Sleep deprivation, or just simply not going to bed- Classic or Dudd?

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chrisb (chrisb), Friday, 23 August 2002 07:00 (twenty-three years ago)

A way of life.

Melissa W (Melissa W), Friday, 23 August 2002 07:16 (twenty-three years ago)

Classic 'cause MBV used to do it and the results speak for themselves.

Julio Desouza (jdesouza), Friday, 23 August 2002 07:19 (twenty-three years ago)

it's killing me.

RJG (RJG), Friday, 23 August 2002 07:34 (twenty-three years ago)

Dud. Sleep is great, I like sleep.

jel -- (jel), Friday, 23 August 2002 07:45 (twenty-three years ago)

the FCUKING downstairs neighbours came in and started playing v loud crappy '70s rock at quarter past midnight this morning/last night. i am usually quite reasonable when this happens but i kind of lost it at them this time i'm afraid. seeing as how i had to get back *up* again in like 6 hours' time. also the motherfucking car alarm that goes off at midnight *every* night made me so cross that i could barely get back to sleep as it was. one day i am going to take a DUMP on that bastard's bonnet. so um yes, sleep deprivation = the biggest fattest DUD ever and i'm moving to the country where it's quiet.

katie (katie), Friday, 23 August 2002 07:54 (twenty-three years ago)

I suddenly feel more awake.

RJG (RJG), Friday, 23 August 2002 10:04 (twenty-three years ago)

Classic, Ive had 2 hours sleep this morning since im working 9-5 in the day and 6-8 at night in a molten metal foundry. its a completely knackering, yet strangely awakening ritual.

Wizzle

wil, Friday, 23 August 2002 11:21 (twenty-three years ago)

I must have sleep. To be without it is sadness.

Ned Raggett (Ned), Friday, 23 August 2002 12:31 (twenty-three years ago)

what ned said, except replace sadness with "complete fucking lunacy". i am VERY grumpy when i don't get enough sleep.

katie (katie), Friday, 23 August 2002 12:33 (twenty-three years ago)

I am desperate to get some sleep but my wife and daughter have been kidnapped, someone is using me as a pawn in their assasination attempt on a candidate for the next presidency and I think some people in my office might be involved.

Jack Bauer (Pete), Friday, 23 August 2002 13:10 (twenty-three years ago)

90 minutes snooze won't harm, jack, we'll watch CSI and Law&Order, and yr wife won't be any deader at close of play

CSI is kewl they had vom-cam once, and bullets made of meat

mark s (mark s), Friday, 23 August 2002 13:16 (twenty-three years ago)

I am currently seeing trails due to lack of sleep.

Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Friday, 23 August 2002 13:21 (twenty-three years ago)

sleeping is my most favoritest thing in the whole world

ron (ron), Friday, 23 August 2002 13:24 (twenty-three years ago)

Mmmmmm *pulls blankets over head and sleeps*

Sarah (starry), Friday, 23 August 2002 13:25 (twenty-three years ago)

I am currently seeing trails due to lack of sleep.

Lack of sheep, surely.

Ned Raggett (Ned), Friday, 23 August 2002 14:16 (twenty-three years ago)

Ned Raggett, you are a BAAAAAAAAAAA-D man.

Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Friday, 23 August 2002 14:17 (twenty-three years ago)

24 is on SUNDAYS unlike CSI L+A, mark s

"whooo-oo are you/ oo-oo / oo-oo"

but rather than chide ye may i put forward the confection that REPEATS (saturday for 24) are merely the subconscious reruns of events in characters' sleep

bob zemko, Friday, 23 August 2002 14:46 (twenty-three years ago)

Dan's secret jealousy is that I'm going to go visit a land known for its many sheep, of course. Poor soul.

Ned Raggett (Ned), Friday, 23 August 2002 14:48 (twenty-three years ago)

Now we know why Ned's going to New Zealand! Ew.

Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Friday, 23 August 2002 14:56 (twenty-three years ago)

Now who's a baaaaaaaaaaaaaaah-d mang?

j.lu (j.lu), Friday, 23 August 2002 15:00 (twenty-three years ago)

See, I knew you would say that, Mr. Perry, which entertains me greatly. You definitely don't need provocation. ;-)

Ned Raggett (Ned), Friday, 23 August 2002 15:07 (twenty-three years ago)

yeah but on sunday it clashes with the west wing = no point in even joking that i wd be watching another side cz i WOULD!!

what is this "video" you speak of?

mark s (mark s), Friday, 23 August 2002 15:19 (twenty-three years ago)

(Sorry, I missspelled ewe.)

Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Friday, 23 August 2002 15:56 (twenty-three years ago)

(All of my postings today can be blamed on sleep deprivation.)

Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Friday, 23 August 2002 16:11 (twenty-three years ago)

And, all the other days?

david h (david h), Friday, 23 August 2002 16:14 (twenty-three years ago)

That can be blamed on him downloading B3TA images directly into his brain a la Neuromancer.

Ned Raggett (Ned), Friday, 23 August 2002 16:19 (twenty-three years ago)

If I could do that, I'd never leave the house!

Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Friday, 23 August 2002 16:32 (twenty-three years ago)

consarn it, julio also mocked me about video the other day

bob zemko, Friday, 23 August 2002 17:15 (twenty-three years ago)

You leave the house?

Ned Raggett (Ned), Friday, 23 August 2002 17:28 (twenty-three years ago)

DUD. Getting up at 5:30-6 AM for school makes it hard to avoid though.

Maria (Maria), Friday, 23 August 2002 18:47 (twenty-three years ago)

Well, ive taken to working nights for the summer like a hot dog in a vegan banquet. I exagerate, but the post-overtime walk home; the sun is shining, the birds is' singing and hot sleep action doesn't seem a nice place to be.
Then realise tiredness kills' (in some facet or other) a coupla hours before the next nights shift, manage an hour or two's winks after evening neighbours and then were off, grand prix style. Drowsy and hazardous; in a workplace of efficientcy. Though saying this it certainly beats the telesales temp-option I had to consider not so long ago.
Roll on autumn where London ain't a swear word, but where I live again.

chrisb (chrisb), Friday, 23 August 2002 23:44 (twenty-three years ago)

Classik! The hours between midnight & 7am are the grebtest time of day for nearly every activity under the sun. & also a cunning tactic for exploiting the flats yr crashing at/live in.

Ess Kay (esskay), Saturday, 24 August 2002 02:14 (twenty-three years ago)

classic. sleep cuts into my party time. also, sleepdeprived rambliness yay!

di smith (lucylurex), Saturday, 24 August 2002 02:26 (twenty-three years ago)

. . . however I should admit that I don't have a bed & have not slept in one since Feb or so (hurrah couches/floors); so I don't really have that much of an incentive to keel over (=> I exhaust myself & then collapse into blissful logsleep unmindful of uncomfortable sleeping surface - that's the theory, anyway . . .)

Ess Kay (esskay), Saturday, 24 August 2002 18:15 (twenty-three years ago)

five months pass...
I like staying up late (especially if I'm staying up to do something fun), but I don't like paying for it the following day. I have done virtually nothing today, thanks in large part to staying up so late last night. I end up losing more time as a result of not getting sleep than I would sleeping (since sooner or later I have to make up for it).

Rockist Scientist, Saturday, 22 February 2003 22:29 (twenty-three years ago)

dud. i was up til 7am on sunday morning and when i woke up felt shitty and depressed all day

electric sound of jim (electricsound), Sunday, 23 February 2003 22:53 (twenty-three years ago)

Definite dud. You DON'T want to be anywhere near me if you a) wake me up by accident mid-sleep, or b) I've not had very much sleep. I vary from muddled stoner's brain incomprehension, to seething crankiness. I can't cope without sleep.

Trayce (trayce), Sunday, 23 February 2003 23:19 (twenty-three years ago)

I did the sleep-deprivation/not going to bed thing and ended-up pretty damn sick. So now I sleep 12+ hours a day, on the doctor's orders, while I'm getting better. I like sleeping - and the lucid dreaming, too.

I'm Passing Open Windows (Ms Laura), Monday, 24 February 2003 06:18 (twenty-three years ago)

I wish I knew what caused lucid dreaming. I had a great dream about NYC last night wherein I stumbled onto a cheapo, suburban-style, vinyl-siding 2-story apartment complex right in the middle of Manhattan. It was utterly fascinating. I guess this is just an extension of my fascination when I went to a mall somewhere on Broadway in the 30's I think. Even though you were in midtown Mahattan, being inside this mall felt just like being in any mall in Nowheresville, USA. Cheap tile flooring, a Gadzooks, bad hair/clothes on everyone in the place.

Aaron A., Monday, 24 February 2003 06:28 (twenty-three years ago)

For me, Aaron, it's a combo of Welbutrin and Paxil and an anti-tremour med - the three together lead to lucid dreaming almost every night. In fact, I went off about what a jerk John Irv*ng is, because he's a snob and thinks he's better than everyone else and so forth. And my SO asked me how I knew this and I said "Because he refused to introduce me at the 92nd Street Y and so I had to give a reading without an intro." My SO looked at me oddly and said "Laura, you've never been to New York. You've never given a reading. You've never pubslihed anything that would be read in such a setting." And then I realized it was all a dream, though I am convinced I saw or read something about him being a snob about other writers.

I'm Passing Open Windows (Ms Laura), Monday, 24 February 2003 06:33 (twenty-three years ago)

Well my mom keeps begging me to take her "extra" Zoloft, but I have too many bad memories from various meds from my teens.

I can't discern any noticeable difference in my diet the days I have lucid dreams and those I don't; maybe it's random.

Good dream, though, Laura -- I was supposed to hear a lecture at the 92 St Y when I lived there (which was only for four months, and school related) but I skipped.

Aaron A., Monday, 24 February 2003 06:41 (twenty-three years ago)

Thanks *grin* (And a wise call on the Zoloft - talk to the Doc and all of that, first, of course.)

I'm Passing Open Windows (Ms Laura), Monday, 24 February 2003 06:45 (twenty-three years ago)

Yeah, pills definitely do things to your dreams!

My mom had minor surgery a few months back. When I was home over Christmas, I noticed she had never finished the Vicodins she was prescribed, so I uh, borrowed a few. Man, those things gave me the craziest, most intense dreams.

Mr. Diamond (diamond), Monday, 24 February 2003 06:45 (twenty-three years ago)

*laughing* I've a medicine cupboard filled with prescribed narcotics, which I can't take, but they insist on giving them to me anyway, you know 'just in case you really need them' - I've decided I just need to flush them away.

I'm Passing Open Windows (Ms Laura), Monday, 24 February 2003 06:53 (twenty-three years ago)

No! Send them to me!

Mr. Diamond (diamond), Monday, 24 February 2003 07:06 (twenty-three years ago)

I got two and a half hours sleep last night. I look like someone's dead relative this monring.

Lara (Lara), Monday, 24 February 2003 08:20 (twenty-three years ago)

ha ha, sigh.

geeta (geeta), Monday, 24 February 2003 08:22 (twenty-three years ago)

Ugh.

Lara (Lara), Monday, 24 February 2003 08:23 (twenty-three years ago)

I've been running on sleep dep the past four days. I mean, it's one thing to not be able to sleep when you've got a beautiful boy lying in your bed letting you do whatever you fancy to him. But when you're lying there unable to sleep coz yer thoughts are running so fast through yer head like a herd of demented wildebeasts that you couldn't keep up with if you even tried and you've got to get up and go to work in five hours when can't they just see, you've got all these amazing plans to take over the world and you really COULD do it all mwah hah hah but if you only had the time and the only time available is this useless dead space spent asleep ... then that's kind of dud.

kate, Monday, 24 February 2003 08:34 (twenty-three years ago)

Oh, and I'm just getting over a cold and feel like crap.

Aaron W (Aaron W), Thursday, 4 March 2004 04:11 (twenty-two years ago)

I would just stay up...you can sleep on the plane.

El Diablo Robotico (Nicole), Thursday, 4 March 2004 04:23 (twenty-two years ago)

Yeah that's what it's looking like. Anyone gonna keep me company tonight? So how are you Nicole? How's Detroit?

Aaron W (Aaron W), Thursday, 4 March 2004 04:33 (twenty-two years ago)

Surprisingly nice and warm for this time of year.

El Diablo Robotico (Nicole), Thursday, 4 March 2004 04:34 (twenty-two years ago)

Wonderful! New York is very nice. I hear that Miami is going to be in the 70s and 80s. I can't wait.

Lord I still have a ton of work to do... no sleep for me... no sleep.

Aaron W (Aaron W), Thursday, 4 March 2004 04:36 (twenty-two years ago)

Do you have any caffeine handy? That might help.

El Diablo Robotico (Nicole), Thursday, 4 March 2004 04:41 (twenty-two years ago)

look at it as a dry-run before law school and the bar exam ...

Eisbär (llamasfur), Thursday, 4 March 2004 04:44 (twenty-two years ago)

That's why I am up now, too much caffeine.

El Diablo Robotico (Nicole), Thursday, 4 March 2004 04:45 (twenty-two years ago)

I should drink some caffeine. And yes it IS a dry run for law school!

I think I'm gonna get loopy enough soon. Drinking caffeine would mean getting up and getting in the kitchen and doing stuff!

Aaron W (Aaron W), Thursday, 4 March 2004 04:46 (twenty-two years ago)

just think of all those ghostly stickers you can stick on the airplane ... or in miami!

Eisbär (llamasfur), Thursday, 4 March 2004 04:49 (twenty-two years ago)

They're already packed!

Aaron W (Aaron W), Thursday, 4 March 2004 04:50 (twenty-two years ago)

Any truth to that 'sleep cycle' nonsense? Like, it's better to sleep in 90 minute increments? Theory goes you're better off sleeping three hours than four.

I vaguely remember something form my psychology classes in college about different phases of sleep - like, REM is the third stage or something, right?

I once stayed up for four days and my friend's fiance, who was an EMT, told me that was a good way to kill myself. I'm sure he was just trying to scare me but now I only do one, two days max.

But yeah, as much as I love sleep, I cherish the quiet and solitude of the night, so I often stay up through the night. Those purple spots - usually between 5 and 8AM, when it's too early for work and too late to commit to sleep - are a bitch until that second wind kicks in. Then its smooth sailing till lunch time

roger adultery (roger adultery), Thursday, 4 March 2004 05:27 (twenty-two years ago)

a sleep cycle is generally an hour long, so if you sleep for an hour you should wake up just after completing REM, causing you to feel more alert then if you slept 90 minutes and wake up in the middle of a REM cycle.

oops (Oops), Thursday, 4 March 2004 05:29 (twenty-two years ago)

Watch Inuyasha.

El Diablo Robotico (Nicole), Thursday, 4 March 2004 05:42 (twenty-two years ago)

I think the truth is that people's sleep cycles vary not only from person to person but from cycle to cycle... so it's probably pretty useless.

Bleh. I'm definitely going to have to stay up. I already feel pretty, well, bleh!

Aaron W (Aaron W), Thursday, 4 March 2004 06:07 (twenty-two years ago)

I win!

Aaron W (Aaron W), Thursday, 4 March 2004 06:53 (twenty-two years ago)

seven months pass...
taking sides: going to a lecture by a friend that it'd be rude not to go to and falling asleep in it vs napping under your desk. i'm so useless on 4 hrs sleep.

toby (tsg20), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 11:32 (twenty-one years ago)

classic in tiny doses. this used to happen in college...getting just a couple hours of sleep over the course of a few days. really messed with my head. I'd hallucinate and crap. There was a kind of threshold of tiredness where up till then I wanted to sleep, but if i made it past, I felt like i could stay awake indefinitely. it's fun if you dont have any real responsibilities.

AaronK (AaronK), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 11:40 (twenty-one years ago)

I'd had less than 4 hours sleep for the past three nights, and tonight I'm going again. TO INFINITY AND BEYOND.

You've Got to Pick Up Every Stitch (tracerhand), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 11:44 (twenty-one years ago)

yay tracerhand is my sleep deprivation brother-in-arms

ken c (ken c), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 11:52 (twenty-one years ago)

another series of 'touch the truck' k thx plz.

g-kit (g-kit), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 11:53 (twenty-one years ago)

staying up watching wrassling until 4am last night was classic, obv.

ken c (ken c), Wednesday, 20 October 2004 11:53 (twenty-one years ago)

Dud. I just got back home from my holidays - flight delayed for three hours so instead of getting in at about 1.30 am we didn't get in until nearly 5 am. I don't want to go to bed as I am scared I won't wake up in time to leave for work at 8 am, so am going for huge slef-induced sleep deprivation. It's not really working out that well for me at the moment.

ailsa (ailsa), Monday, 25 October 2004 03:42 (twenty-one years ago)

Here's my last week: Stay up way too late. Get too little sleep. Get to work, it's a madhouse, so overcaffeinate and stress and yell at people, partly because it's a madhouse and partly because I'm not emotionally equipped to deal with anything. Come home too frazzled to be tired. Stay up too late again. Repeat.

Hank TenBeer (kenan), Monday, 25 October 2004 03:47 (twenty-one years ago)

my sleep has been so fucked up lately. it's like this:

pass out early --> have nightmare/vivid dream --> wake up at ungodly hour with anxiety attack --> eventually fall back to sleep --> another nightmare/vivid dream --> latherrinserepeat.

motown modown (Jody Beth Rosen), Monday, 25 October 2004 03:48 (twenty-one years ago)

and i'm tired all the time.

motown modown (Jody Beth Rosen), Monday, 25 October 2004 03:48 (twenty-one years ago)

I want to have finished working. My sleep patterns are screwed. Gives me that drinking-at-lunchtime feeling all the time.

beanz (beanz), Monday, 25 October 2004 03:57 (twenty-one years ago)

I just cleaned my kitchen from top to bottom. at 1 in the morning. I'm still not sleepy.

Jeff-PTTL (Jeff), Monday, 25 October 2004 05:22 (twenty-one years ago)

arrghhhhhh

Kim (Kim), Monday, 25 October 2004 05:28 (twenty-one years ago)

what you said

motown modown (Jody Beth Rosen), Monday, 25 October 2004 05:30 (twenty-one years ago)

Sleep is for the weak. that being said, i'm going go to bed.

lemin (lemin), Monday, 25 October 2004 05:50 (twenty-one years ago)

I have been running on an estimated 3 - 5 hours of sleep per night during weeknights since roughly the middle of 1994 and have also been receiving that same amount of sleep, save for a few brief spells with the flu and a couple of times when I was doped up from post-surgery painkillers, throughout the week since roughly the middle of 1997. I have been my household's sole driver for about two and a half years, haven't had a real vacation in over three years, and the last time I tried to take a (Saturday afternoon) nap, I only got five minutes into it before a phone call woke me up and I soon realized I hadn't finished a project that was due the following Monday. I'm surprised I don't look eighty. (Though I feel it at times.)

I say all this because there WILL be times when I won't make a bit of sense whatsoever and I want it to be known that it's all due to this feeling of being utterly brain-dead that will sneak up on me from time to time. Now, I will click "Submit", shuffle off to bed, and wake up tomorrow morning regretting yet another post. (Ha, so I suppose my answer here is "dud", though it's definitely been working so far in my life.)

Sycophantic New Romantic (Dee the Lurker), Monday, 25 October 2004 05:58 (twenty-one years ago)

You and I are very different people, Dee. I carefully structure my life to avoid that kind of madness. (I almost said "responsibility," but that wouldn't be quite accurate -- I am quite responsible at what I agree to do, which is far, far less than what you have agreed to do.)

Hank Tenbeer (kenan), Monday, 25 October 2004 06:06 (twenty-one years ago)

aw, poor dee, that post so looks like you are living on 3-5 hours sleep [waves of sympathy].

anyway, the main reason i clicked on this thread was to get some ideas for staying up:

a. for the world series and
b. for the presidential election

as both, on this side of the atlantic, at least, are all nighters.

in good news i have next wednesday off so i can pretty much sleep during the day, although i do have to go to our principal's leaving do in the evening...

CarsmileSteve (CarsmileSteve), Monday, 25 October 2004 08:15 (twenty-one years ago)

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sometimes i like to pretend i am very small and warm (ex machina), Monday, 25 October 2004 08:19 (twenty-one years ago)

Apparently I said this was classic upthread but I think it's dud now because I'm pretty sure my brain is permanently messed up as a result of it.

I still like getting drunk, only getting three hours sleep and then being all wired and hungover though.

Michael Philip Philip Philip Philip Philip Annoyman (Ferg), Monday, 25 October 2004 11:09 (twenty-one years ago)

anyway, the main reason i clicked on this thread was to get some ideas for staying up:

a. for the world series and
b. for the presidential election

as both, on this side of the atlantic, at least, are all nighters.

in good news i have next wednesday off so i can pretty much sleep during the day, although i do have to go to our principal's leaving do in the evening...

and also live WWE pay-per-view events.

I should really sleep at normal hours more, but staying up late is so much more fun!

ken c (ken c), Monday, 25 October 2004 11:41 (twenty-one years ago)

no dear, not for PPV WWE...

CarsmileSteve (CarsmileSteve), Monday, 25 October 2004 11:42 (twenty-one years ago)

my experience of staying up for the yankees-red sox games last week was that it turned me into a complete zombie after a few days. the staying up wasn't a problem, it was the having to get up after 4 hours sleep...

toby (tsg20), Monday, 25 October 2004 18:23 (twenty-one years ago)

nine months pass...
Revive!

Cyrus is just 3 months old and has slept through the night once so far in his life. That means I'm up every night, usually at least twice, sometimes 4 or 5 times, breastfeeding him or convincing him it's night and not day. I find that sleep deprivation is cumulative. I definitely start getting crazy, literally.

When I get really overtired, I find it hard to sleep. Like tonight. What am I doing up this late? (Rufus gets up every morning between 5 and 6, so this is the time to be sleeping.)

But sleep deprivation is a cool drug, too. Some of my most inspired moments have been under the influence of no sleep. I've also had very euphoric times on no sleep, usually following an irritable phase. I guess sleep deprivation brings out the bipolar in me.

(By the way, has there ever been a band called Bipolar Bear?)

Scott gets scared of me when I haven't slept enough over a few days and tries to force me to nap. Kinda like the time I had to force feed a diabetic a banana.

That lady who drowned her kids in the bath tub probably went crazy from not sleeping.

I'm babbling because I haven't slept enough.

One thing I notice now is that I feel drunk on 2 beers when I haven't slept enough.

Maria :D (Maria D.), Saturday, 20 August 2005 02:29 (twenty years ago)

Classic if you're not too tired and it is Friday or Saturday, but what a horrible feeling it is when you have to wake up and realize how precious sleep is. Mothers are an entirely different story.

youn, Saturday, 20 August 2005 06:40 (twenty years ago)

Aaaah yes, baby.... lack of sleep.... Christ, that's in store for me next year. :-)

nathalie starts to cry each time we meet (stevie nixed), Saturday, 20 August 2005 07:19 (twenty years ago)

six years pass...

few years ago i was getting off of this pharmaceutical i had been on for a few years and i was having trouble sleeping, and after several days it caught up to me in this weird way. for an entire day i would get these flashes of broken memories of half-remembered dreams or would-be dreams encroaching into my daytime discursive thought process. it was really unsettling. luckily i ended up in social circumstances that night that involved drinking a bunch and i think that went a long way to save my sanity from whatever untoward temporal lobe incursions were happening to me that day. the next morning and ever since i've been just fine in that dept.

until today... i didn't sleep much last night, which is not so so unusual i guess, but for the past several hours i have been getting those flashes again. like one part of my brain is trying to dream while the rest of me is trying to manage the daily activities.

i don't think it's anything that a long nap wouldn't solve, so this isn't internet-driven hypochondria, but, i'm curious, has anyone ever experienced anything similar? the previous time it happened it was really disturbing, because the flashes became more and more frequent, and it was really weird b/c there was this whole other life that part of my brain kept pushing for? And like even as I type this I keep getting flashes of memories that aren't anything corresponding to everyday life, they have recurring characters and themes that are just out of reach, like a fever dream or something.

dell (del), Saturday, 11 February 2012 00:39 (fourteen years ago)

but to be realistic it can probably be safely attributed to m83 and ghost pepper salsa and whatever porn i looked at last night.

sorry, is that too little information? it's hard to process things when one of my temporal lobes is being all "in your face" and said face is the other parts of my physical organism

dell (del), Saturday, 11 February 2012 00:45 (fourteen years ago)

in short i blame ed ball and anthony gonzalez' surreptitious inclusion of binaural beats in their music. i should have stuck to moodymann just like i never should have forsaken country crock. case closed!!

dell (del), Saturday, 11 February 2012 00:53 (fourteen years ago)

i used to get something like this when i was in high school and had recently discovered this thing 'staying up all night' and was pretty excited about it and used to do it for no reason two or three nights a week. i used to call it 'verbal hallucinations' because i'd be in a conversation with e.g. a teacher and then start responding to things happening in the dream that was going on simultaneously - so I'd start talking about the squirrel I could 'see' in my dream rather than the homework I was meant to be explaining.

marcus junius ubiquitus (c sharp major), Saturday, 11 February 2012 01:34 (fourteen years ago)

hah, ok thanks glad it's not just "me"

just weird b/c i used to fuck around with staying up all night in college or whatever but never experienced this until aforementioned thing a few yrs ago and today. yeah, it's like part of the brain is insisting on dreaming. guess my brain is less adaptable with onset of old age??

dell (del), Saturday, 11 February 2012 01:38 (fourteen years ago)

it's fascinating to me b/c it seems to be snippets of some interview i read last wk, and the recollections of the interviewee are so vivid, but only for just a brief second but it's so tantalizing b/c it seems to involve this whole cast of characters, and the themes are repetitious and insistent, i wish i could nail them down more. maybe it would yield some legit insight into persistently troublesome areas of my life or something.

would "smart drugs" help? or cannabis or ketamine or mushrooms or dxm? something to nourish the brain? cos it would be awesome to be there while the other part of my brain is doing these things

b/c when i'm awake i mostly think about what i might eat next. i need drugs that badly!!

dell (del), Saturday, 11 February 2012 02:24 (fourteen years ago)

sleep well my sweet prince

lag∞n, Saturday, 11 February 2012 05:04 (fourteen years ago)

thanks man. success, incursions have stopped. at this genuinely threatening rate of life-success i will be prez by 2016. god bless america. or any other country ya can't spell w/o "dell"

dell (del), Saturday, 11 February 2012 15:55 (fourteen years ago)


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