NEW YORK - Terminally ill with cancer, Warren Zevon told producer Jorge Calderon that he wanted to record Bob Dylan's "Knockin' on Heaven's Door."
Calderon groaned. Anything but that, please. He still can't listen to it without tears.
Dylan's tale of a doomed gunslinger reaches a new emotional level coming from the voice of a man who's really dying. The choice also — let's be frank — reflects the 56-year-old singer's well-known twisted sense of humor.
Given a death sentence by doctors, Zevon hasn't retreated. He wrote and recorded a final album at a furious pace and opened his life to VH1 cameras for an intimate diary. The VH1 special premieres 10 p.m. EDT Sunday, then "The Wind" CD comes out Tuesday.
And Aug. 28 marks exactly one year since Zevon was told he had inoperable lung cancer and three months to live.
Jordan Zevon, Warren's 34-year-old son, was happy the prognosis proved incorrect and his father was around for the birth of twin grandchildren, but he doesn't hide his disgust at the doctors.
"Human beings have no right to tell other human beings how long they have to live unless they have some kind of firearm in their hands," he said. "Thank God he didn't take it and use it as an excuse to throw everything away and give up."
After initially agreeing to answer some e-mailed questions, Warren Zevon was too sick to complete them, a publicist said.
The musician who's known for "Werewolves of London" and "Excitable Boy" has been spending time with his family and watching a lot of television. Some days he's well enough to talk to friends, some days not.
Zevon set short-term goals to help him through the year — big ones like seeing his grandchildren or finishing his album and small ones like a particular movie release, those close to him say.
A week before his diagnosis, Zevon had called Calderon and said he wanted to make another disc. The two men have been best friends since their first meeting in 1972, when a mutual friend asked Calderon for a ride to bail Zevon out of the drunk tank.
"The question was, `Do you still want to do that or do you want to go to Mexico and lie on a beach and forget about all that,'" Calderon said. "He was going through that in his mind, what to do with such a shocking piece of news. Who knows how to handle that?
"He called back and said, `I still want to do this.'"
Zevon, who titled one best-of compilation "I'll Sleep When I'm Dead" and put a picture of a skeleton smoking a pipe on another, talks on VH1 about how he's always been interested in writing about death and dying. Circumstances gave him a perspective few, if any, active artists have shared.
His new music is poignant and emotionally direct. "Keep Me in Your Heart," the first song written after his diagnosis, is the one to address Zevon's condition most directly, beginning the lyric: "Shadows are falling and I'm running out of breath."
After playing on the song, veteran session drummer Jim Keltner told Calderon it was only the second time he'd been moved to tears in a recording session. The first one was on Dylan's original version of "Knockin' on Heaven's Door."
"The album was full of all of those moments," he said.
On "El Amor De Mi Vida," Zevon writes specifically for a former girlfriend, telling her — as the title says — that she was the love of his life and he still regrets letting her get away.
Subsequent to recording the song, Zevon managed to get in touch with the woman for the first time in many years, Calderon said. She had moved away, married and was raising a family.
The album's hardly a one-note tearjerker, however. Bruce Springsteen adds biting guitar and vocals to Zevon's cranky look at the world, "Disorder in the House."
"It's the home of the brave and the land of the free," Zevon sings. "Where the less you know the better off you'll be."
Sardonic humor sneaks in, too. "I'm looking for a woman with low self-esteem," he sings, "to lay me out and ease my worried mind, while I'm winding down my dirty life and times."
"We'd write a song and record it the next day and before we could sit around and say, `this is great,' we were writing the next one," Calderon said. "We didn't have much time to think and analyze and change things around, which gives this album a real honesty and immediacy."
The biggest hurdle was Zevon's flagging energy. "It's not that his voice would go away," Calderon said. "It was like, `Get him while he's rested and don't work him to hard.'"
All sorts of famous friends showed up. Springsteen chartered a plane between concert dates to make a session. Tom Petty, Emmylou Harris, Dwight Yoakam, John Waite and Eagles Don Henley (news) and Timothy B. Schmidt appeared.
One song, "Prison Grove," features guitarists Ry Cooder and David Lindley, with back-up vocals from Springsteen, Jackson Browne, Billy Bob Thornton and T Bone Burnett.
Jordan Zevon, who runs his own music equipment company, believes the creative energy helped lengthen his father's life.
The VH1 cameras record these sessions, as well as several personal moments. At one point, Warren Zevon rails against fans who wrote on a Web site that he was being heroic in not seeking treatment for his cancer: "I think it's a sin to not want to live."
― ham on rye (ham on rye), Thursday, 21 August 2003 04:06 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:31 (twenty-two years ago)
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:36 (twenty-two years ago)
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:39 (twenty-two years ago)
― Horace Mann (Horace Mann), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:39 (twenty-two years ago)
It does seem that album is being billed as his wave goodbye. Which I can understand people being uneasy about. Has his death become nothing more than the type of marketing opportunity that Bill Hicks frequently likened to "sucking satan's cock?" Bill certainly didn't handle his run-in with cancer this way.
Does it even matter if he is exploiting it?
― ben welsh (benwelsh), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:42 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:44 (twenty-two years ago)
― ben welsh (benwelsh), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:44 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:45 (twenty-two years ago)
― Phil Freeman (Phil Freeman), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:46 (twenty-two years ago)
It matters in the sense that A)it's happening in mass culture, which is what we shoot the shit about here and B)a lot of us are critics, and whether or not one surrenders to the "critic-proof" nature of this album is a valid dilemma. I don't think this is heartless, unless his dying wish is to have a platinum album.
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:46 (twenty-two years ago)
― mark p (Mark P), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:46 (twenty-two years ago)
i think he just wanted to spend his remaining months making music; what you seem to be asking, miccio, is for him to struggle to divert attentions away from that process when people are naturally interested (perhaps morbidly so, but so be it).
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:48 (twenty-two years ago)
Mark p, he's doing this much more high profile than any of his previous albums. He's got a documentary appearing about the recording of this album WITHOUT ADS on Vh1. All this crap may not have been his idea, but a cynic like Zevon should be aware that his situation is being hawked.
There's a real irony in protecting WARREN ZEVON, the crankiest of crankies, from any harsh analysis of the situation.
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:50 (twenty-two years ago)
― Horace Mann (Horace Mann), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:51 (twenty-two years ago)
― mark p (Mark P), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:52 (twenty-two years ago)
It isn't that unusual for an artist given a diagnosis of death to try and go out with a blaze of new work. Keith Haring did many interviews and created a bunch of new artwork after he was diagnosed with AIDS.
― earlnash, Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:52 (twenty-two years ago)
― Lord Custos Epsilon (Lord Custos Epsilon), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:52 (twenty-two years ago)
― ben welsh (benwelsh), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:53 (twenty-two years ago)
Zevon's "crankiness" has always rung a little hollow for me. Well actually crankiness is a good word, the commonly-applied "misanthropy" or what have you has always seemed overstated. (Anyway misanthropy is a notably romantic disposition compared to, say, lethargy.)
crazy x-post
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:54 (twenty-two years ago)
judging by album sales, people are not naturally interested in Warren Zevon. And if all Warren wanted to do is make music, I wouldn't be hearing about it. Why would he have announced his situation to the public if all he wanted to do was spend time with his family and make music? Wouldn't the publicity make those things HARDER?
He doesn't HAVE to raise awareness about his illness, but don't expect me to be impressed and in awe that the man decided to spend his final days in more limelight than he's ever experienced before.
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:54 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:56 (twenty-two years ago)
― mark p (Mark P), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:57 (twenty-two years ago)
― Horace Mann (Horace Mann), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:58 (twenty-two years ago)
― dave225 (Dave225), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:58 (twenty-two years ago)
see the introductory post to this thread and every review of the album.
one who's probably got all sorts of new opportunities because of his unique condition
I doubt many of these opportunities have anything to do with the music he makes, unless Springsteen wouldn't normally return his calls.
I'll be he can't wait until he dies! At the very least Artemis Records might have conflicting emotions about his situation.
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 16:59 (twenty-two years ago)
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:03 (twenty-two years ago)
even more tasteless, miccio, is that your feigned humanity (inherent in your stance, esp. all that b.s. about how zevon should be upping cancer instead of "hawking" his final record) is basically a smokescreen for you to begrudge the fact that he's not gonna be kept in his place for this album.
god knows, i don't give a fuck about warren zevon, but yours is one of the most preposterous, cynical and flat-out opportunistic criticisms i've ever seen. how can a limp bizkit fan cry sell out? shouldn't you be past that?
― mark p (Mark P), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:04 (twenty-two years ago)
― mark p (Mark P), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:06 (twenty-two years ago)
― Lord Custos Epsilon (Lord Custos Epsilon), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:09 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:11 (twenty-two years ago)
-- amateurist (amateuris...), August 26th, 2003 1:31 PM. (amateurist) (link)
― J (Jay), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:12 (twenty-two years ago)
I'm never going to run for office. Undoubtedly the phrase "you like Limp Bizkit!" will be angrily hurled at me by an opponent, and I will have no defense.
The only harm being done is the subtle reaffirmation that people are afraid to truly analyze certain works, depending on the cultural status of the artist. It's small potatoes, but I never claimed it was anything more.
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:13 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:14 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:15 (twenty-two years ago)
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:17 (twenty-two years ago)
― mark p (Mark P), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:18 (twenty-two years ago)
― dave225 (Dave225), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:18 (twenty-two years ago)
― ben welsh (benwelsh), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:18 (twenty-two years ago)
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:20 (twenty-two years ago)
― ben welsh (benwelsh), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:21 (twenty-two years ago)
praiseworthy? whose praise should zevon be chasing - yours?!
tell me again that you're not being opportunistic and just a little bit disingenuous with this argument.
― mark p (Mark P), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:21 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:22 (twenty-two years ago)
― piscesboy, Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:23 (twenty-two years ago)
mark p, I'm afraid you're either losing me or getting lost yourself.
Springsteen's album was less critic-proof (punks could rip on it, though clearly they can't rip on Zevon at all), but more likely to get classic status, simply because Springsteen is higher profile. Zevon can be certain of positive reviews and the utmost respect, but few will say The Wind is one of the most important albums of all time. Rolling Stone gives the Wind four stars and a few articles, gives the Rising five and the cover says THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN.
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:27 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:31 (twenty-two years ago)
so, which is more exploitative?
― mark p (Mark P), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:35 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:37 (twenty-two years ago)
― Horace Mann (Horace Mann), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:38 (twenty-two years ago)
I thought that album was already in the pipeline before the news broke.
By the way, Horace OTM.
― Charles McCain (Charles McCain), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:43 (twenty-two years ago)
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:45 (twenty-two years ago)
Is that exploitative? Well, I haven't bought a Zevon CD since "Learning to Flinch" but I'm buying "The Wind" because it's his last one; so yeah, maybe he is exploiting his death. Doesn't bother me, really. As a more-or-less Zevon fan, the "Death album" would have to be pretty bad for me to not cherish it on some level, but that won't keep me from saying I like earlier work better if it's so. Zevon's an entertainer. He's keeping (some of us, at least) entertained right up to the last and AFAIK, is doing so without any egregious lapses in ethics or dignity.
― Paul Ess, Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:52 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 17:56 (twenty-two years ago)
― Phil Freeman (Phil Freeman), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 18:05 (twenty-two years ago)
besides Puffy & friends making B.I.G.'s death their raison d'etre, you mean
― J0hn Darn1elle (J0hn Darn1elle), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 18:06 (twenty-two years ago)
― Horace Mann (Horace Mann), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 18:08 (twenty-two years ago)
― amateurist (amateurist), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 18:09 (twenty-two years ago)
― fact checking cuz, Tuesday, 26 August 2003 18:44 (twenty-two years ago)
― Horace Mann (Horace Mann), Tuesday, 26 August 2003 18:49 (twenty-two years ago)
― fact checking cuz, Tuesday, 26 August 2003 19:31 (twenty-two years ago)
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― Ruud Haarvest (Ken L), Thursday, 10 August 2006 17:11 (nineteen years ago)
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― the doaple gonger (nickalicious), Thursday, 10 August 2006 17:45 (nineteen years ago)
― gear (gear), Thursday, 10 August 2006 17:47 (nineteen years ago)
― Rickey Wright (Rrrickey), Thursday, 10 August 2006 19:01 (nineteen years ago)
― Geir Hongro (GeirHong), Friday, 11 August 2006 22:01 (nineteen years ago)
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― gear (gear), Friday, 11 August 2006 23:33 (nineteen years ago)
― Tab Hunter loves to take his shirt off (kenan), Friday, 11 August 2006 23:39 (nineteen years ago)
― Pleasant Plains /// (Pleasant Plains ///), Saturday, 12 August 2006 05:46 (nineteen years ago)
― Ruud Haarvest (Ken L), Saturday, 12 August 2006 05:55 (nineteen years ago)
who is paul nelson?
― memo from norv turner (omar little), Saturday, 14 February 2009 01:20 (seventeen years ago)
Mercury Records A&R guy (signed the New York Dolls) and writer for Rolling Stone. Wrote a classic piece on Zevon in 1981
― Chris Barrus (Elvis Telecom), Saturday, 14 February 2009 01:27 (seventeen years ago)
More on Nelson: http://www.rollingstone.com/news/story/10764481/paul_nelson_19362006
― Chris Barrus (Elvis Telecom), Saturday, 14 February 2009 01:28 (seventeen years ago)
At the end he was working at a video store, Evergreen, and if you went in there it's not like anybody would tell you who he was or what he had done, and apparently he was having difficulty even holding on to that job. Now he and Evergreen are both gone. http://rockcriticsarchives.com/features/paulnelson/links.html
― lemmy tristano (James Redd and the Blecchs), Saturday, 14 February 2009 01:46 (seventeen years ago)
Also this Paul Nelson R.I.P.
― lemmy tristano (James Redd and the Blecchs), Saturday, 14 February 2009 01:48 (seventeen years ago)