HONESTLY I DIDN'T REALIZE

HONESTLY I DIDN’T REALIZE HOW SELF CENTERED YOU WERE TIL THIS YEAR. I saw it a bit before but it really came out this year. yes you have problems and yes you are working through them. But during the process you have managed to push two of your “best” friends away. Do you realize that you don’t talk to me anymore I mean at all. I find out crap that’s going on from waldo or ivonne well ivonne mostly. Believe me she has noticed that as well. Dude you only talk to me if your falling apart and when I need to talk to you you are nowhere to be found. Couple weeks ago when you said “we will talk later” after the whole you and ivonne locked up in the room thing we have yet to have the convo. you never contacted me and at the point I realize that you could really give a shit about how I feel. And you ask when is pedro coming back out of the blue like you didn’t know when. Really if he was going to be at leo’s thing I would have said something. Sometimes I really think you think everyone around you is stupid. So I tried to let that go I said maybe I over reacted but if yall needed some time all yall had to do was say so. Not leave me sitting in the living room listening to loud ass music and your loud ass tv waiting. Yall didn’t even come out of the room to hang with me wowowow really woowow, I hung out with nano til you locked him in. I’m hostel towards you now mainly because you chose not to talk to me after that Saturday so now I’m just short tempered and I choose to treat like other people I don’t care about at all. I assumed that when you and ivonne finally do whatever you and I will talk again but that didn’t happen you just shut yourself away more and more.

I know you really like her and yall are playing yall bullshit cat and mouse thing about who will give in sooner. Actually she explained it better to me so I understand where she stands on the whole thing. This is the first chick that you have honestly ignored your friend to be with which is mad weird because she is friends with all of us. Do you know that you do that and that people have noticed? I really don’t care what everyone else have been telling you but I know what they have been saying to me. She has become the person you lean on so you forgot that we were there. At the beach you didn’t even talk to me after what I said which showed me some more of who you really are. You didn’t even say bye you got to be kidding. In the past you would have been like what the hell is wrong with you. The new you choose to ignore and maybe it will go away. Did you even talk to leo or chris the whole time you were there? Its time to let go of that situation in some senses and be cordial to her at least don’t make it so fucking awkward.

Last week when we were walking to the club and you pissed me off this is how you did it. YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO BE RIGHT. You love to fucking correct people which strangely remains me so much of tony. And just to let you know some people choose to ignore you when you do that and others are annoyed by it. I had more comments about that whole pic thing but I kept my month shut cause it would have been an all out fight after that. YOU ARE A SMART ASS that don’t like when other people are a smart ass back. Its like way the hell say the stuff you say to people and then don’t expect a reaction back from people that’s what you just gave out. You never use to be like that but since like the middle of last year til now you are more and more sensitive about everything. Well nigga don’t talk like that to people and you won’t have that issue anymore.

Do you remember the convo we had before about me not knowing who I was talking to well it still happening. And I’m not the only one that feels that way. I don’t know if today you will freak out about something I said or not. Do you really feel that you are all alone and that we are just over reacting to you and that you are always right and its all on us? Or do you think that you have something to do with any of this? I know you don’t want fake friends but if you continue to be this way you will end up with people like that round you. I liked being your friend not just someone you dealt with, but I need to know that you are on the same page. Do you care at all or is it about you and whats going on with you at the time. You are dwelling on the past a lot and I needed to know that pulling out the old pics and talking about what you used to do all the time is getting old. You love music and ever since you let it go you have be unhappy REALLY REALLY UNHAPPY. I’m not saying you need to be a dj again but there is no need to cut it completely out of your life it keeps you happy. I think you should take your boy vic on his offer and do some music it may take the edge off you. I guess you didn’t think I was this mad at you but really if you were paying attention you would have notice the change in my attitude months ago. I have more to say but I gotta go I’ll finish up later. peace

mother is that you?

Waldo and Ivonne are troublemakers imo

I've gotten this kinda email before, but only from crazy people.

I'm hostel towards you now

you pissed me off this is how you did it

classic material

They left out the bit where they beat up Tim Robbins with an air conditioning unit