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I don't understand it. Can anybody give me any theories: why from my avalanche of hurt feelings lately do I have this constant actual sore sore sore sore heart area (third day no let up yet) - concentrated around my heart and extends to ribs all across and stomach. The stomach upsetedness (constant lurching, plus stabbing pains and more)and shakiness and spinny lightheadedness I can understand more, like from stress and lack of sleep, and crying - but I am finding the "heartache" tough. I haven't had this feelings no-one near this for years so someone please tell me; how soon can I expect it to fade - can I get rid of it with anything less than a fifty-nine hour soothing heartache rub.

― blank, Monday, 8 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

"You can tell your dog to bite my leg.
Or tell your brother Clift, his fist can tear my lip
But Don't tell my heart, my achy achy heart,
I just don't think she'd understand.
'Cause if you tell my heart, my achy breaky heart,
She might blow up and kill this woman."

― blank, Monday, 8 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

twas paraphrasing billyraycyrus. I never realised how good those lyrics were, 'cause I never paid attention to any but the chorus I guess.

― blank, Monday, 8 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

I haven't had this feelings no-one near this = this feeling nowhere near this

― blank, Monday, 8 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

(fr+drunk) going experimental about it is hazardous at best.wrong wrong wrong society says it's most likeley to turned up to be. beyond heart and ache is a weird place indeed!

― The Hegemon, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

The discussion is about rational choice I assume

― The Hegemon, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

okay I want either:

1.helps for heartACHE ??? (I guess I already know some but hmmm, okay it's a little more complicated when someone else is hurt too and you want to hold them on and on but you both hurting) & I also think maryjane would help me but I haven't got any or supply or money really. A good sleep would help but seems elusive. So probably better I am more after < >2.scientific theories about actual heartache of the emotionally based type
3.more songs/lyrics about how it's feel better to be punched and bit now than the present achy heart.

― blank, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

I don't understand Hegemon. Are you poking my quivering googoo heart with a stick?

― blank, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

i'll think of some better advice real soon - gimme time - but right all i gots = U&K to stop playin those fuckin chills records dude!

― UOIU, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

serious! i can hear that shit from here, at least turn it down a bit!

― UOIU, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

Fair enough. What should I listen to? Believe it or not I've been listening to the Violent Femmes ('3' and now hankering for a couple of songs from 'the blind leading the naked' - namely "heartache" and "I held her in my arms"). This is pretty embarrassing. Has anyone read anything by Peter Handke? For some reason I'm finding it comforting right now to think of the book by him I read, where a man walked big distances over steppes and was always getting hit on the head and sitting in forests and obsessing over mushrooms.

― blank, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

I mean, I'm not actually embarrassed for liking those seconds as much as I do, I'm really proud of it; it just seemed embarrassing in the context of my mewling and Chills listening.

― blank, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

seconds ?? I meant records. Been up long time etcetera

― blank, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

it's a SCIENCE question!!! science science science; no feelings or poetry. So you can answer it. You can also use me for experiments please.

― blank, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

What should I listen to?

oh just horsin' w. ya...but personally i'd favour "Dirty Deeds" by AC/DC or maybe some Dictators or Budgie or Sabbath.

― 24 hour troubleshooter, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

but...I have self destructive tendencies simmering and I um I think I need gentle music (not necessarily sounds gentle, well like Melanie or eerr Travis or Roy Harper oh but god how I wish I had his song "another day" at the moment ANYWAY bla bla bla) I'm not really serious I mean I can find things to listen to but I really want to know why does your heart HURT like this or is it just because that's where we localise it or even wholly invent it because that's our cultural idea that we expect and reinforce??????????? Maybe I just have sore muscles around there so are misattributing it, but it seems like more than that.

― blank, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

yes thats just what works for me. talkin to humans is prob'ly a bit more important than music in the long run tho

― , Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

much as i don't like to cop to this

― , Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

ha ha i have "self-destructive tendencies" too that's prob. a lot to do w. why i'm into that fuckin music. you know those xtian comix that explain how ROCK'N'ROLL->DRUGS->OCCULTISM->MENTAL ILLNESS, well dig it, that shit is actually true!

― , Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

talkin to humans is prob'ly a bit more important

yes that's helped immensely except that person is not in very good position to deal and I make pain more that way maybe. okay but no-one can tell me about how long it took their achey h to mend up a little bit.

― blank, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

no but seriously , hey do you got AIM? you should come & talk to me & these ppl i know if you have, we are doing this chat rm & you know, those things are sort of like hanging out with ppl in real life except better!

― , Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

oh mine's like...the meter's still running. a year? i cant tellya.

― , Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

have you seen the chick tract called "one way", wherein all the sinners are walking in this big stinking festering herd with actual visible fumey shitty sin all over them, but some kids take notice of the sign pointing into the brick wall (that, previously, jesus and god built to block out the sin infestids) saying "jesus' free love gift in here" and it's all in black & white except when jesus' blood spurts all over these kids, his blood is in red.

― blank, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

no i havent seen that 1

― unknown or illegal user, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

end

― blank, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

I thought I could make this thread end

― blank, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

In two months you will feel a bit better, I promise. I am an expert on this, so much so that a few ppl have written asking if this thread is by me. You can trust me.

I think you should listen to Tanya Donnelly - Beautysleep.

― rainy, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

ha ha rainy it didn't occur to me that this person was ACTUALLY YOU. blank what you do if you want to make this thread end you write TITLE inside angle brackets & then i think ron is the only person in the world that can read further or answer it.

― uoiu, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

he has a pony

― rainy, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

Is Ron on some sort of magical computer? He can see kitties in IM and circumvent thread-ending ...

― nabisco%%, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

the kitties meake meow for ron, sometimes they blast his ears.

― rainy, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

rainy are you channeling hanle y?

― mark s, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

it's true! ask ron if you don't believe me!

― rainy, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

you should keep listening to the chills. and then also play "boys of summer" by don henley. wallow in it. ac/dc does not sound right when you are heartbroken.

― di, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

The loud, raucous and possibly angry noise could be appealing. I dont think don henley is good on any occasion :)

― Menelaus Darcy, Tuesday, 9 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

Di "dirty Deeds" sounds FANTASTICO when yr down about anything. works for me anyway. the chills would bum my shit out way furthur....like i said tho that's just me. i'm sorta w/ you re: "Boys of Summer" tho

― , Wednesday, 10 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

rainy speaks the truth. kitty does make meow for me. other people can see the closed threads too. and nothing will stop the afghanistan news!!

― Ron, Wednesday, 10 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

two weeks pass...

when some1 you lXvX ALOT mostest ETC eally really likes someone you can't stand well you're just fucked rihgt you just have to put up with it

― pissy, Thursday, 25 July 2002 00:00 (twenty-three years ago)

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