Josh is reeling. She takes Ethan's hand and looks deeply into those eyes.
They've always been so odd. Seeming to be so many colors...green, brown,
grey...
Ethan leans forward and takes Josh in her arms. The whole scene has an
unreal quality to it. "I won't be able to do anything like this for a long, long
time, you know...."
Josh's heart is beating fast against her ribs as Ethan tilts her head back and
kisses her.
She is absolutely blindsided. Ethan hasn't done anything like this...ever. Why
now?
Ethan kisses her very, very slowly, enjoying the rare experience of catching
Josh by surprise. She pulls Josh into her lap, legs awkwardly out to either
side. While she still has a fairly tight grip, she tucks Josh's head under her
chin and noses her hair. She rubs her cheek against it, breathing Josh's
scent.
Josh gains leverage by holding the back of Ethan's head, sending her hair
into disarray. She kisses Ethan's chin and along her jawline.
Ethan kneads her back with strong but gentle fingertips. There are knotted
places all along her spine and she tries to ignore the distraction of Josh’s
mouth long enough to work them out.
Josh traces her tongue along the perimeter of Ethan's lips. She feels Ethan
shiver slightly as she does so.
Ethan's hands lose their rhythm. She falls back against the sofa, head back,
surrendering to Josh. His eyes are closed, but the hands are still tense on
Josh's back.
Josh winds down Ethan's neck with her lips and tongue, when she feels a
shirt button in her mouth, she reaches up to fumble with it and get the shirt
off as soon as possible. She feels the soft down of Ethan's chest hair on her
cheek.
Ethan is breathing faster, lips slightly parted. It is a very vulnerable feeling,
lying there exposed to Josh.
Josh realizes Ethan has never felt stubble on her skin before. She rubs
against Ethan with her jaw, marking him like a cat. Ethan scoots down to lie
flat on her back on the floor, shirt hanging loosely open. Josh straddles him,
gripping him with her knees, and stubbles mercilessly.
Ethan's back arches slightly and she gives a small moan.
Josh continues the tickle. She has Ethan pinned down with her weight and
she knows this is something close to torture, but she continues to rub,
marking Ethan, teasing him with her warm breath. She sits up, looming over
Ethan and willing him to open her eyes.
Ethan peers up through her dark lashes, Josh reaches down very slowly and
touches her face. Ethan watches the hand fall, the anticipation of the touch
almost more sensual than the touch itself. Josh brushes her lips, feather-
light.
Ethan lifts up her own hand and grabs Josh's wrist. She doesn't take it away
though. She just guides Josh's hand around her face.
Josh lets the hand go limp. But with the second hand she is teasing the
edges of Ethan's ear, buried in her hair. Ethan's squirms a bit at the
sensation stimulation of her ear causes him.
He lowers her face until they touch noses, breath mingling. Josh pins Ethan's
hand above her head and rubs stubble against the sensitive edges of her
lips, still rubbing the ear and even scratching it lightly with her thumbnail. It
seems right to lower himself down until she is lying on top of Ethan, still fully
clothed.
Ethan gasps sharply at the feeling of stubble on her lips...it's like sandpaper.
She enjoys it as it pains her.
Josh licks her nose, then works a knee between Ethan's thighs.
Ethan reaches up and fingers the collar of Josh's t-shirt. It is buttonless. She
vaguely wonders how she is going to remove this shirt from Josh.
Josh chuckles. "First thing's first.."–as she unbuttons Ethan's trousers. She
catches Ethan’s hands in her own and holds them down over her head,
pinning the guitarist’s arms to the carpet. But at the same time she had
caught one of Ethan's legs between her own and is moving, very slowly, back
and forth against Ethan's hips.
Ethan can only lie there and react as Josh works her way downward, sliding
her trousers off her legs without using her hands. She shivers as a draft
along the floor of the house reaches her thighs.
Josh finally releases him, but Ethan has had enough of this torture. She sits
up and pulls hard on the hem of Josh's shirt, pulling it halfway up. It binds
Josh's hands for a few seconds, and Ethan proceeds to have her way with
Josh's trousers. In her haste, she pulls off a bit more clothing than she
expected...
Ethan almost giggles at Josh's slightly ginger pubic hair.
Josh laughs at Ethan's enthusiasm. She is about half as excited as she could
be, and a bit cold. She kicks off her shoes and sheds the remainder of her
trousers, then lies on Ethan's legs and deals with him similarly.
Josh lies full length on Ethan, reacting ticklishly to the chest hair. It has been
a long time since she had a male lover. Ethan's flat chest is a whole new
terrain to explore next to Rachel's ample breasts...
He teases Ethan's nipples with her tongue. She also moves her hips again in
a slow circle, pressing into the sensitive area below Ethan's belly button.
Ethan is lying passively, head back and eyes closed. With every sudden
movement, she gasps and lets the air out as a quiet groan. Josh hooks a
hand in the waistband of her shorts.
Ethan shows her pleasure quite obviously. Feeling this, Josh moves her head
down lower, tracing from Ethan's nipples, down her chest, and finEthan
reaching the tip of Ethan's erect penis. She pulls the shorts down, freeing
her. Ethan is writhing a little from side to side as Josh strokes her with gentle
fingers.
Josh breathes warmly on the head. Ethan feels like she's being set on fire.
Her pelvis moves uncontrollably in small thrusting motions. She moans softly.
Josh explores with the point of this tongue, hands very hot on Ethan's thighs
to hold him still. Ethan has no choice but to be pleasured.
Josh slides down her shaft, face among the hairs. She never dreamed he'd be
here. With her tongue, she slides back up the underside, leaving a wet trail
that burns cold. She throws more weight into those hips, which are bucking
at him now.
Ethan has gone flushed, eyes squeezed shut. There is a warmth rising in her
shaft and she is helpless to stop the feelings that are running through him.
She wants Josh. She is almost ashamed at how shamelessly she wants Josh.
She reaches for Josh's hair as the feelings overwhelm him.
Josh opens her mouth and takes Ethan in.
Ethan makes an incoherent sound and her hand knots into Josh's hair. Josh
abruptly releases him, then seizes again. She works against her gag reflex,
taking Ethan deeper and deeper. She moves her tongue in small circular
motions.
Ethan makes a strained sound and spasms. Sparks go off behind her eyes as
she climaxes down Josh's throat.
She can feel Josh still around him when it's over. She is soaked in sweat and
gasping. Josh licks her, but she barely feels it. Her hips are still gyrating
slightly.
Josh lies on top of her, moving in time. She is still very hot and hard against
Ethan's stomach. Josh clears her throat a few times. She licks her own lips
and then kisses Ethan's throat. As Ethan slowly regains composure, with
determination she switches her and Josh's positions, wrestling with Josh until
she manages to pin her down on the floor. Ethan straddles her.
Josh senses what Ethan has in mind and fights back. "Have you ever done
this before? No, of course not."
"Of course not." Ethan grins.
Josh struggles to get out of her hands. "You won't like it."
"You don't know that." Ethan has the same firm look on her face that she had
earlier that night.
Josh struggles up until she is sitting in Ethan's lap. She kisses Ethan's ear
and says, "Are you sure this is what you want?"
Ethan responds by shoving Josh back down onto the floor. With one deft
motion she has pinned Josh's arms to her sides, and she starts kissing the
nape of her neck. Tendrils of her hair lightly drag across the surface of Josh's
chest.
Josh doesn't know why she feels compelled to resist Ethan. But Ethan has
tenaciously strong arms and she can't get enough leverage to push back.
Besides her grip, everything about Ethan's approach is gentler and softer.
Josh tries to deny that an odd, cold, ticklish wave is sweeping her limbs.
"You can't do this! It's not fair. I'm taking advantage of you." Josh realizes
how ridiculous that sounds the moment she says it.
Ethan responds by slowly grabbing Josh's now swelling penis, she is a bit
scared...he will start slow.
Josh winces. She realizes suddenly that she is afraid Ethan will be clumsy and
rough..
But Josh needn't be so nervous. Ethan's fingers trace a spiral pattern around
Josh's head. Soft, just enough to stimulate.
Josh lies back, eyes dropping shut. For some reason, small amounts of
pleasure are very relaxing. She tries to lie still and let Ethan have her way
with him. But it's hard to do. Josh seldom surrenders to anyone. Still, she has
a very warm, sensitive reason to.
Ethan's light touch slowly increases in intensity. Josh's eyes are closed in
pleasure, suddenly she feels Ethan's breath honing in on the tip of her penis.
Josh breathes fast. Her pulse beats hard in the warm, very soft skin Ethan
touches with her lips. Ethan only takes in a little bit of Josh at a time, gently
exploring with her tongue. Josh twitches uncontrollably. The slow, light
touches are almost unbearable.
Ethan finEthan takes in all of Josh. Her gentle suction seems as simple and
intimate as a child drinking her mother's milk.
Josh can feel Ethan's hair against her inner thighs. She wraps her legs
around Ethan, trying to control how deeply she goes in, but the red fog of
sensation makes it hard to do anything but thrust in as hard as she can.
The sound of Josh reaching climax scares Ethan though...her first time...she is
afraid. She retreats just before Josh comes. Josh spasms all over the carpet
in the darkness. She realizes, with the tiny part of her brain not orgasming,
that Ethan let her go, and is irrationally relieved.
She falls back onto the carpet. She has no idea where Ethan is.
She can't believe that they've actually gone through with it.
"..Ethan?"
Ethan is sitting next to him, back against the couch. She can hear her breath
in the darkness. She can't tell if he's upset or just tired.
Josh pulls herself up and sits next to her, uncertain of her reception. Is Ethan
embarrassed by what they've just done?
She feels Ethan's hand reaching for her in the darkness. Josh abruptly flushes
warm, feeling happier than she has all night. She ducks under Ethan's arm
and cuddles at her naked side.
"Thank you," she hears herself saying.