Another request for emails, I'm afraid - one year on from the worst day of our lives :-(

As you know, I was at my mum's in Glasgow but still felt completely down. Wasn't helped by the fact that Pulp (Laura's favourite band) were playing on Glasgow Green that weekend. Thought of going but couldn't face it.

Woke up on the Sunday morning with Aaliyah's "More Than A Woman" coming out of the radio. It sounded so desolate and forlorn I wanted to jump out of the window there and then (which is why I didn't trust myself to be alone over the weekend, 'cos that's what I probably would have ended up doing, or equivalent).

Feel confused and mixed up about so many things right now. I just need to talk to some of you, so if you've got a minute to spare please email me. It does make a difference.

Thanks.