"i just want to crawl into a hole and die."

arrrgh.

This is sort of a perfect day for me. Works everytime!

(jess why does geocities nevah allow me into your blog?)

Incidentally, if my fridge is reading, I said COLD BEER, not FROZEN BEER. When I pick up a can of Stella from the fridge it is not meant to be CRUNCHY you OVER COLD BASTID.

My name is Stabbigail and I want to stab.

ANd such.

:-/

:-(

\-:

I was such a bitch to my students today. :(

I feel like I'm going to fucking explode.

what the deal, dude?

this thread is not about ACTING OUT

Oh you.

take a Provigil.

One gets the feeling that if ILX was Survivor, wanko would already have failed.

I don't have any Provigil!!! My second patient assistance app hasn't come thru and I don't have a med appt for another 9 days and do you have any idea how much that shit costs uninsured & w/out the help of this free clinic (thank god) that is down the street from me? Besides it's pretty much of an upper and would only exacerbate shit right now.

exacerbate

up there with 'parapraxis' and 'undulate' on my favourite words list

homer_simpson_seated_at_a_typewriter.jpg

who am i kidding, 'fairly' is the winnar

One gets the feeling that if ILX was Survivor, Louis would be the guy second from the left.

http://www.muziklair.net/survivor.jpg

I don't even want to pick the man up from work bcz diving home from school today it was really hard for me not to drive into one of those giant metal phone poles. God help me.

ILX is a kind of reverse survivor.

"There are those who argue that everything breaks even in this old dump of a world of ours. I suppose these ginks who argue that way hold that because the rich man gets ice in the summer and the poor man gets it in the winter things are breaking even for both. Maybe so, but I'll swear I can't see it that way."

--Bat Masterson, last words of the wonderful old western lawman and gambler, who died as he was typing this

I want to run away from my life. Damn near the only thing keeping me from doing so is "Wherever you go--there you are." Buckaroo Banzai for the, well, not win right now.

http://www.rinkworks.com/said/answers.shtml

xpost

"People shouldn't be allowed to shoot extinct animals."

otm.

"St. Paul cavorted to Christianity."

Any free clinic or ER should be able to help you out, if you're in some dire circumstances, esp. if you've gotten scripts filled there before. Do you have a mental health hotline for your town/university? They should be able to give you pointers as to where to go next.

hope you feel better.

I can't afford the ER...I've got bills from them already that I'm just throwing away bcz there's no way I can pay them. Nowhere else is open. Will look into hotline. Thx, sorry to complain.

I've got bills from them already that I'm just throwing away bcz there's no way I can pay them.

^^^
this is like the essence of what it means to be an American right now. :( I'm sorry, man.

I've never tried the E.R. for psychological crises. I wouldn't expect much!

Hang in there, Abbott.

I went to an ER the first time I had a panic attack and, you know, I had no idea what was happening and figured my heart and head were just fighting to see which would explode first. They said you're having an anxiety attack, there's nothing we could do really but give you some atavan and that's ridiculous. I said nevermind and walked out before receiving any real treatment beyond having my blood pressure checked. Two weeks later I received a $250 bill.

hey abbott sorry to hear youre so down!

this thing always cheers me up a little bit: http://www.trevorvanmeter.com/flyguy/

OK is that a game or what

i thought it was one of those games where you have to avoid crashing into things, but it's not, and now i just want to play one of those games.

First I wanted to see the goose shit on the guy, then I tried in every way to make the guy shoot the goose, I reflected on how much better the music is than my sister's boyfriend's David Sylvian albums, and then I gave up.

Please don't explode Abbott. Perhaps a warm bath and some green tea with vodka in it would help?

max that thing is awesome

yr probably a wes anderson fan u fag

even if u disregard his flying ability that dude is extremely dextrous

hit up then down

he spins then flips upside down then just puts his hands in his coatpockets like what

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/copter

if you dont like that game, wanko, i cant help you

omfg I thought you were just supposed to click on one of the arrows to start the game. i did and after that I was trying to do something with the mouse. I haven't played a video game since MAdden '93 so my bad.

halfback screen

its money

fly guy is wonderful, so goddamn escapist :D

Abbott, brains are treacherous things, especially when they brew up a big, sloppy batch of emotions out of a bunch of molecules they have hanging around in the cupboard that they can't think of anything better to do with but to drive you batty. You can't even reach inside your head and turn the shutoff valve when your brain starts exuding its own brand of bug juice. Too bad.

It should pass eventually. Until then, try not to rip your skin off with vexation. Skin comes in handy for so many things, you can never tell when you'll need yours.

My name is Stabbigail and I want to stab.

ANd such.

-- Abbott, Tuesday, 6 November 2007 23:51 (Yesterday) Link

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v59/sarlik/stabbingrobot.gif
I AM A STABBING ROBOT

STABBOT

http://www.ssfuturama.cz/info/characters/pic/roberto.jpg

But seriously - *hugs* Abbott I know how you feel and that "I'mma KILL EVERYTHING" anxiety is the teeth grinding gut sickening WORST :(