Thanks!

hey i have to work really hard for the rest of the year and concentrate and i might not be here much i just wanted to thank you guys for giving me a cool place to vent and blab like on the 50s thread and the on the wagon thread and elsewhere. apparently i had a lot on my mind! after all these years this is STILL a place where i feel like i can say things that i would never say irl or on social media and that is miraculous to me. i know a lot of people in the world but i don't really open up to many of them. i am still making tentative steps toward finding a shrink too. i know i can be a bit much for some people probably. i do go on so. but i weirdly never feel judged here? or not much anyway. sometimes i definitely put my foot in it. anyway, thanks. you have all been very helpful to me and i appreciate how brainy you all are. ILX people have always been the most interesting people for me to talk to in real life. i have never met an ILXor who i haven't enjoyed talking to. again, this feels miraculous. i don't need to slow down for you guys. slow my brain. and it feels liberating. cheers! i'll be back when i have time! i need to fill this store to the brim! with the aid of strong tea and strong techno playlists. need to make some $$$.

this playlist is insane by the way. just watch out because some of the videos might make you go blind. other than that its amazing stuff:

http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLx8zUw4PoWHh0ir1ULV_38yZ0dj4rb26h