIC) BUT FUCK, NOW THOSE STUPID PATCHOULI WEARING HERBALIST DOUCHES HAVE A SECOND CD TO PUT ON AFTER BOB MARLEY'S "LEGEND" RUNS OUT... OH HOW I WANT TO HARSH THEIR MELLOW SO BAD THERE ARE SO MANY PROBLEMS WITH THIS WORLD AND PEOPLE ARE STILL WATCHING AMERICAN IDOL- FUCK YOU AND YOUR LOWEST COMMON DENOMINATOR ESCAPISM! SOMEBODY SAID SOMETHING TO ME THE OTHER DAY AND I DIDN'T THINK OF A SNAPPY COMEBACK UNTIL AFTER THEY HAD LEFT BUT I AM SO GONNA USE IT NEXT TIME IT HAPPENS, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT!