― Ned Raggett, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― anthony, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― dave q, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― Geoff, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
2. I was amazed to find that MS had written on S&G. What next? the pinefox on Run DMC? I am fascinated to read the thing when I get time. From a glance:
3. I love 'The Dangling Conversation'. Haven't yet read enough to see whether MS likes it or doesn't.
― the pinefox, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
Phew, got that off my chest...
― Sean, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― Josh, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― mark s, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― Otis Wheeler, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― ethan, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― David Raposa, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
Contributing to the same site as Mark S makes me feel, somehow, a fuller, better writer.
― Robin Carmody, Tuesday, 24 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― Mitch Lastnamewithheld, Wednesday, 25 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― ethan, Wednesday, 25 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
At age 13 I hated myself. I thought of myself as a scared weak lying little good boy. I went to school and got hit with a barrage of sarcasm and abuse. I was hardly singled out; even the hitters got hit. Some people took it hard, others seemed to flourish. I took it hard. The words of pop songs were a living reality to me. You talking that way - they'd laugh in my face. She's the girl who puts you down when friends are there you feel a fool. She says you hurt her so, she almost lost her mind. You better listen girl. You're pushin' too hard. You're always laughing, way down at me. You're using all the tricks that you used on me. So watch out now. You're gonna cry. You're gonna cry cry cry cry.
I couldn't listen to "96 Tears." It made me nauseous, the way Rudy Martinez said "cry" like it was this gooey contemptible thing. Answer to Mark's "What made you cry?" question: Nothing. I never cried when I was a teenager. Two exceptions: Leonard Cohen's "Dress Rehearsal Rag" and the day in 8th grade when Sue Buck told me she wouldn't date me. I didn't cry in front of her, of course. That night I was standing in my room and I started crying, and I was holding a small piece of wood I'd carved, and I let loose, heaving the wood at the wall. It hit my Simon & Garfunkel poster, causing a small gash to the right of Paul's forehead. (I did cry in movies a lot, but never outside in my own life.)
When my parents would ask how school was, I'd say "Fine." This was the easiest answer. I didn't want to embarrass myself or frighten my them. I was sidestepping my parents' own terror, but I didn't know why my parents felt terror, or even that this was what they felt or that I was constantly trying to avoid it. But no wonder I loved songs called "The Sounds of Silence" and "I Am a Rock" and "The Dangling Conversation." And I don't feel the distance between singer and narrator that Mark feels. The love affair is falling to pieces, Paul knows this, but instead of confronting it he's talking about the theater instead. He may have done it the day he wrote the song. Or he could have done it, or I could have, or anybody.
― Frank Kogan, Wednesday, 25 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― Dr. C, Wednesday, 25 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― Richard Tunnicliffe, Wednesday, 25 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― David Raposa, Wednesday, 25 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― the pinefox, Wednesday, 25 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― Abusive Moderator, Wednesday, 25 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
― Mike Hanle y, Wednesday, 25 July 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)
Amazing what a song can mean to someone, especially a song I barely remember noticing. That it could, despite obvious limitations, inspire such feeling in kids, and inspire them to clear-eyed heartfelt eloquence more than a generation later, is, as Mark might say, "time's gift," and a li'l victory in passing (so pass it along of course). I remember buying "Hazy Shade of Winter" and "Fakin' It" on single, like important postcards from friends suddenly challenging their autumnal folkitude with big headlights, big wheels, engines shifting gears - drums, even - and seeming stronger thereby, without becoming too, like, happy. I associated these songs with sitting in the park, watching traffic cross the bridge to where my street became the Selma Highway, running by the first house on the other side, my buddy Arlo's, his sister's/my conjectural girlfriend's door: "Highway FIFty-o-o-n-ne, runs right by my baby's door, Highway FIFty-o-o-n-ne, don't go THERE no more." Certainly made more and more sense, at least insofar as what Selma was coming to mean; I often thought of that as I eased past the traffic on the way over to their home, the coolest place I could imagine. Guitars, records, family, friends, everything was always already in progress, and just beginning. That was where I walked into "Parsley Sage" for the first time, which was when the groove suddenly seemed like a secret ceremony, with my pre-ordained inclusion turning eerie as a canal. The more I listened, the more the feathery steadiness reminded me of Conrad Aiken's short story "Silent Snow, Secret Snow," which began as pleasantly as I could imagine, and became what was unimaginable enough without the anthologist's helpfully summing it up as "a young boy's terrifying descent into schizophrenia." "Unimaginable," and yet rang all too true to someone who liked to imagine he'd been livin' on the 99th Floor all of his life, imaginin' the world outside. But there was a sense in which the danger wasn't even about the Consequences (which of course adults were always planting signs about), or not quite. I always heard Rod Serling's weekly "Signpost up ahead: 'Next Stop, The Twilight Zone,'" as something waiting for you, that would indeed git you, receive you anyway, because you were you, sure enough, but dreamily, almost obliviously: snow happens, little dude. The callow vocals, the appropriated arrangement (basically Davey Graham's, from Paulie's pre- fame London studies, right?), the Anglo-angelic atmospheres (with Robert Frost's "the woods are lovely, dark and deep" as dangling subtext/bait), all seemed perfectly effective in a way Dylan or the Stones wouldn't have bothered with (Dyl's Baby Blue is just starting all over, and not as a snowboy, not with that "strike another match" shit). I got used to the song, til I heard it again in The Graduate: bullseye flashback, with damn-near-catatonic-from-the- beginning Benjamin now floating on his candystriped raft, schnozz bobbing almost into the pool, under the Summer Sun. "Mrs. Robinson" wasn't oblivious enough, not in the right way, the snow way.
― Frank Kogan, Friday, 3 August 2001 00:00 (twenty-four years ago)