I Ain't Mad at Cha vs. Suicidal Thoughts

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I think of these songs as companion pieces for some reason. They are my favorite songs by 2Pac and Biggie, respectively, and I think they stand out on the albums on which they appear for being more direct than the surrounding tracks, which are more emotionally ambiguous. I think that is part of their success: if all Biggie's songs were relentlessly bleak it would become exhausting, and if 2pac was always in his magnanimous mode it would become annoying.

Poll Results

OptionVotes
I Ain't Mad at Cha 10
Suicidal Thoughts 5


(emphasis Treeship's) (Treeship), Tuesday, 22 October 2013 16:52 (eleven years ago)

I definitely like magnanimous Biggie more than bleak Biggie. Voted Pac.

old homophobic boom bap rap traditionalist (The Reverend), Tuesday, 22 October 2013 19:20 (eleven years ago)

man you can play I Ain't Mad At Cha at my damn funeral that right there is a jam

combination hair (underrated aerosmith bootlegs I have owned), Tuesday, 22 October 2013 19:42 (eleven years ago)

i know, right? that's what i voted for too.

xp rev, iirc you prefer pac to big, right? biggie's material is way more melancholy than pac's and "suicidal thoughts" really does seem like the logical culmination of the dystopia he sketches in ready to die. the bleakness is part of his who spiel, and suicide in particular is a specter that looms over the entire album (i mean... the title.) 2pac is a lot of things, but he never gives you the impression that he is a man resigned to vision of hopelessness and i really like that about him. "I Ain't Mad at Cha" is essentially a song about how people can change -- grow apart and grow in general -- and that that's okay. people could call it corny or mawkish -- i'm not sure if they do -- but i love it, especially in the context of an album where pac often finds himself in modes that are the opposite of politically-conscious positivity.

(emphasis Treeship's) (Treeship), Tuesday, 22 October 2013 23:27 (eleven years ago)

I've long noted that "I Ain't Mad at Cha" and "If My Homie Calls" look at people changing and moving on from exact opposite perspectives but coming to similar conclusions.

But uhhh Pac certainly had his share of nihilism, I just like his version of it better than Biggie's. Seemed more aggrieved than self-pitying.

old homophobic boom bap rap traditionalist (The Reverend), Tuesday, 22 October 2013 23:52 (eleven years ago)

Aero: only if you let every rapper rock it.

old homophobic boom bap rap traditionalist (The Reverend), Tuesday, 22 October 2013 23:53 (eleven years ago)

"More aggrieved than self-pitying" is a good way to put it.

(emphasis Treeship's) (Treeship), Wednesday, 23 October 2013 00:00 (eleven years ago)

whole row of seats marked Reserved: Hoes That He Used To Know From Way Before

combination hair (underrated aerosmith bootlegs I have owned), Wednesday, 23 October 2013 00:24 (eleven years ago)

"i ain't mad at cha" would probably be a comforting sentiment to a lot of mourners at most funerals

(emphasis Treeship's) (Treeship), Wednesday, 23 October 2013 01:40 (eleven years ago)

also i want to take a moment to plug this classic ilx thread that features great posts from sterling clover, ta-nehisi coates, and others. Am I the only person on earth that thinks Tupac is a boring, overrated hack?

(emphasis Treeship's) (Treeship), Wednesday, 23 October 2013 03:13 (eleven years ago)

(obviously i disagree with the premise of that thread but it spurred a really interesting dialogue)

(emphasis Treeship's) (Treeship), Wednesday, 23 October 2013 03:14 (eleven years ago)

Tree, my friend, I must disagree with you.

This track has that melancholic, light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel tone I always attributed to 2Pac. It's this idea that no matter how much shit one has been through, one must always have hope, because this is all we have type of thing. "I gotta fight, the fate's arrived" pretty much sums it up, because it is this sense that one must endure.

And, see, this stands in stark contrast to Suicidal Thoughts.

Personally, I would choose 2Pac's "They Don't Give a Fuck About Us" as a companion piece to Suicidal Thoughts. "You must always remember you still a member of the hopeless" <> "Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fucking tell"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_s3vnuGIMh0

I still voted.

Suicidal Thoughts, of course.

c21m50nh3x460n, Wednesday, 23 October 2013 05:20 (eleven years ago)

oh yeah, the sentiment on that track is much, much more similar to suicidal thoughts. the relationship b/w these two tracks that exists in my mind has to do with the fact that, for me, they feel like the most intimate, personal and, most importantly, direct expressions of the MCs POV on the albums on which they appear. (that doesn't mean they are these things. i mean, i'm not a mind reader, but they feel like remarkably straightforward and honest to me.)

(emphasis Treeship's) (Treeship), Wednesday, 23 October 2013 06:22 (eleven years ago)

so yeah, basically i agree that the songs i am polling are really different from one another but in a way that reveals the deeper contrast between the two rappers and that's why i think they are useful to view alongside one another.

(emphasis Treeship's) (Treeship), Wednesday, 23 October 2013 06:28 (eleven years ago)

damn, you guys are making me feel like a goth for voting Suicidal Thoughts

g simmel, Wednesday, 23 October 2013 07:55 (eleven years ago)

biggie is objectively more goth than 2pac

(emphasis Treeship's) (Treeship), Thursday, 24 October 2013 04:39 (eleven years ago)

Both great, but Pac for me.

Suicidal Thoughts is like 90 seconds long. Always thought it was weird to end RtD with that, too.

Me & Mahomies (Spottie_Ottie_Dope), Thursday, 24 October 2013 04:52 (eleven years ago)

suicidal thoughts is 2 minutes and 50 seconds long. i think i spoke to hastily in the intro in saying it's my favorite song on RtD though... it definitely is on some days, but "Things Done Changed" beats it on other days

(emphasis Treeship's) (Treeship), Thursday, 24 October 2013 05:03 (eleven years ago)

the whole theme that runs through the album of parents being frightened of their children is absolutely devastating though

(emphasis Treeship's) (Treeship), Thursday, 24 October 2013 05:04 (eleven years ago)

suicidal thoughts is 2 minutes and 50 seconds long

Yeah just being lame but it has a 40 second intro and like 30 seconds of nothing much at the end. Anyway Id rank it somewhere in the middle on RtD. Everyday Struggle is my choice.

Me & Mahomies (Spottie_Ottie_Dope), Thursday, 24 October 2013 05:11 (eleven years ago)

Automatic thread bump. This poll is closing tomorrow.

System, Sunday, 3 November 2013 00:01 (eleven years ago)

Automatic thread bump. This poll's results are now in.

System, Monday, 4 November 2013 00:01 (eleven years ago)

Damn only 15 votes

Treeship, Monday, 4 November 2013 04:09 (eleven years ago)

never heard these songs

color definition point of "beyond "color, eg a transient that, Monday, 4 November 2013 04:13 (eleven years ago)

six years pass...

why didn't more people vote in this thread

treeship., Wednesday, 22 April 2020 13:23 (five years ago)

I didn't realize this was an ILM thread

Evan, Wednesday, 22 April 2020 15:06 (five years ago)


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