A funny concert experience involving Daniel Johnston

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i went to see a daniel johnston concert once and he was playing solo on the stage, no other musicians there or anything. and someone in the crowd yelled out "We love you Daniel!!" and then daniel shouted back "we love you too!"

too fucking surreal, man.

Farmer Al (King Kobra), Wednesday, 11 June 2003 22:19 (twenty-two years ago)

is it is or is it ain't 'bit bizarre that i seem to've heard this on before?
(but where, pray? here on ilm?)

t\'\'t (t\'\'t), Wednesday, 11 June 2003 22:32 (twenty-two years ago)

next week I'm going to France for some songwriters-working-together thing and Daniel Johnston's going to be there. I don't even know what to think about that.

J0hn Darn1elle (J0hn Darn1elle), Wednesday, 11 June 2003 22:47 (twenty-two years ago)

songwriters-working-together thing

?

Is there some scary plot for the largest Traveling Wilburys line-up ever?

donut bitch (donut), Thursday, 12 June 2003 00:54 (twenty-two years ago)

That's not funny. It's touching!

Curt1s St3ph3ns, Thursday, 12 June 2003 01:35 (twenty-two years ago)

john, you don't know what to think about being at a songwriter conference with daniel johnston? explain yourself.

jack cole (jackcole), Thursday, 12 June 2003 01:45 (twenty-two years ago)

Their names are so similar! It's kind of eerie..

Alexis (Alexis), Thursday, 12 June 2003 01:50 (twenty-two years ago)

Well, what I mean is this, Jack. I've worked in psychiatric care since 1987 - some years I've spent less time working in the profession, sometimes it's all I do. And I've met a lot of people who manifest the same sorts of behaviors that Daniel's reputed to do, and I have training in how best to help out people who are as acute as Daniel's said to be a lot of the time. And why wouldn't he be: to a large extent, he's getting paid to play up his illness. But when I go to do music stuff, I want to shut my this-is-my-working-life brain OFF. Completely. So I worry that this won't be easy to do in such a setting: not that I'll have to do any psych work, of course I won't. But I imagine some possible stress for me in that situation.

I also have all kinds of mixed feelings about the whole issue of romanticizing mental illness & its manifestations, which is of course no new phenomenon - the French in particular have done a lot of theory-work regarding the relationship between madness & art, and I don't dismiss that work: in fact sometimes it seems like there's really something to it, and certainly at Baltimore's AMVA (American Museum of Visionary Art: think that's what it's called) a persuasive case is made that "insanity" unlocks doors to realms of artistic expression that aren't typically available to many of us. But should we therefore encourage someone who is suffering to suffer more - since we're enjoying his art, and are willing to pay him to suffer? "Define 'suffer,'" some say when this question comes up (especially in relation to C*t P*wer) - "no-one's making her get up onstage." Well, yes; but when the pyro kid at school is surrounded by four or five friends encouraging him to torch that pile of branches over by the administrationi building, he's right to think of his friends as assholes for encouraging him when he gets caught, which is inevitable.

Complicated stuff, for me. Stuff that may never resolve itself; there's no denying that some of the world's best art ever was made by people who clinically speaking would have been eligible for involuntary conservatorship, i.e. people who legally speaking weren't capable of making decisions for themselves. So that's why I don't know what to think about being at a songwriter conference with Daniel Johnston. Also, I'm always worried that people think I'm nuts, as they imply sometimes, which bothers me.

Anybody still awake at this point is very kind indeed, thanks so much

J0hn Darn1elle (J0hn Darn1elle), Thursday, 12 June 2003 01:58 (twenty-two years ago)

nah, all that makes sense, john. my significant other works with homeless youth so i can understand where you are coming from . . . and i agree that some people who are into Daniel Johnston are on the whole romanticizing mental illness/look at they man who is crazy cuz thats funny trip. however, i do genuinely believe that irregardless of daniel's mental issues, he is a great songwriter. though i can see how it might be unneverving be around him for you -- sort of like bringing your work with you at the conference.

jack cole (jackcole), Thursday, 12 June 2003 02:17 (twenty-two years ago)

I do love his songs, rather a lot. I just get uncomfortable about all the issues that brings up - how parasitic we are when we consume art, etc.

J0hn Darn1elle (J0hn Darn1elle), Thursday, 12 June 2003 02:27 (twenty-two years ago)

i've only seen daniel live twice, and there were incredibly discomforting moments both times. at one of the gigs, he was freaking out because he couldn't find his notebook with his lyrics in it, and he ended up only playing two songs, the only two he said he could do without that notebook. it was hard to watch him getting ready to play, trying to figure out what to do.

but the thing is, once he did play, the two songs had this amazing clarity to them. they were smart, they were funny, they had hooks, but most of all they had this get-right-to-the-heart-of-the-matter clarity to them, in the way that a lot of classic country songs and too few rock songs do. so direct and clear that you might call them weird. but there was no mental illness being manifested or romanticized in that five minutes of music, not that i could tell. it was just good pop music. that's why i stayed, and that's i went back to see him again.

i don't quite know what any of this means, but i felt the need to say that.

fact checking cuz, Thursday, 12 June 2003 02:40 (twenty-two years ago)

Is Daniel Johnston's brilliant body of work necessarily the product of a mentally ill person? That's something I've wondered.

Aaron A., Thursday, 12 June 2003 03:00 (twenty-two years ago)

on a similar note as far as c*t p*wer i saw her in concert once and it was spectacular and she hardly faltered at all and it was a good show (like really great) coz it felt like the audience was *rooting* for her and furthermore at least in her case i don't think performance anxiety at all = clinical.

as far as johnson i suspect that most foax who actually like his stuff, like fcc, are in it more for the quality and less for romanticization of etc. most articles about him i've read have been very sensitive to the issue actually.

i mean if you were going to a conference with wesley willis or something on the other hand it would be difft.

(re: aaron's question i think there's just certain unspoken social conventions which would keep nearly anyone from doing a song in all seriousness about king kong or etc. not to mention that if anyone *did* i actually suspect they'd have to *pretend* mental illness or something to get away with it being accepted, which is a somewhat discomfiting thought. that's just lyricwise tho. hookwise i think any brilliant musician could have accomplished what he's done.)

Sterling Clover (s_clover), Thursday, 12 June 2003 03:08 (twenty-two years ago)

i've always felt that though his mental illness has provided material for his songs, being mentally ill isnt the reason why he is great songwriter and performer. being mentally ill doesn't necessarily equate with good music. see wesley willis.

jack cole (jackcole), Thursday, 12 June 2003 03:09 (twenty-two years ago)

but jack no strict correlation doesn't mean there's not a one-way mild correlation or some more complex relationship even.

Sterling Clover (s_clover), Thursday, 12 June 2003 03:19 (twenty-two years ago)

in addition to what fact-checker said above, D Johnston's songs live actually have hooks and neat structural things built into the lyrics, they're all different from each other and as examples of 'songcraft' hold up against other famous examples who incidentally aren't known for having 'troubled' personal lives, what I'm trying to say is that D Johnston isn't Wesley Willis

dave q, Thursday, 12 June 2003 07:27 (twenty-two years ago)

tangential comparative subjective experience -
a)did an acoustic gig the other week that completely unanticipatedly turned into an 'outsider' gig, ie I'd jammed with the guy the night previous, the guy seemed pretty lucid if a bit 'eccentric' but hey, it's inner London, nothing out of the ordinary for the squat/loft interface. Anyway we do the gig and it's total chaos, the guy's completely out of control, and Hoovering up skunkweed and vodka throughout didn't help his composure (I must admit to joining him in the former indulgence, but mainly to calm my nerves as he was haranguing the punters and screaming curses at them as well as bashing out atonal 'improvisation', as well as screaming at ME - "play that GODDAMN Thin Lizzy song!" So I just played the chords to 'Jailbreak' for about 20 minutes while he ran off at the mouth about 'dead people, they didn't deserve to go while'- points at bemused barfly - 'YOU'RE still here'! Ended up with a freee-improv versh of "Slow Train Coming", but by then everybody had walked out) The next day I ran into a mutual acquaintance who told me, "Oh yeah, he's been in and out of mental hospitals a lot, didn't you know?" I didn't.

b) played with 'normal' (ie not having an officially-recorded history of 'mental problems') musicians who have totally shit bricks on stage. Stuttering, falling over, "I-I-I-I-I think I'm gonna throw up". People who have been too nervous to even go into a RECORDING STUDIO. I'm sure this isn't rare either, just common stage fright, people making worse fools of themselves on stage by accident than Johnston could ever hope to do on purpose. Maybe (stagefright/confidence)(craft/slop)(subjective reading of own 'deviant' mental state['suffering']/sub. reading 'normal'['coping'])(obj. 'deviant' mental-state appraisal ['treated']/obj. 'normal' appraisal ['untreated'/'hasn't manifested itself in a way that's come to official attention yet'] should be considered separately as well in cases where the art/product is what's under consideration?

dave q, Thursday, 12 June 2003 07:43 (twenty-two years ago)

When I saw Daniel Johnston in Frankfurt earlier this year, he struck me as very lucid, friendly and communicative with the audience, and his new songs were terrific. The only weird part of the evening was when he moved from his cheap out-of-tune guitar to the venue's amazing Boesendorfer grand which he played extremely well, and he seemed to be overwhelmed by the sound of the instrument, choked up, aborted "I Had a Dream", muttered thanks, and walked off.

Colin Meeder (Mert), Thursday, 12 June 2003 13:49 (twenty-two years ago)

five years pass...

What's he like live these days? I'm thinking about seeing him tonight - the Capitol Years are backing him.
Should I go?

Jazzbo, Saturday, 21 June 2008 12:04 (seventeen years ago)

NO HES A RETARTD

strgn, Saturday, 21 June 2008 12:26 (seventeen years ago)

That's not nice.

Jazzbo, Saturday, 21 June 2008 13:09 (seventeen years ago)

no, that's dumb

stevienixed, Saturday, 21 June 2008 13:18 (seventeen years ago)

that's horrible, strgn.

StanM, Saturday, 21 June 2008 13:45 (seventeen years ago)

Well, glad I brought it up.

Jazzbo, Saturday, 21 June 2008 17:02 (seventeen years ago)

the original hilarious experience that started this thread is so... not weird

s1ocki, Saturday, 21 June 2008 17:20 (seventeen years ago)

"someone used the royal we! SURREAL!!!!!!"

s1ocki, Saturday, 21 June 2008 17:20 (seventeen years ago)

I saw him a few months ago. He played 4 or 5 songs solo, just him and his guitar, then he had some people come on stage for "the full band experience". The first segment of the show was pretty brilliant, if overwhelming. I can't remember which songs he played, but they were all the weepy, sad tunes. It was kind of oppressive, like it finally hit me how fucking sad some of those songs were. Then some other people came out on stage and he moved into the more up-beat numbers, evening things out.

It was a good show.

circa1916, Saturday, 21 June 2008 18:19 (seventeen years ago)

haha i was thinking the same thing s1ocki

some dude, Saturday, 21 June 2008 18:28 (seventeen years ago)


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