What is the worst thing you have ever done to another living soul?

I am most ashamed of... er, I'll have to think about that. (i am so lovely you see)

Subtext = what is the worst thing another human being has done to YOU?

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I know who I will be voting for now!

When I pushed one of my friends off of a dock into a lake just because I thought it would be funny. She was not amused, unsurprisingly.

Though strangely the people I really HATE haven't wronged me that badly, from an objective POV. All goes to show what fools these mortals be I suppose.

To seriously answer this question involves me ripping a lot of evil scar tissue from my heart from about a decade back. Therefore, I won't answer it, just trust that it happened.

Worst thing I've done = An ex dumped me to started going out with my "friend" (I wasn't told that at the time, found out later). I acted like it was totally cool when I found out and we all stayed friends (ha ha the gullible fools). First sign of trouble he's over at mine pouring his wee heart out, he was vulnerable, I snogged him then told her he came on to me. She dumped him and we ganged up and said lots of very nasty things to him. Revenge is a dish best served cold.

There have been personalities on here who have actually been stalkers. Not 'stalkers' in any facetious sense. I mean, hard core stalkers, following people, going into their apartments on a regular basis and so forth : predatory and dangerous. None of these personalities were regulars who were with the board from its inception or near beginning, however, and I don't think 'they' formed bonds with anyone here. Just a warning to anyone who takes people at face value.
― Dean Air, Tuesday, 23 July 2002 00:00 (12 years ago)

^^As cryptic now as it was way back when.

ikr?

Confession may be good for the soul, but it's the contrition that really matters, and just thinking about the worst thing I've ever done to another human already flays my conscience more than enough in the middle of the night, whenever the memory of it rises up out of the dim past. I think I'll skip writing it all out for the passing entertainment of ilx and random googlers.

maybe Dean Air was the stalker

also somtimes I go through ned's stuff, it's true.

if anyone has any answers that are "I wont say" its ok not to post that imo tbf

I catfished someone when I was 14 on the local bulletin board system. I pretended to be a male vampire named Kage. lol. I felt so awful about it.

accidentally drowned a child I was supposed to be babysitting D:

I pretended to be a male vampire named Kage.

first internet posting i've legitimately laughed out loud at in i don't know how long, months at least. only to be blindsided by bs what the fuckery.

haha sorry that was NOT TRUE I took it from a book I read!!!

... but now I am guilty of nefarious deception B)

i forgot to do my half of a two person project in calculus, and both my partner and i ended up getting points docked for lateness. worse than that, we couldn't present that day and were the only group that didn't present. my partner for the project was so livid, i still feel sick thinking about it.

I called a guy I was fairly certain was actually closeted at the time, a "p00fter" to his face, loudly, in class.

he slapped me in the face, so swings and roundabouts I guess.

y'all are making me feel like a real monster here

Its possible Ive done worse things. I have a lot of memory holes...

taunted and laughed at someone while they were having a bad LSD trip

nu-ILX is creepy.

― Sterling Clover, Tuesday, July 23, 2002

nu-ILX is gettin old

fether I kilt a man

You are CJ de Mooi and I claim my five pounds.

i once called my best friend (who has struggled with severe acne for most of his life) "babyface" ironically after he pissed me off (over what I can't remember, not that it matters.)

I had a friend growing up who hated her mother and I didn't like her much either. One day she was bitching about her mother again and in a fit of teen angst, decided to fuck with her. So I called their house and left an answering machine message that said "Congratulations, Mrs. <name>, you've just won the Kennel Club's 1998 Best of Breed Award".

Friend was not at all amused. and apparently got grounded as her mom suspected she was behind it.

also did a Bruce Lee style jump-kick into the back of my friend in a game of street football. He had just caught a downfield pass over my outstretched arms and was running unimpeded to the end zone.

Oh did I mention we were playing in the street? Yeah...nice little gash in his leg. This is why nobody wanted to play sports with me.

also used to go on the People Mover at Disney in high school, armed with boxes of candy, and would throw candy at civilians from the ride for about a half hour.

i don't have much of a rap sheet I guess.

Continue in a relationship with someone I no longer found attractive and who I was with mainly because I didn't want to be by myself, and lust after other people rather obviously and embarrassingly.

I still feel the shame of my behaviour acutely.

OP: The magnifying glass/ant pile massacre at age 7 or 8.

I stuck an ice pick in my friends neck for trying to scorch some ants.

I couldn't save them all

When I used live in an upstairs flat on a certain rougharse estate in West Yorkshire I used to see the same heroin addict most days, looking very agitated at the phone box waiting for a call. This was in the pre-mobile phone era so this phonebox had strategic importance for him. One day I jotted down the phonebox telephone number and the next time he was there I called the phonebox and hung up just before he got to it, then repeat 10 times until rattling mess of a heroin addict is kicking the shit out of the phonebox. In my defence I will state that he was an objectionable shit and a burglar, but no excuse really I was terrible.

REQUIEM

lol