drugs. no..not crack..stuff you do/would do/have done

Anyway, I've noticed people are posting about using illegal substances in a public forum, and I need to warn everyone that whatever you say here can be used against you by employers, the police, and so on and so forth. So make sure you're either using an alias that no-one will see through, or think very hard about what you're saying here. I know, so much for the first amendment and all, but you may be putting your career/personal life/lack of criminal record at risk...

Just a quick warning! :)

Would say that nothing comes close - not even shooting smack or crystal meth - to the quality of high produced by some of the e's that were around in the UK 1988-1991. Quit everything about five years ago - only long term side effect after years of multiple drug abuse: a) patterned stuff shifts about a bit when I stare at it.

Drugs was a phase passed through as an adolescent. Ultimately gave up as an artificial shortcut to places and emotions better acheived by natural means. What was important was the journey, and not the destination.

With regards to E... I was dosed against my will and without my knowledge exactly once back in about 1992 (at a party by a crazy lesbian who wanted to sleep with me). I remember being absolutely astounded that people actually paid for the drug, I was so unimpressed, it mimicked so exactly the sensations of manic episodes that I (a diagnosed Bipolar personality) went to great lengths to *prevent*.

Struck me as supremely ironic that people would pay such great amounts of money for a pill that duplicated an experience I would get for *free* if I stopped taking my expensive pills.

Whoops, I've just admitted to a history of mental illness in a public forum. I'm sure that's pretty dodgy from a legal and social standpoint, too. ;-) Oh well. Now when you tell me I'm mad, I can retort "I've been told that by experts!"

You can order Salvia Divornum through "of the jungle" catalog from California.

Ecstacy - First time was good but not mindblowing. Second time had a half pill which did nothing and then a second half that actually was mindblowing - I was dancing manically in the *chill out room* at a rave to what was in retrospect most likely fairly mediocre trance and breakbeat. Didn't feel lovey dovey towards others but I did fall in love with dance music more deeply and it definitely did change the way I listened to the music. Third time it did nothing.

I snorted a bit of coke once but it did absolutely nothing - I suspect it was fake (given to me by a middle aged queen hoping I'd show him a good time in gratitude - if I was him I wouldn't have wasted the real stuff on me either).

u know u kids could always huff some good old gas, had some of the best trips of my life with a 5 gallon gas can, a friend, and about 2 hours of my time

wanna keep it semi-legal i suggest takin about 2mgs of ativan, produces trip-like symptoms, mild pupil dialation, dizziness, loss of coordination to a degree, excited feeling, and gives me that pleasantly interested look in my eye. this i hear tale is not common but it is for me. and im not an lsd lightweight either.

interesting thing to do for the day: take 4 hits liquid on tongue drink half 1/5 of jose cuervo

dripping is fun and real fucked up

Used to like valium as a recreational drug, great after a night of raving. Total balm for the soul.

Thank Morpheus, I write this in Amsterdam where The Man gives two shits what you do in your own time and with your own body (erm...most of the time ;)

im prescribed 10 mg of prozac a day the prozac makes me jittery so i take 5-10mg of valium a day to take the edge off

i like to take 25 mg of methadone once every two weeks simply for the high (its not prescribed)

but i am unable to find how these drugs can affect you when interacted with eachother. any advice would be helpful.

thanks

any bad trip stories?

oh, right. looooking for something to put in my water pipe...O or H...

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I remember smoking Salvia on Christmas day with my brother when I was about 15 and it did absolutely fuck all... Eh.

I've smoked a little bit of weed in my time, but never seriously. That is, I've never actually sought out a deal, but will smoke a joint with someone if they light up, I guess.

Did E's for the first time last year and have enjoyed it greatly every time since. Took mushrooms for the first time on a beautiful Spring day about 5 weeks ago and found them, er, kind of disturbing. At around that time I spent a whole day freaking out (in a good way!) on acid and have been smoking a fair bit of DMT in the last couple of months as well.

The last DMT experience I had was about two weeks ago. According to my mate Head, it was the Mega Dose. I wanted to try listening to music as I went in, so we put on that Sigur Ros track from the end of Vanilla Sky (Oh, god, beautiful!) but I was gone within seconds and I really don't remember hearing any the song.

Essentially the whole experience was like, um, partying with aliens and other highly evolved beings in the Astral Plane for about a couple of millions years. When I came back I spent about half an hour lying down on the grass trying to comprehend, um, the nature of existance ("Wait? So... I'm a person? And Head's a person? And he's my friend? And we're... humans? Oh, god....", etc.)

This may be true, but I'm not convinced the two sides are different people all of the time, and anyway, with all due respect to Andrew L (that phrase carrying its usual meaning!), I want a disinterested party to tell me so.

Your mounting addiction will put you in some compromising situations (putting your health, freedom and very existence at risk, depending on how you are scoring the stuff). You'll get mugged, ripped off, and sold crap that is one part cocaine to 100 parts god knows what.

So, yeah, just say no.

but im a mother now and all responsible an that :-)
*sigh* those were the days.....................

Bad trips? Oh hell yeah, thats why I stopped mushrooms. But the best LSD trip was when I watched some rocket ship land in my local park, cool.

E-had some really good powder once, otherwise it creeps me out because I see what other people look like on it (grinding jaws, crying, nystagmus, etc.)
Coke-I try not to have any sources for this
Opium-fun but not something I'd do unless on school holiday
Smack-never ever and never would consider it, too many dead friends
Acid-was great for the summer of '94, haven't liked it since
Shrooms-there's a time and place, but it's rare (although my best psychedelic experiences have been w/shrooms)
K-never tried it, not likely to
Weed-used to love it, now it's a boring drag
Alcohol-still like it, but now prefer quality over quantity

I have some friends who have had crazy DMT experiences, personally I doubt I am likely to try any new substances I haven't already had by now.

These days, that pretty much blocks all use for me. Not gonna be taking care of my daughter while high...not a good idea. I've never tried DMT or salvia, but both sound up my alley (they've intrigued me for a while) and the relatively short durations are appealing.

I will say that when I was trying more things, I smoked crack once. It was given to me. The most whooshing high I have ever felt, but as said, in 2 minutes the rush was off. I saw the other guys smoking more and all I could think about was "where's mine?! I want more...what can I do to get it?". It was such an intense and intensely evil feeling, I knew the high just wasn't worth it for me. I can well see why people would get hooked on it and destroy themselves in the process.

This all sounds so negative. I like drugs...I like the places my mind goes...I like music on drugs. I like music made for drugs. Music is a drug (yeah, yeah, I know). My past experiences really affect how I hear music. Fer instance, every time I hear the song "Speed" by the Ron Wray Light Show (off 30 sec. before the calico wall)...I feel my spine. And as the note I wrote to myself once, tripping, while listening to Skullflower: "dear nick, welcome to your spine."

ok, i laughed, but that's still cruel.

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jus the reef

i had a rather large space cake in amsterdam at 25 and discovered the nature of the universe. i don't mean that in a corny way. i mean it was a big deal for me. it was very disturbing. but now i understand religion and have since never wanted to kill myself again.

The most legitimate reason for taking drugs - because you find out your mind is not a trustworthy narrator. Plus, you don't have to do it very often to get the whole benefit. Then you can stop there, one hopes.

Coffee and alcohol. I won't talk about the past, but that's the long and short of what I currently take and enjoy.