I think the modern condition is more about recognizing that break-ups and divorces aren't like an end-all and that we have more successful dynamics available to people relationship-wise than we did in the past.
That said, I have still run into people with the "omg I'm 25 and not married yet, failure!" mentality and they seem very rural
― mh, Wednesday, 2 November 2011 22:37 (thirteen years ago) link
beats the shit out of the same declaration in the 2nd person tbh
― blind pele (darraghmac), Wednesday, 2 November 2011 23:08 (thirteen years ago) link
bad dreams all night, that n. had betrayed me and was laughing as i got old alone. the sort of nightmares that cast a bad shadow over the day, especially when i know they're quite close to the wrong-headed surface.
i feel strong at the moment and tho i'm up and down i'm dealing pretty well but i'm scared i could fall into the deeps any time.
― the white plies (Noodle Vague), Sunday, 8 January 2012 08:43 (twelve years ago) link
(hug)
― Janet Snakehole (VegemiteGrrl), Sunday, 8 January 2012 09:06 (twelve years ago) link
nobody ever really wishes ill on the person they broke up with in a normal breakup. and everybody with something to offer finds someone. be calm and carry on.
― Thug Luftwaffle (forksclovetofu), Sunday, 8 January 2012 17:19 (twelve years ago) link
dreams = a parody version of a real emotion. it's not the content that's upset me, it's a disguised expression of some real sadness that's chewing away
― Poppy Newgod and the Phantom Banned (Noodle Vague), Sunday, 8 January 2012 17:26 (twelve years ago) link
yeah, that's not gonna go away so easy. I hear you there. keeping it in perspective, as you seem to be doing, is important.
― Thug Luftwaffle (forksclovetofu), Sunday, 8 January 2012 17:27 (twelve years ago) link
tbf i'm wittering on the internet to put off going down the pub :D
― Poppy Newgod and the Phantom Banned (Noodle Vague), Sunday, 8 January 2012 17:28 (twelve years ago) link
and i to the gym, so fair game.
― Thug Luftwaffle (forksclovetofu), Sunday, 8 January 2012 17:29 (twelve years ago) link
Hugs, nv. Having the same thing with dreams tbh.
― Also unknown as Zora (Surfing At Work), Sunday, 8 January 2012 21:21 (twelve years ago) link
Bluurrrrfff totally a mistake to go back & have knitting TV zone background be the cutes episodes of Parks and Rec where April and Andy got married. One, I should be doing laundry and not watching Ntflx; two, ;_;Looks like I should stick to the non-representational sounds and colors abstract show of the future from now on? Does anyone know where I can watch that?
― no more mr. nice girls (Abbbottt), Monday, 16 January 2012 17:54 (twelve years ago) link
You just have to find shows with no romanting. Like police procedurals/mysteries.
― It means why you gotta be a montague? (Laurel), Monday, 16 January 2012 18:08 (twelve years ago) link
Hugs to you, Abbs <3
― quincie, Monday, 16 January 2012 18:09 (twelve years ago) link
i wish i did.
i'm experiencing the same thing with music. suddenly, the lyrical content of vast swaths of pop music (current and older music) is somewhat relevant again.
― your pain is probably equal (Z S), Monday, 16 January 2012 18:09 (twelve years ago) link
whoops, xpost.
you could just pull a z s and get so drunk that all you can see are non-representational sounds and colors. it seems to work pretty well in suppressing painful memories, but i'm also told it might not be a good long-term strategy?
― your pain is probably equal (Z S), Monday, 16 January 2012 18:10 (twelve years ago) link
I haven't really been sad about my most recent break up, but the one before that I watched a lot of Pawn Stars and American Pickers. Also, I ate a lot of oatmeal and toast. And smoked a lot of cigarettes. Pick and choose these as you see fit.
― Johnny Fever, Monday, 16 January 2012 18:18 (twelve years ago) link
I think a couple of months of being drunk every other night is ok once you get sick of spontaneously crying in public
― ogmor, Monday, 16 January 2012 18:18 (twelve years ago) link
One winter when I was sad about someone, I watched:
* The director's cuts of all the LOTR movies plus all the DVD extras and "Making of" segments.* The director's cuts of all the Alien movies and all the "making of"s.* Every season of The Wire and all the extras.* Every British gangster movie I could find.
...and a bunch of other assorted stuff, none of which had themes of romance in any way. You can do it!
― It means why you gotta be a montague? (Laurel), Monday, 16 January 2012 18:33 (twelve years ago) link
it's amazing how sneaky heart-wrecking moments can get shoehorned in to more or less anything. except British gangster flicks probly :)
― little blue souvenir (Noodle Vague), Monday, 16 January 2012 18:37 (twelve years ago) link
Well I mean there's "love" in some of them, but it always ends badly, so that makes it easier.
― It means why you gotta be a montague? (Laurel), Monday, 16 January 2012 18:38 (twelve years ago) link
yeah i know, i was just thinking of those sudden "abstract shit that shouldn't be making me cry and i'm not sure why it is" moments
― little blue souvenir (Noodle Vague), Monday, 16 January 2012 18:39 (twelve years ago) link
even in Family Guy ffs
― little blue souvenir (Noodle Vague), Monday, 16 January 2012 18:40 (twelve years ago) link
That's your fault for watching Family Guy, tbh.
― It means why you gotta be a montague? (Laurel), Monday, 16 January 2012 18:41 (twelve years ago) link
ooh burn
― little blue souvenir (Noodle Vague), Monday, 16 January 2012 18:42 (twelve years ago) link
You can combine crying and drinking. I think a particularly interesting point was when I was about to watch the movie Up for the first time, and about two minutes in, decided I needed to go buy more whiskey before I watched the film.
― mh, Monday, 16 January 2012 18:54 (twelve years ago) link
true, tho xp
― Johnny Fever, Monday, 16 January 2012 18:54 (twelve years ago) link
I feel like going out and being gregarious through drinking can be legit useful when yr brain breaks, drinking at home not so much
― ogmor, Monday, 16 January 2012 19:48 (twelve years ago) link
I got my divorce paperwork today, sort of surreal. 15 years is broken down to 20 pages of legal mumbo jumbo. Sort of sad.
― Cindy Mancini can ride my lawnmower anytime (thebingo), Saturday, 4 February 2012 01:06 (twelve years ago) link
wau. did you file or did she?
― mookieproof, Saturday, 4 February 2012 01:07 (twelve years ago) link
:/ Sorry, dude. That must be weird.
How is your ex-wife doing now? Is she still having episodes or has that evened out? And are things still going well with your new lady?
questions questions, lol sorry for being a busybody...tell me to gtfo if you don't want to go into it.
― Janet Snakehole (VegemiteGrrl), Saturday, 4 February 2012 01:09 (twelve years ago) link
the mediator filed on our behalf.
soon to be ex is fine, her and i on good terms.
New lady, great...although i am overcome with trust issues and insecurities. which will be the demise of what i have with her....
― Cindy Mancini can ride my lawnmower anytime (thebingo), Saturday, 4 February 2012 02:45 (twelve years ago) link
which to be honest, is kind of hard. It isn't easy being with someone who is completely different than what you are used to.
― Cindy Mancini can ride my lawnmower anytime (thebingo), Saturday, 4 February 2012 02:46 (twelve years ago) link
On a much lesser scale, I just broke up with someone. I stuck around for a long time rather than leaving soon afterward, to make sure she had the opportunity to let things out, ask questions, all of that. And she ended up quietly saying some pretty cutting things which meant 10x more coming from her because she's bent over backwards to be accommodating to whatever my "situation" is. Stuff about being emotionally stagnant, and how I end up conforming to a patriarchal view of what a "man" should be, as much as I try to avoid it. A lot of it was true.
Ugh. Now I'm at a bar alone.
― Z S, Saturday, 4 February 2012 03:17 (twelve years ago) link
bulleit
― mookieproof, Saturday, 4 February 2012 03:18 (twelve years ago) link
ZS im sitting home alone, while i get ignored. TYPICAL for this girl. Aggravating.
― Cindy Mancini can ride my lawnmower anytime (thebingo), Saturday, 4 February 2012 03:23 (twelve years ago) link
ZS, you're not long out of a major relationship. I think you're allowed to still be emotionally 'stagnant', whatever the fuck that means. I'm sure she has bent over backwards, but the fact is that that's not automatically going to make things okay.
― emil.y, Saturday, 4 February 2012 03:47 (twelve years ago) link
ZS, you did the right thing and a man who has known GAAAAAH is not emotionally stagnant for the long run, imo.
― ljubljana, Saturday, 4 February 2012 03:49 (twelve years ago) link
zs, bingo...I dunno. Hugs is all I have. Love u guys.
― Janet Snakehole (VegemiteGrrl), Saturday, 4 February 2012 04:15 (twelve years ago) link
congratulations, zs. you did the right thing.
― tehresa, Saturday, 4 February 2012 05:06 (twelve years ago) link
did you just look confused and go "uhh, well.... uh... HANDJOBS!!" and then run out, forgetting your shoes, never to return, wandering home shoeless in the night
you gotta keep that mystique of odd dickery
― mh, Saturday, 4 February 2012 05:07 (twelve years ago) link
ZS stay focused on video games and animated gifsthey will see you through
― Wie wol ich bin der vogel has noch den erfret mich das (forksclovetofu), Saturday, 4 February 2012 15:13 (twelve years ago) link
'emotionally stagnant', i mean!
Even if that was coming from a well-intentioned place it seems a v presumptious thing to say to someone recently out of a lt relationship? You don't gallop out of these things delirious with energy, emotional freedom and the limitless prospects of personal growth ime, that shit hurts.
― Dr Frogbius (darraghmac), Sunday, 5 February 2012 11:01 (twelve years ago) link
Whole life kind of collapsed tonight. Oops.
― ENERGY FOOD (en i see kay), Saturday, 18 February 2012 05:06 (twelve years ago) link
oh no...
― Janet Snakehole (VegemiteGrrl), Saturday, 18 February 2012 05:11 (twelve years ago) link
I'm basically too depressed to live with, which is a completely fair and accurate criticism. I just have no idea how I'm supposed to survive in New York with no friends or connections making <30k.
To say nothing of the fact that we were a family and now we're not and that hurts so much.
― ENERGY FOOD (en i see kay), Saturday, 18 February 2012 05:18 (twelve years ago) link
fuck that's awful dude...I'm so sorry.
do you have kids?
― Janet Snakehole (VegemiteGrrl), Saturday, 18 February 2012 05:20 (twelve years ago) link
i'm so sorry man. is there any chance of keeping together for a bit while you attempt to turn things around? i really sympathize with the "too depressed to live with" thing, it's bad for both sides.
― tmi but (Z S), Saturday, 18 February 2012 05:25 (twelve years ago) link
No, just a dog, but we'd formed a unit in a way I've never experienced before.
xp
That's what the last few months have been, basically. I just really hate the direction my life has taken, and it doesn't help at all that her's is almost exactly what I wish mine had been. Intra-relationship jealousy really doesn't work.
― ENERGY FOOD (en i see kay), Saturday, 18 February 2012 05:30 (twelve years ago) link
Yeah, that can be an awful feeling, when it feels like one person's life is on the rise and the others isn't (either getting actively worse, or just completely stagnant. the latter is what happened to me, and it really killed things in the end). sorry man, i really feel for you and i always wish in these kinds of situations that i could come by and hang out and have a beer with you or something.
― tmi but (Z S), Saturday, 18 February 2012 05:33 (twelve years ago) link