How do you perceive music?

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It's a question I've been pondering recently.

There've been a few articles over the years about the topics of aphantasia, and more recently hyperphantasia.

There's also emerging research into what is known as SDAM. And synaesthesia has long been an intriguing topic in neuroscience.

It all suggests a wide spectrum in how we picture things in our minds - core memories, people's faces, letters and numbers, sounds, smells etc.

A book I'm reading "This Is What It Sounds Like"* by Dr Susan Rogers touches on the factors that affect our music tastes. It only recently struck me that we might all be hearing music differently to each other.

When I was a kid in music class, a teacher played us a piece of music and for our homework we were asked to draw what we saw in our minds when we heard it. The results were so wide ranging - from abstract shapes and lines to very literal pictures of people playing musical instruments on a stage or in a studio.

Since I heard about aphantasia, and that indeed some people on this very board claim not to be able to picture e.g. a sunset in their minds, I've always wondered how it affects the way they perceive music.

There've been a couple of times when I've been derided for some of my own more "colourful" descriptions of music on ILM.

I have a tendency to describe sounds in quite abstract, fantastical ways. But this is how I hear it. If I say a piece of music sounds like a jetski skimming over a purple and orange ocean, that's literally how I perceive it - I see that very clearly in my mind, and that's how I thought everybody thought of music - like a sensory generator that produces fantastical sensations - mostly visual but possibly olfactory or haptic.

It's only until I started getting people looking at me funny, or outright saying "No, you dummy, that's a guitar being put through a flanger and delay, what are you talking about?!" that I've begun to think we don't all get the same response to music: That we're all enjoying it, but possibly hearing it very differently to each other. This might even impact the kind of music we like.

I asked a few friends about this, and their responses were wildly assorted. Some said they had similar fantastic and highly-visual reveries as me; others said they don't "see" anything and just enjoy the music on its own terms (impossible for me to understand, qf); and others still a mixture of both, or something more abstract and vague.

So I've put a few poll options down here based on suggestions in the Susan Rogers book, but my guess is that people will have their own specific thoughts and experiences.

Personally I don't know if I fit into any particular category here, so I'm not sure how useful these options are. So feel free to just tick "Something else" and explain further.

What do you perceive when you hear a piece of music?

*a fascinating and frustrating read in equal measure as there are some pretty wild generalisations on every page - just a warning

Poll Results

OptionVotes
I don't see any mental images at all 18
I see patterns, colours, shapes that don't represent anything specific 12
Something else 10
Scenery takes shape in my mind, such as a river, a mountain, a planet etc 6
I picture the musician(s) performing the song or musical piece onstage, in the studio, or in a video 4
A story unfolds in my mind featuring myself, the vocalist, or make-believe characters based on the lyrics or otherwise 3
I imagine myself performing the song or piece of music 3
I imagine things I would like to build or create 1
I imagine worlds, such as those in sci-fi movies 1
I draw from or recall autobiographical memories from my past 0


Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 12:53 (one month ago)

combination of a couple at least

Stevo, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:00 (one month ago)

Some of those more often than others.

bert newtown, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:00 (one month ago)

Yeah sometimes in combination stevo

bert newtown, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:01 (one month ago)

I see a montage of scenes from my childhood in Sunflower Orphanage, occasionally me and my mates performing the song in funny outfits

podcast Diderot (Noodle Vague), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:04 (one month ago)

i see noodle vague and his mates performing in funny outfits

harper valley paul thomas anderson (voodoo chili), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:06 (one month ago)

Should've been a poll option

podcast Diderot (Noodle Vague), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:08 (one month ago)

I'm synaesthesic, but not with music, and also towards the aphantasic side. I'll have to ponder this one!

kinder, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:09 (one month ago)

With a lot of dance records I literally picture a dance floor. Or sometimes I picture a car on the street playing that song through a good sound system. But if I were actually hearing the music from a car on the street I guess I would picture something else, probably the singer performing. But with other types of music it would probably be one of the other choices on the list, it would depend on how evocative and relatable the song is.

Josefa, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:36 (one month ago)

I have aphantasia, cannot make any imagery with my mind unless on the edge of sleep, or I'm a fever or on certain drugs. what music does for me is take me to a specific place/time, like one that comes up a lot is (a) the end of Fen Causeway in Cambridge then (b) a similar-feeling road in Prague then (c) the time I went there with a Canadian friend and her friend from home, then (d) the fact that her friend died suddenly from a brain tumor a year later. Another place that often comes up is the old laundry room at Whitbourne Hall, where I (partially) grew up. Not sure if any of this will mean anything to anyone, sorry, but it's not really like I see these places, it's like I have a sense of the psychogeography of them and the emotions and memories that fit, and most of the time the association is opaque and I have no idea why this music = this place, except that maybe last time I listened to it I was thinking of it, and it's accidentally become linked. So think that goes under "other"

Francis Fuck Coprolalia (Camaraderie at Arms Length), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:38 (one month ago)

As I say, the poll options are drawn from a book that I only have a certain amount of time for (although they are based in research carried out by the author who is a psychologist and former music producer).

So I don't really know if they're useful or unhelpfully categorising people in boxes that in themselves make a bunch of assumptions.

I definitely would be ticking a few or all of these boxes really. Or maybe it's none of these.

If I listen to "Under BOAC" by Autechre, I picture being inside a gigantic clockwork machine, like a grandfather clock as tall as the Eiffel Tower, with enormous springs being wrenched and pulled.

Broken Social Scene's "Hotel" gives me an almost somatosensory feeling of a hot shower after having been out in the cold for a long time.

Kraftwerk's "The Model" doesn't make me think of a model or robots or Kraftwerk themselves, but streetlights distorted through a car window in a rainy day.

Whether this is all cross-sensory or associative or just something entirely made up, I can't tell you.

Synaesthesiacs who say they "see" colours when they think of numbers make me wonder if this stems from maybe a child's picture book or frieze they might have learnt from when they were young.

But I think it's just as interesting that someone might be able to hear music without scenes or images coming to them

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:38 (one month ago)

CaAL - that's interesting. I think one of the poll options (autobiographical memories) would definitely work there

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:43 (one month ago)

I generally sing along, with the lyrics if they exist or with the bass line

our beloved RIFF LORD (DJP), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:45 (one month ago)

somewhere between picturing musicians performing and picturing myself performing. The way I'd describe it is that I'm always envisioning how the piece was made and how I might re-create it or something like it.

whimsical skeedaddler (Moodles), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:50 (one month ago)

Primarily, "A story unfolds in my mind," but also a blend of the following:

I picture the musician(s) performing the song or musical piece onstage, in the studio, or in a video: Less common, but who's not gonna picture Slash outside the church when listening to November Rain?
I imagine myself performing the song or piece of music: If I identify with a song strongly enough, I will imagine "what if I wrote this and performed it at a local open mic night and everybody clapped?"
I see patterns, colours, shapes that don't represent anything specific: Instrumental music, mostly, like techno or classical or Dead jams. Sometimes that stuff will trigger a story to unfold in my mind as well, though.

peace, man, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:53 (one month ago)

xp Moodles, even if it's, say techno, which I know you enjoy a lot - do you think in quite literal terms of "I wonder how this was made / I would like to make this"?

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:54 (one month ago)

I didn't pick "autobiographical memories" because the associations are so random and unconnected to the music itself, and are not so much about memories of events but of the feeling of particular places - but even more so because most music does not produce images at all. I'm also severely colour blind and visuals are just much less important to me than sounds, I can play whole albums in my head and not see anything.

Francis Fuck Coprolalia (Camaraderie at Arms Length), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 13:57 (one month ago)

If I say a piece of music sounds like a jetski skimming over a purple and orange ocean, that's literally how I perceive it - I see that very clearly in my mind, and that's how I thought everybody thought of music - like a sensory generator that produces fantastical sensations - mostly visual but possibly olfactory or haptic.

this just sounds like a sort of synthesia? idk i don't experience synthesia and my imagination is much more oriented towards audio over visuals, i don't particularly associate music with imagery - it can bring up associations of course but that's hardly the default

ufo, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 14:19 (one month ago)

I voted "something else." I *can* visualize various things while listening to music, but that is like a secondary, optional thing. The way I experience music is simply through the way it makes me feel, and any images or stories I might employ are metaphors to communicate that feeling to someone else. That's the long and the short of it for instrumental music.

When vocals and lyrics are involved it's a bit different. If I hear a human voice, I'm naturally going to picture the person behind that voice, either what they actually look like, or what I imagine they must look like. And I'll visualize whatever story or image the singer is putting forth, so far as I can.

One thing that I have found is that the more I have learned about music over the years, the more involved my analytic mind is while listening--noticing aspects of composition, playing technique, arrangement, production, etc. It's an automatic thing that I can't really turn off, so it's just as much a part of my perception (and enjoyment!) as the immediate emotional impact. When I talk to friends who also love music but who have not played or studied it, I get the impression that they experience music more as a total gestalt, rather than as separate elements.

feed me with your chips (zchyrs), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 14:46 (one month ago)

xp I can't speak to Moodles' experience, but "how was this created" is a question that often occurs to me while listening

feed me with your chips (zchyrs), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 14:49 (one month ago)

I clicked "patterns, colours, shapes," but really it's a combination of that and picturing scenery. The other day I was at a show with my brother and at the end of a lovely instrumental guitar piece I turned to him and said "That made me want to visit Isle au Haut, Maine!" but then couldn't give any reason why other than "well, when I was listening to it I pictured Isle au Haut, Maine." But mostly I just get an image like a screensaver of little bursts of shape or color appearing in the part of my field of vision that corresponds to where the sound is coming from. Often they are very undefined - it's more that I know something is there and I feel like I'm seeing something, rather than actually visualizing a full shape that I could draw.

But sometimes I do get images like your jetski - it really depends on the music. This summer I posted about listening to Wrong Way Up by John Cale and Brian Eno on a train, and how that seems appropriate because I picture a song like "Lay My Love" as a train - not the kind of high-speed train I was on, but the classic image of a steam train with wheels clacking busily underneath it and then the train itself gliding along smoothly on top of all that frenetic motion.

Lily Dale, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 14:53 (one month ago)

I think of music as a giant llama.

The Luda of Suburbia (Alfred, Lord Sotosyn), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 14:55 (one month ago)

Like, how giant? Mountain-sized or like the size of a lifted pickup truck?

feed me with your chips (zchyrs), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 14:59 (one month ago)

a little bit of each of these, depending on the music I guess

donna rouge, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 15:13 (one month ago)

I was literally just thinking about how, 10 years ago on this board, I was so sure everyone was "taken somewhere" in their mind when they listened to music as I did that I asked something like "so where do you go when you listen to this?" and got some answers challenging the premise. Basically people saying that's nice your brain does that but that's certainly not universal and for a lot of people it's just enjoying the sounds / melodies without any sort of mental transportation.

So I was thinking about how at this point in my life, possibly also due to some medications, is my "transportive" experience with music still even a thing? It was so inherent to my experience at the time but now it's kind of circumstantial if it happens at all. I used to curate music very specific to settings because of the way it would soundtrack very specific mind journeys, but these days it matters way less to me and I think by and large I'm NOT visualizing thematically appropriate locations during listening and yet I'm still capable of it.

However, reflecting on how intense it used to be for me makes me wonder if my mental health has tanked to a certain degree or if it's just simply an evolution in my focuses or priorities or neurons or what.

Evan, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 15:31 (one month ago)

So I was thinking about how at this point in my life, possibly also due to some medications, is my "transportive" experience with music still even a thing? It was so inherent to my experience at the time but now it's kind of circumstantial if it happens at all. I used to curate music very specific to settings because of the way it would soundtrack very specific mind journeys, but these days it matters way less to me and I think by and large I'm NOT visualizing thematically appropriate locations during listening and yet I'm still capable of it.

How people curate their playlists is an interesting one.

I have a friend who is a huge huge encylopedic font of music knowledge, and, like me, a big fan of putting together themed playlists.
Unlike me though, he describes himself as largely aphantasic. His playlists tend to focus on specific micro-genres or periods and places in time.
So for example he has playlists called things like "New York House & Garage: 2000s" or "West Midlands Ska & Reggae 1979-81".
These are EXPERTLY curated, really cleverly put-together playlists by someone who clearly has a passion for deep dives into history, scenes and micro-movements.

Compare this to the kinds of playlists I tend to put together and which broadly ignore conventions of time, place, physical context. Rather they tend to focus on moods that are very specific to myself.
Using a naming convention of "short words beginning with 'S'", one example is "SMOG" which attempts to capture the feel of a smoky underground hotel lounge at some strange hour of the night.
On there, there is everything from The Viscounts' "Harlem Nocturne" to Two Lone Swordsmen's "Brother Foster Through The Phones" to dEUS's "Quatre Mains" to Eric Dolphy's "Hat And Beard" - none of them related other than they all give off a particular atmosphere.
Other playlists include STARE (oppressive, uncanny alien worlds), and STORM (pop songs that make me feel like I'm safe indoors while gales and rain lash down outside - "Running Up That Hill", for example).

Just two ways to approach things, I guess, but I couldn't do the smartly-researched thing my friend does. It's very much about feel and texture.

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 15:47 (one month ago)

I think I picture the musicians and instruments for some kinds of music, especially if I'm familiar with them, like jazz or James Brown or whatever. But I also have a lot of abstract images of color and shape related to the timbers and rhythms, and for electronic music that's all there is.

Although unfortunately I do picture a DAW and plugin chains/automation for some kinds of music, usually only mediocre computer-made music though. If it's working it rises above that or I can't picture how they made it.

Jordan s/t (Jordan), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 15:49 (one month ago)

I don't like to focus on the abstract images side too closely, I guess, although I think it's probably very important to my sense of balancing things or making adjustments when I'm performing or making music.

Jordan s/t (Jordan), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 15:51 (one month ago)

And even though I'm not a big colors person (r/g colorblind), I have very clear color associations for different instrument textures.

Jordan s/t (Jordan), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 15:52 (one month ago)

The word "texture" as you've used it DL has sort of unlocked something for me, which is that my perception of music overlaps much more with my sense of *touch* than with anything visual. The timbre of an instrument can feel to me like a scratchy sweater, and a chord progression like a cool breeze on my face. This is still sort of metaphorical, but it's much more immediate and visceral and doesn't involve imagining much of anything visual

feed me with your chips (zchyrs), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 15:56 (one month ago)

A long time ago I dated someone who responded to music even more acutely in this way. I played some Fennesz for her and she had to ask me to turn it off because it was provoking such an intense somatic reaction

feed me with your chips (zchyrs), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 15:59 (one month ago)

Something else.

From a fairly early age, I began to understand that certain neural pleasure centres were stimulated by certain harmonic and melodic movements. Vaguely, it was moments of transcendent dissonance and resolution-- the entire first page of Chopin's A-flat ("Heroic") Polonaise kinda zips by in most performances, but if you slow it down, and play through it carefully, you realise that it's this protracted adventure over a V-root that goes to some extremely dissonant places before finally resolving on the exposition of the main theme. Tchaikovsky's "Andante Cantabile" (here) from Quartet #1 (the piece that famously made Tolstoy cry) has some of the loveliest SATB Bach-style writing, with this more-modern (almost poppy) middle section in a ridiculously distant unrelated key-- bIII, one of my first encounters with a mediant-related modulation. When I was younger I was drawn to more brutal Russian parallel movements and angular stuff, Prokofiev Violin Concerto 1 and Shostakovich Symphony 10 being the most conspicuous survivors from my childhood taste-- I no longer feel the same pull toward, say, Mussorgsky's Pictures. Conversely, toward middle-age my "like" of Schubert turned into a "passionate adoration".

These particular moments of neural stimulation would go on to form a sort of dogma about musical decisions. I remember, in my early 20s, playing in bands, struggling to express to my bandmates why my ears preferred it "this way" over "that way". I was told that another local musician had a similar tendency toward "dogmatic, seemingly arbitrary decision-making", and that in this dude's case he refused to play a V7, that the sound of the lowered 7th just grated against his ears. (I don't mind V7s but I would also vote against them in most circumstances, so I was happy to hear that I wasn't alone in these strange dogmas).

Similarly, certain harmonic decisions would fill my brain with the reverse, with a feeling of ennui and dissatisfaction. The most conspicuous of these is a I-ii-I movement. I love drones and songs that just hammer a I-chord for their duration, but for some reason, a I-ii-I always made my brain feel "really bad", which put me in a position of prejudice against certain popular songs that contained that movement. Certain of those songs (Leonard Cohen's "Suzanne") I've come to love despite that movement, and others (Parton/Rogers "Islands In The Stream") I still cannot bring myself to even tolerate and will slip out of karaoke for a breath of fresh air when somebody elects to sing it.

There are many composers and songwriters whose harmonic decisions trigger my pleasure centres and I afford them a greater-than-perhaps-deserved amount of my time and appreciation-- my big 4 canon composers are Bach, Chopin, Bartok and Ives and I think it literally is because these composers tend to make "the decisions" that my brain wants to hear. Other composers who are widely adores don't make those same decisions-- or perhaps make those decisions for people whose brains are wired differently-- and I cannot really enjoy Beethoven, Bruckner, much of Brahms and much of Tchaikovsky.

The fact that so much of my music appreciation comes down to "the nuts and bolts of harmony" has acted as a retardant toward many genres-- I've been slow to appreciate funky bass lines, over-complicated jazz progressions, bridge-pickup rhythm guitar parts, drum solos. I'd describe my preferences as "stiff"-- one of my favouritest things is when a choir introduces a meaty descant part on the final verse of a Christmas carol, and one of my least-favouritest things is when the final chorus of a pop song features the lead doing vocal improvs and comping. I mean, at this point in my life, I like it all, but I remember quite acutely my first exposure to (for example) Mariah Carey's "Fantasy" being one of confusion, it sounded cacophonous and formless to my 15-year old ears, but within a few years my feelings had reversed entirely and I concur that it's a proper choice for "the best song of the decade".

There are pockets in the pop music canon that I don't fully "get", still, I guess. I feel like Garth Hudson must've made the suggestions (or planted the seeds) that made The Band elect to have the chorus of "Dixie Down" be I/V - IV - I/V - IV (instead of slipping to the root note of the I, I mean, maybe it was Danko's decision but it was a brilliant decision), and add that achingly beautiful suspension in the "na na na" chorus. That said, I don't really get The Band, I don't get most of "The Last Waltz", there's something odd about that whole era of late 70s rock (in particular, Joni's performance of "Coyote") that just doesn't trigger my pleasure centres. I don't get sax solos in that context. I re-watched "The Last Waltz" last night and I just wanted to turn it off and listen to Marquee Moon instead.

Crappo FX (flamboyant goon tie included), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 15:59 (one month ago)

If I say a piece of music sounds like a jetski skimming over a purple and orange ocean, that's literally how I perceive it - I see that very clearly in my mind, and that's how I thought everybody thought of music - like a sensory generator that produces fantastical sensations - mostly visual but possibly olfactory or haptic.

For me this kind of imagery only emerges when I'm intelectually trying to pinpoint how I feel about a song or communicating this to others - the metaphors aren't dishonest, but they do not appear organically while listening, it's a kind of translation.

a ZX spectrum is haunting Europe (Daniel_Rf), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 16:01 (one month ago)

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Evan, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 16:01 (one month ago)

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Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 16:10 (one month ago)

I know very little about the kind of music theory you mention fgti. but I think I know what you mean about "Islands In The Stream" - it's nothing to do with the song itself or the people singing it or anything like that; because now you mention it, it's the chord progression that makes me itch. I don't hate it so much as I'd leave the room but there's a reason I find it somehow dissatisfying and distracting

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 16:23 (one month ago)

I'd like to know how you feel about, say Ornette Coleman's "Lonely Woman"

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 16:26 (one month ago)

It's funny, I don't have the ear to be able to identify what I do or don't like harmonically in detail as I'm listening (would have to go to the keyboard and put in some serious effort), but fgti's post reminds me that when I was a kid I hated when a song would have a cool one-chord or minor key verse, and then go into a major key chorus, it sounded sappy to me. And I couldn't stand thick Beach Boys-style harmonies, which I love now. But I would listen to the Beethoven's 5th opening over and over. And I still get off on rhythm and interlocking parts much more than harmony, even though I love a good chord progression now and should spend more time analyzing what I like.

Jordan s/t (Jordan), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 16:35 (one month ago)

I don't have aphantasia, but I do have kind of limited phantasia - so if I'm "seeing something" in my mind it's very fleeting and shadowy and I have to sort of catch it out of the corner of my mind's eye before it disappears. Can't build whole scenes, never mind entire worlds.

Mostly I don't visualise anything with music, I *feel* stuff or *think about* stuff, so I might be imagining a place or a story but more in mood and language than visuals. I did click "no mental images" for this reason, but I think that's not quite true. Particularly if I'm listening with my eyes closed, I will get colours and patterns, and sometimes I'll get bits of performances or memories. It's just more usual for me to be feeling/thinking, rather than visualising.

emil.y, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 16:41 (one month ago)

It’s very dependent on the style of music. There’s music for the body, music for the mind, music for the spirit. In my case there’s very immersive electronic or jazz music that make me drift out while I focus on the textures, patterns and sounds. There’s genres like folk and hip hop that are more focused on storytelling where I don’t really “see” things unless there’s something unusual or slightly psychedelic about the production. And then there’s party music or more physically charged music where I don’t think much at all as it is more designed to sing or dance or just be awed at the technical proficiency of the musicians.

✖✖✖ (Moka), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 16:44 (one month ago)

I mean, it’s in part “my training” and also “my job” but my brain is just constantly Shazaming all ambient sounds without any conscious decision-making. Last night I sat with my brother on a noisy patio and couldn’t hear the faintest frequency spikes coming from the interior speakers, so faint, barely audible over the outdoor conversation, and my brain (without interrupting our conversation) heard certain glimmers of phrases and ID’d the track without even thinking about it (not actually, I don’t know the name of the band, something like Revolustica or Revolonicon, that one-hit wonder UK band with the song “Baby I’m Ready To Go”). I think I’d best describe it as “I hear music and see numbers and notes”

Crappo FX (flamboyant goon tie included), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 16:44 (one month ago)

no "lost in the sound, just listening" option :(

Serfin' USA (sleeve), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 16:46 (one month ago)

A few other pertinent questions might include:

- How often do you have music running through your head? Do you feel like you have a melody or song stuck in your head at all times or just some of the time? Are earworms a blessing or a curse?
- Do you ever dream about music, or find that your mind "composes" or thinks of music at night?

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 16:56 (one month ago)

I'm definitely in the "something else" category. I don't know anything about music beyond what certain instruments sound like - I can't read music, don't know what any chords are called and certainly can't pick them out on a keyboard, can't even play a steady rhythm without getting distracted - so when I review music (which I do a lot, obviously) I rely on poetic metaphor to explain to the reader what I'm hearing. But that requires conscious thought while listening, and translation to words on a page. I don't spontaneously have those thoughts while listening - "Oh, this Cecil Taylor solo sounds like a tray of glassware hurled down a marble staircase" (an actual example from the Taylor biography I wrote).

Another key point: getting an audio engineering degree, which required me to spend half a year working in a studio, fundamentally changed how I listen to music, because having any understanding at all (and my knowledge is 20 years out of date now, but still) of how records are made breaks the illusion forever. To pick just one example, Dave Grohl's drumming on Nirvana's "Smells Like Teen Spirit" is basically a loop; he played one verse and one chorus and the producer and engineer spliced the whole song together. The engineer I studied with isolated the drums, showed our class that, and I can never hear that song the same way again - the "three punk rock dudes thrashing it out in a room" vibe they wanted to create is gone forever, for me. I can hear the elements more clearly than the whole.

(Lately I am having similar thoughts about movies - I find myself looking at shots and editing, and picking the movie apart in my mind, laying the shots down on a mental table so I see them more like comic book panels than moving images.)

wipes chooser (unperson), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 17:00 (one month ago)

How often do you have music running through your head?

ALWAYS - mostly a blessing

Serfin' USA (sleeve), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 17:00 (one month ago)

Do you ever dream about music

I have dreamed about seeing bands, but not about music per se as an isolated thing

Serfin' USA (sleeve), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 17:01 (one month ago)

Mostly I don't visualise anything with music, I *feel* stuff or *think about* stuff, so I might be imagining a place or a story but more in mood and language than visuals. I did click "no mental images" for this reason, but I think that's not quite true. Particularly if I'm listening with my eyes closed, I will get colours and patterns, and sometimes I'll get bits of performances or memories. It's just more usual for me to be feeling/thinking, rather than visualising.

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I think this is partly where the Susan Rogers book falls flat a bit in that her study only seems to account for what one "pictures" in one's minds when we hear music. Ir doesn't take into account the whole spectrum of "feelings" which can be very hard to describe. And that can also break down into emotional feelings like melancholy or joy. But texture also. And there are more abstract "vibey" "feelings" that are almost impossible to describe, like the feeling of "fudge" for example - not necessarily the look, taste or even texture, but the "aura" and "vibe" of what fudge is. The intrinsic "meaning" of fudge, hahah

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 17:02 (one month ago)

Do you ever dream about music, or find that your mind "composes" or thinks of music at night?

this does happen to me (though not very often) and i pretty much always forget the melody within 20 minutes of waking

donna rouge, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 17:03 (one month ago)

Another key point: getting an audio engineering degree, which required me to spend half a year working in a studio, fundamentally changed how I listen to music, because having any understanding at all (and my knowledge is 20 years out of date now, but still) of how records are made breaks the illusion forever.

Interestingly, Dr Susan Rogers, whose book kicked-off my initial thoughts for this thread, began her career as an audio engineer, moving later into academia. And it's really telling, just the way she writes and her approach to her subject. She doesn't seem to be able to quite leave her audio production hat and the biases that go with it at the door. That's one of the most frustrating things about the book, tbh, because I feel she makes some quite wild assumptions and great leaps about how other people hear music.

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 4 March 2026 17:06 (one month ago)

many xps but letter/colour synaethesia, I'm fairly sure is not at all related to any posters etc when I was young. for a start the main graphic I can remember was an alphabet placemat all in red, yellow and blue, whereas my colours don't align with that at all, or any expected colour palette - greens and browns are prominent with only E being yellow.

perhaps interestingly, I have issues remembering/confusing some Japanese words in Romaji because they use a lot of similar colours in similar patterns, whereas in English my synaesthesia only ever helps me (spell, differentiate, recall words etc) afaicr.

kinder, Wednesday, 4 March 2026 17:13 (one month ago)

For people who are aphantasic, I wonder about your relationship to literature. Is it especially difficult to read fiction, or does it not really work like that? My partner claims to be aphantasic and says she struggles with fantasy but doesn't mind stuff that's grounded in reality.

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Thursday, 5 March 2026 16:25 (one month ago)

I don't really see any images when listen to music. Surprised to be in such a minority on this thread.

I can read literature fine (well, as much as I can concentrate on any text).

How often do you have music running through your head? Do you feel like you have a melody or song stuck in your head at all times or just some of the time? Are earworms a blessing or a curse?

I have music running through my head quite a lot (right now it's a guitars from The Boy with the Arab Strap), which I generally tolerate rather than really enjoying or hating. But I also call music to mind deliberately (or, semi-deliberately – right now I just found Laura Nyro's The Bells float into my mind and wanted to "play" it more so stayed with it) and that's more fun.

Alba, Thursday, 5 March 2026 16:41 (one month ago)

yeah I definitely don't see any images or colors. like Moodles it's more that I am either parsing, analyzing, or appreciating specific sounds

Serfin' USA (sleeve), Thursday, 5 March 2026 16:43 (one month ago)

There's sometimes daydreaming along the lines of option 1 but it's not visual. And when I was younger, more kind of "method acting" where I'd imagine the song is really about my life and loves.

Alba, Thursday, 5 March 2026 16:44 (one month ago)

ok it's true I do have vague imagery associated with "story songs" like "Rocky Raccoon" or whatever

Serfin' USA (sleeve), Thursday, 5 March 2026 16:46 (one month ago)

Squeeze "Up The Junction" another one

Serfin' USA (sleeve), Thursday, 5 March 2026 16:46 (one month ago)

My aphantasia isn’t total but my powers of visualization are weak. In response to cues like “Picture a sunset” my mental imagery is fleeting, schematic, and mostly colorless. I wasn’t aware that many people have richer mental imagery until I read about aphantasia a few years ago.

Re literature, I’m sure it’s different for everyone, but I read a lot and enjoy it. I like visually descriptive prose, though sometimes I’ll have to reread a sentence a few times to feel I’ve made sense of it.

Music evokes little or no mental imagery for me. Even live recordings of shows I attended don’t evoke what I saw with any clarity. Neither my knowledge of performers or my comprehension of lyrics stimulates imagery. I don’t have visual responses to symphonic or electronic music either. There’s more proprioception in my reaction to tones, rhythm, timbre, harmony, etc., I feel music much more than I see it.

Reading this thread, I’m … sort of glad? I think I like receiving sounds without my brain creating a parallel track of images. But I do wonder what it would be like!

Brad C., Thursday, 5 March 2026 17:01 (one month ago)

I feel music much more than I see it.

this is what I was trying to say! ty

Serfin' USA (sleeve), Thursday, 5 March 2026 17:04 (one month ago)

I've been quite surprised to find ITT that we music-feelers seem to be a minority.

feed me with your chips (zchyrs), Thursday, 5 March 2026 17:23 (one month ago)

same!

Serfin' USA (sleeve), Thursday, 5 March 2026 17:27 (one month ago)

I've been surprised too! Full-blown and presumably rare synaesthesia and listening under the influence of hallucinogens aside, I don't think it ever really occurred to me that people had a strong visual response to listening at all. I think I'm somewhere in the middle of the mental imagery charts that go around, and I do visualise with literature, though maybe not especially vividly, and people especially are very vague.

My listening experience is definitely also 'feeling'-heavy in a way that's hard to explain, often something like a mental analogy of what I'm hearing - little pings around my consciousness for arpeggios, various kinds of tension, opening, closing, little fluctuations, etc. Maybe this is something like a very unsophisticated version of what fgti describes.

lazy rascals, spending their substance, and more, in riotous living (Merdeyeux), Thursday, 5 March 2026 17:42 (one month ago)

One thing that I have found is that the more I have learned about music over the years, the more involved my analytic mind is while listening--noticing aspects of composition, playing technique, arrangement, production, etc. It's an automatic thing that I can't really turn off, so it's just as much a part of my perception (and enjoyment!) as the immediate emotional impact. ...

― feed me with your chips (zchyrs),

Can relate, but luckily I can turn it off! Like I've noticed Doraian/Mixolodian/microtonal Maqam modal ideas really get to me, and particular folk-rockish chord progressions (I - bVII - IV ) can sneak up on me and make me feel weepy almost. So sometimes I listen and just analyze the mechanics. But I get to switch back and forth between that approach and them hitting hard.

It’s very dependent on the style of music. There’s music for the body, music for the mind, music for the spirit...

― ✖✖✖ (Moka), Wednesday, March 4, 2026 11:44 AM (yesterday) bookmarkflaglink

This too - yesterday I was working from home, and playing a psychedelic cumbia comp and it was mostly grooving background music, but then the bassline of a particular track hit and work halted and my body started wiggling to it. The function of the music suddenly clobbered the enticing textures. Involuntary responses to music are something I really chase, I guess.

As for imagery, I can relate to the "scenery and landscapes" and I could really relate to the idea of the thread "Songs that are rooms with many doors". Dub and bass music often feel like entering ever deeper chambers in a huge mansion or temple.

I was cleaning up the house a few months ago, and found an old Rubik's Snake puzzle under a bed, and since then I find it immensely pleasurable to listen to krautrock and play with the thing. It's a kinetic sensory thing, but there's some kind of nostalgia happening too, these brainy 1970s sounds paired with a toy that reminds me of childhood brutalist buildings and geodesic domes.

I also find it harder to pull big emotional reactions from headphone listening, gotta be speakers. And live music is a different thing altogether - there I feel like analysis and imagery wilt in the face of the direct experience and human interaction.

bendy, Thursday, 5 March 2026 17:45 (one month ago)

xxp though maybe for me there are exceptions, the first coming to mind being things that sound very tactile, whether that's conventionally non-musical things being scraped or hit or rustled, or instruments played or treated in a way that also brings out the materiality, e.g. buzzing guitar strings. In those cases I think I would tend to do a bit of visualising of the actions, or imagined actions.

lazy rascals, spending their substance, and more, in riotous living (Merdeyeux), Thursday, 5 March 2026 17:46 (one month ago)

yeah i am def a feeler more than a picturer

harper valley paul thomas anderson (voodoo chili), Thursday, 5 March 2026 20:06 (one month ago)

3d animated gift of album cover

brimstead, Thursday, 5 March 2026 20:53 (one month ago)

I picture the musician(s) performing the song or musical piece onstage, in the studio, or in a video
I imagine myself performing the song or piece of music
Scenery takes shape in my mind, such as a river, a mountain, a planet etc
I see patterns, colours, shapes that don't represent anything specific

I alternate between these four, depends on the kind of music. When it's rock or other music with recognizable typical instruments like guitars, etc. and/or vocals I usually imagine somebody playing the guitar and singing and sometimes that person is me.
More pastoral stuff I picture fields, rivers, etc.
Most other stuff is just abstract shapes and textures, not so much colours though.

I think partly because of this I tend to favour more abstract electronic stuff where I don't recognize many individual sounds. Because I can't recognize any instruments and identify how it would be played my mind just defaults to abstract shapes. It feels like a purer form of music to my mind because of this, just pure sounds, not something somebody played and recorded. I know rationally that that's not how it is, but that's how my mental imagery works. I tend to try to avoid watching music videos for the most part because it creates an association between the music and fixed visuals which kind of ruins songs for me.

silverfish, Thursday, 5 March 2026 21:42 (one month ago)

I'm only a bad amateur musician, but it's interesting to me how knowing something about the mechanics does and doesn't affect how I experience music as a listener. My primary instrument is drums, so definitely I'm more attuned to rhythmic structures than I probably would be without that, and I know enough about chord progressions and key changes etc to recognize and register them — at least in pop contexts, jazz is worlds beyond me (though I am aware at least of time signatures). But I'm not sure how much that really affects my experience as a listener, which tends to be pretty immersive in the thing as a whole rather than as component parts. If I really like a song I might spend some time working out how it all goes together, but that's a conscious analytic exercise, it's not what I just naturally do when I'm listening. I'm especially not very attuned to lyrics except in the cases of some specific writers. There are songs I love that I've heard a thousand times that I would need to look up the lyrics to if I were going to quote them.

paper plans (tipsy mothra), Thursday, 5 March 2026 22:10 (one month ago)

i think i perceive most music like a series of visuals, not colors necessarily. usually abstract shapes, like when the synth comes in on New Order's Perfect Kiss it's like sheets of static-like silvery rain drenching everything else (all the dots and lines) and then vanishing when it drops away.

for other music i might visualize a landscape, or maybe even the musicians...depends on the music, i guess. if it's jazz and it's Art Blakey's version of A Night in Tunisia, I can see those guys jamming together in the studio. if it's a Miles Davis song like It Never Entered My Mind, I might see a rainy, mostly desolate street at night. idk.

omar little, Thursday, 5 March 2026 22:28 (one month ago)

Thinking about Miles, the main Miles I was exposed to as a kid was Sketches of Spain, which I loved. (My parents aren't really jazz people, but I think everyone who went to college in the '60s had that album.) And I think that album as much as anything really shaped my early thinking about Spain itself — I couldn't really picture much, but it sounded dusty, romantic, steeped in history. When I finally saw Rioja and Navarre decades later, it was weirdly like I'd imagined from the music.

paper plans (tipsy mothra), Thursday, 5 March 2026 23:15 (one month ago)

I'm a mix of "imagine them performing" and "imagine me performing."

I don't remember how I perceived music before I started making it. But at this point I cannot help but think about the mechanics of it.

A bit like peace, man's open mic post. With the wrinkle that if I am listening to music as a prelude to performing it I will frequently stop listening to the record so as not to be unduly influenced.

calmer chameleon (Ye Mad Puffin), Thursday, 5 March 2026 23:42 (one month ago)

If I listen to "Under BOAC" by Autechre, I picture being inside a gigantic clockwork machine, like a grandfather clock as tall as the Eiffel Tower, with enormous springs being wrenched and pulled.

question for you, dog latin: do you see this same image every time you hear "boac" or does the image change from listen to listen? does the height of the grandfather clock change each time? does the entire scene change? or is it always the same machine, always as tall as the eiffel tower, always with the same springs being wrenched and pulled?

fact checking cuz, Thursday, 5 March 2026 23:42 (one month ago)

(and are there songs where you see different, unrelated images depending which section of the song you're listening to?)

fact checking cuz, Thursday, 5 March 2026 23:43 (one month ago)

sometimes it's sort of like the sea of holes in yellow submarine

brimstead, Thursday, 5 March 2026 23:45 (one month ago)

I get zero mental images when I listen to instrumental music. I guess in music with lyrics, I might sometimes picture something if the lyrics are depicting a visual image (e.g. singer says "dont picture an elephant", I would probably picture an elephant). But in general, visual imagery is not part of my experience of music.

o. nate, Friday, 6 March 2026 01:17 (one month ago)

[slightly defensive post] despite the perhaps overly-methodical description of "how I perceive music", it is very deeply felt, just not as colours or images or anything like that

Crappo FX (flamboyant goon tie included), Friday, 6 March 2026 01:35 (one month ago)

By nature and incubation I am very analytical, and rhisappplies to music as much as anything else and it also intersects with my tendency to always put myself on the edge of things. If I picture myself anyway it in the control booth, assembling or disassembling the music, thinking about the relationship between the notes or the positions of the musicians in the studio. There’s something really engaging in thinking about how the limitations or characteristics of instruments or recording technology. This goes through visual art as well, stuff that resonates often has something intersting in technique or medium or technology.

As a result I find it really hard to have music on when I’m doing anything mathematical and really can’t fall asleep to music because it activates too much of the brain.

Ed, Friday, 6 March 2026 05:41 (one month ago)

Didn't mention working out how you move to relevant sounds. just realising on hearing something with a groove. That I still have the urge to move to a beat if it's the right beat. & if it's a hip shake or a foot flick or what.
Used to enjoy dancing , should get back into doing it more.
Cos one thin g I could do pretty well was dance and continually come up with moves.

Stevo, Friday, 6 March 2026 10:20 (one month ago)

question for you, dog latin: do you see this same image every time you hear "boac" or does the image change from listen to listen? does the height of the grandfather clock change each time? does the entire scene change? or is it always the same machine, always as tall as the eiffel tower, always with the same springs being wrenched and pulled?

― fact checking cuz, Thursday, 5 March 2026 23:42 (yesterday) bookmarkflaglink

Good question.

I should have phrased my original post better: I don't so much imagine I'm physically inside the clock, rather it's the concept of the clock that comes to mind. So it's half-and-half semi-visual/semi-conceptual.

The image will change from listen to listen, and also as the track goes on - like a music video with different scenes - a close-up of a giant spring being pulled taut; a huge cog turning; great tuned tines being hammered etc. Sometimes I also think of helmeted military pilots exploring the inner workings of the clock in a jet plane ("Is it washable" is surreal radio chatter).

It feels very obvious and literal to me that this is the imagery being communicated by the producers of the music, as opposed to "it is just an electronic composition", which of course it is.

Of course I can hear it as a pure piece of electronic music - even dance music - and get all nerdy about their origins in hip-hop and rave culture.

But it is also a grand old Gothic clockwork monument. That, as I say, is very clear to me.
Same as "Xylin Room" is like being in the boughs of a creaky old wooden ship, zooming closer and closer into the fabric and the knots of the wood it's been built out of.
Or how "irlite (get o)" is a fight in a swamp between a large formless creature and a swarm of killer bees.

I get that this is all about as exciting as describing one's dreams (i.e. boring AF), but also it feels so obvious that I always thought everyone who is a fan of Autechre hears/perceives their music in this way.

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Friday, 6 March 2026 11:12 (one month ago)

It makes me wonder about how Autechre themselves hear their music. When I interviewed Rob years ago, I really tried to get him to open up about what he and Sean were thinking about conceptually when they composed. Were they thinking in these evocative, fantastical ways? Were they beset by some specific emotion when writing a track? Were they thinking in any conceptual way, even if it was "I want to deconstruct breaks music in this specific way", or was it just machines and algorithms to them?

In practice, the answers I got were fascinating but not fully what I expected.

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Friday, 6 March 2026 11:17 (one month ago)

But, I mean, many composers of classical music and film scores attempt to tell a story through their music, so I don't think it's so strange to think about music in terms of evoking a narrative or imagery.

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Friday, 6 March 2026 11:20 (one month ago)

I'm definitely not aphantasic but I rarely get visual imagery from music, Autechre's Confield is a rare exception but even then it's quite vague - huge underground spaces, giant armoured chthonic creatures. Bine makes me think of a superfast underground train journey but in quite an abstract way. Most of their other music doesn't do this for me - Under BOAC might create vague images of metallic things being hit but nothing like as specific as what you see.

ledge, Friday, 6 March 2026 12:04 (one month ago)

many composers of classical music and film scores attempt to tell a story through their music

Typically involving a cartoon mouse and a broom, iirc

calmer chameleon (Ye Mad Puffin), Friday, 6 March 2026 12:14 (one month ago)

Thinking about music videos that work well in terms of "visuals" - one people come back to a lot is Star Guitar, but I can't stand it, it's exactly the idea that I've had (& I guess many people have had) so many times while sitting on a train or in a car and staring out of a window, but the execution just isn't there, it just doesn't feel like the music to me, the shapes made out of the window do not feel like the music. A much better one is Autechre - Gantz Graf, completely abstract at first, but so is the music.

Francis Fuck Coprolalia (Camaraderie at Arms Length), Friday, 6 March 2026 12:20 (one month ago)

Funny you mention those because they're both extremely important videos for me. I love the Star Guitar video, even if when I hear the song I wouldn't think "This makes me think of a train journey", the execution is so well done. And yeah, Gantz Graf is as close to what I see when I hear a lot of Autechre's music I guess.

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Friday, 6 March 2026 13:02 (one month ago)

Typically involving a cartoon mouse and a broom, iirc

― calmer chameleon (Ye Mad Puffin), Friday, 6 March 2026 12:14 (fifty-five minutes ago) bookmarkflaglink

It's called (a)Fantasia for a reason, I suppose

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Friday, 6 March 2026 13:12 (one month ago)

when i first saw the options i felt like: strategies for listening.
Or maybe ways to spice up yr pitchfork review.

but ive really appreciated the range of responses from instinctual to conceptual.

I think i kinda try to engage with what the music is doing?

Like...is it making me wanna dance? In an environment where people are dancing? Or ...

Is it asking me to notice what happens acoustically in a room when two pianos play the same phrase repeatedly but go in and out of phase?

Is it loud?
Is my whole body an ear?

Who the fuck is playing that line?

Is it referential? Reverential? Homemade? Deeply fucking spiritual? Angry?

Not only what it does but how what it does works...

bert newtown, Friday, 6 March 2026 13:16 (one month ago)

beautiful answer, bert

feed me with your chips (zchyrs), Friday, 6 March 2026 13:27 (one month ago)

One thing that I am realizing this morning is that those winamp music visualizers really had a long lasting effect on how I visualize music

silverfish, Friday, 6 March 2026 13:36 (one month ago)

as shapes, or more precisely, as edges of shapes

ciderpress, Friday, 6 March 2026 13:56 (one month ago)

Aye with wo many screens on everything I'm surprised Milkdrop isn't built into absolutely everything by default

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Friday, 6 March 2026 14:16 (one month ago)

*so

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Friday, 6 March 2026 14:16 (one month ago)

Music is not primarily a mental experience for me at all. Its more of a bodily experience. Good music hits me in the chest, and if its really good, sometimes further south as well.

o. nate, Friday, 6 March 2026 20:33 (one month ago)

many composers of classical music and film scores attempt to tell a story through their music

One of my favorite pieces of writing about music in literature is this passage in Howard's End, describing Helen's whole imaginative framework for Beethoven's Fifth: https://www.online-literature.com/forster/howards_end/5/

paper plans (tipsy mothra), Friday, 6 March 2026 20:41 (one month ago)

i think holger czukay recorded movies while watching actual movies and trying to convey a real immersive lysergic cinematic experience in music form, like going even deeper than a "soundtrack" into a "visual movie" or some such, with horizonal breathing dynamics

brimstead, Friday, 6 March 2026 22:05 (one month ago)

two weeks pass...

Automatic thread bump. This poll is closing tomorrow.

System, Tuesday, 24 March 2026 00:01 (three weeks ago)

Automatic thread bump. This poll's results are now in.

System, Wednesday, 25 March 2026 00:01 (two weeks ago)

Yowzer

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Wednesday, 25 March 2026 01:26 (two weeks ago)

crikey so you haven't all gone bonkers then

bert newtown, Wednesday, 25 March 2026 13:51 (two weeks ago)

https://15questions.net/interview/rasmus-oppenhagen-krogh-about-magic-sounds/page-1/

Jonk Raven (dog latin), Thursday, 26 March 2026 02:17 (two weeks ago)

disappointed there's no "i create a strawman who's wrong about my opinion so i simply argue with myself until another thing worth belittling comes along." maybe that's what "something else" meant?

either way, what a disingenuous bunch.

austinato (Austin), Friday, 27 March 2026 14:49 (two weeks ago)


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