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Looks great but kinda creepy! I admire your devotion to ... well.... let's not dance around it.... "inanimate objects"
Your site was so interesting and informative I had to call a friend to tell her about it. Great work
Hey! What's up? I just thought I'd look ya up while I was surfing the net.
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― dell, Sunday, 13 January 2008 20:37 (eighteen years ago)
Journeys is a young well and holds the body and the soul in shot.
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Hey...this is kind of humorous. I stumbled upon your homepage, and, get this, my mom and your mom are friends.
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― dell, Sunday, 13 January 2008 21:01 (eighteen years ago)
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43) Do you like tapioca? 70) As a costume, or mental image, do you sense pleasure from wearing a cloak or toga? 75) Do you sense the aliens have a positive purpose? 76) Do you wish to make contact with an alien culture? 81) Do you take special pleasure in eating shrimp? 82) Do you take special pleasure in eating scallops? 91) If offered a choice of meeting a celebrity or an alien ~ would you choose the alien?
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― dell, Sunday, 13 January 2008 21:23 (eighteen years ago)
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― dell, Sunday, 13 January 2008 21:44 (eighteen years ago)
FNG Fucking New Guy. A new guy to ASF, the misc sites, and the "right" way to do seduction (in contrast to the "wrong" way presented by a large number of feminazi resources which flood modern society).
MLTR3 / MLTR^3 A further enhancement of MLTR2/MLTR^2 where the goal is to utilize 1 or more bisexual Primary chicks in your "harem" of LTRs in order to garner sex with at least 3 women at the same time. Not necessarily through tandem hunting but of accumulating connections with multiple women who've been pre-screened for bisexuality and then coordinating meets with your Primary(ies) so that you end up with 3 or more girls. Could also be just simply having MLTR where you regularly fuck at least 3 chicks at the same time from the "harem" regularly.
* 1-5 is an UG - 30% of all chicks * 6 is a neutral until screened for personality (she can gain or lose points) * 6.5 is a B or Babe (50% of the chicks run into on average) * 7-8.4 is an everyday HB (waitress, receptionist, cheerleader, 10% of all chicks) * 8.5-9 is an eye-catching HB (magazine model, stripper, aeobics instructor, 6% of all chicks) * 9.5 is high-quality HB (girl-next-door who could be model/TV personality, healthy, natural, intelligent, 3% of all chicks) * 9.9 is SHB, way less than 1% of all chicks * There are no 10s
Getting That Rock Star Look I'm thinking of changing my style and getting a new wardrope of clothes.
I usually dress casual but i want to start working on changing my appearance into more of a rock star look but don't want to spend a whole lot of money. I just want to start with one outfit at a time, And maybe get a necklace or chain. Just want to stand out more from the crowd.
Where are the best places to shop around for this type of clothing, as i dont have a whole lot of experience shopping.
Your advice appreciated.
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― dell, Sunday, 13 January 2008 23:09 (eighteen years ago)
Burger King's BK Stackers come in 3 varieties: double, triple and quadruple layers of beef and cheese. "It's the flame-broiled meat lover's burger and it's here to stay - no veggie allowed."
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BK Stackers Quad is 4 beef patties, 4 slices of American cheese, 8 strips of bacon, and BK Stacker Sauce (featuring high fructose corn syrup!) all on a sesame seed bun
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had make time, change priorities, drop junk, quit jobs, even within days or hours to be and enjoy what i am - a FREE child of God. I never always had to eat - but i always had something to feed - even to share
There were many times where there was nothing or little to eat - from early childhood - even during past years - but there always was enough to share. 2 years ago i was living with my beloved extended family - a wild bunch of loving poor children of God all wild, all smiling and all somehow working and helping each other. There were times we had little or nothing to eat. There have been husbands hanging around doing nothing. No work - no gardening. Just waiting for the sunrise and then waiting for the sunset.
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 00:16 (eighteen years ago)
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The Hitchhiker explains to Wyatt as they walk around that they're "city kids", fresh from the suburbs, trying to make a break. Originally there were over fifty of them, trying to live off dead horses and anything they could get their hands on. Now there's 18-20 of them left, but they're getting their crop in, so hopefully they'll have food to live on.
Billy is convinced they won't make it, as he just found a sea-shell on the ground, "there's nothing but sand here", he says. Wyatt feels that they will make it, looks around at the kids sowing the seeds, smiles, "they'll make it, dig? They'll make it."
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― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 00:51 (eighteen years ago)
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I want, I want to die. You don't love me when I cry
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Against Death Valley's lonely lunar landscape, the girl and boy meet, talk and make love. Daria Halprin and Mark Frechette, from opposite poles of the United States (San Francisco and Boston; rich and poor families) are the lovers.
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― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 01:00 (eighteen years ago)
"And I told Mel one of my private theories. I said that mostly what people do when they talk about God is a projection of what they think God is, and it always comes down to a projection from a person. So the best way to find out what God is is to say you're God yourself. And maybe the first way to do this was if somebody was on the phone and they said, 'Oh my God!' and then you say, 'Yes? What is it?' And you could just go on from there."
"I didn't think about it after that," said Conner. "It was just an idea - I wasn't gonna use it myself. But in retrospect, I figure Mel must have used it. This was in '63, '64."
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Mel would be sitting at the kitchen table writing 15-page letters to Sophie and to different people in North Carolina. He had a weird network of people all over the country that he had these very deep personal exchanges with.
"At every turning point in the life of America a Cancer has stood up to sing a new soul as it flowed into the old and transformed it. Stephen Foster, George M. Cohan, Louis Armstrong, Woody Guthrie, Jessie Benton..."
"I knew immediately that he was a whole different kind of person than I had ever met," he continued, "the things he said and the things he did and the way he played. And his timing. Things would happen to him that could never happen to anybody else. I began to realize he never made a telephone call when the line was busy, he never called anybody and they weren't home. Or he would wake up in the morning and talk about somebody he hadn't seen in two years, and he'd walk out down the street and run into them. Things like that happening, you know? And you'd say it was a coincidence - maybe once or twice - but it happened every day. It was like some kind of miracle every day."
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― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 01:16 (eighteen years ago)
"Peace and love!" he said scornfully. "It's just so limiting, it's ridiculous. It's denying 75 percent of human nature. I mean, I walk down the street and I talk to some of the Jesus freaks or some of the peace and love people, you know? And they're dead. They're sound asleep. They feel absolutely nothing. All they do is spout out words. I mean, it's obvious we're not spouting out a bunch of words that somebody taught us how to say."
I really hate you bastards cause you're killing me, you're stinking up the whole world with your filthy hair and dirty clothes and empty slogans and phoney smiles and false achievements and long lost glory, It's over, man. You didn't make it. Why don't you kill yourself?
The whole world is against you, it only wants to die in peace and it will do anything to keep from living, and it will kill you, if you're not already dead. It has seduced you into believing there is a purpose to all this suicide, a condemned and dying culture is trying to take you with it, AND YOU'RE FALLING FOR IT!
an attack on the kind of weekend hippies that hung out in the Haight in 1966, about the time Mel started cutting his hair. an attack on the kind of weekend hippies that hung out in the Haight in 1966, about the time Mel started cutting his hair. an attack on the kind of weekend hippies that hung out in the Haight in 1966, about the time Mel started cutting his hair.
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feel the magic feel the comedy like the broken sailor sitting outside the forlorn diner's door
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 01:28 (eighteen years ago)
broken sailor outside forlorn diner's door makes recompense for past sins packed into his pipe every virtue's been mislaid i swear there was a birthday platter swerved around like traffic cones avoided on one rainy night bring back in the living from the brink tell them tales of
From another room in the basement, some somber Gil Evans on jazz FM added to the late evening weirdness.
MEL, THOU ART THE INFINITE ONE WITH ALL-PENETRATING POTENCY TO REVOLUTIONIZE TOTAL UNIVERSE Rex Summit
REX, YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT Mel
You don't love me when I cry Hafta say goodbye i don't wanna say goodbye baby, goodbye
I want, I want to die You don't love me when I cry
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;just let me be this sad sinner person is all i ask i have to bethisway i have to , have to be this way i would never have put you or me through this were that not the case i have to bethisway i have to, havebethis way please understand i have t obe this way world lord people lvoedones i have to be this way i have to be this way i have to be thisway i have to be this way
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 01:51 (eighteen years ago)
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why don't you take your hard-on back to basics, man?
shit why r u doggin on me? i'm only one man, etc.
it's just your act is getting lame, muthafucka
thanks for the support. i know i can always count on you
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 02:02 (eighteen years ago)
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what's your fucking problem, dude?
i don't know
well fix it... we grow weary of your shit
y'know what, fuck you...seriously. fucking fuck you.
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 02:06 (eighteen years ago)
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omg, get a life dickperson
?
what's your deal? fuck you
do you love love
omg, i totally do
then you should just love me
you don't seem like "love"; you just seem like some jerk who wants to pick me apart
we're all in pain
true, but i wanna go back to fantasyland
good luck w/that
ok, thanks, dr. phil
anytime brah
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 02:11 (eighteen years ago)
It's so sad, you're not content Far from the music and the neon glow
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What am I gonna do, gonna do, gonna do? I can't kick this feeling when it hits
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― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 02:36 (eighteen years ago)
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― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 03:03 (eighteen years ago)
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He is played by Nick Mancuso, a powerful young actor, as an independent type who flies from Toronto to San Francisco to discover what has happened to a friend who joined up with the cult. He is welcomed to their communal residence, joins in a meal and some singing, and is asked if he'd like to spend the weekend at a retreat on the group's farm. He would. By the end of the weekend, he is a cult member. Can it happen that fast? I've read stories claiming that some cults need only seventy-two hours to convert almost anyone to their way. The best and the brightest make the best recruits, they say. The movie shows the three techniques used to indoctrinate new members: (1) low-calorie, low-protein diets; (2) sleep deprivation; (3) "love-bombing," which involves constant positive reinforcement, the chanting of slogans and great care never to allow the recruit to be alone for a moment. Although TICKET TO HEAVEN does not mention any existing cult by name, it is based on a series of newspaper articles about a former Moonie. The techniques in the film could, I suppose, be used by anybody. What makes the film so interesting is that it's not just a docudrama, not just a sensationalist exposŽ, but a fully realized drama that involves us on the human level as well as with its documentary material. There are scenes that are absolutely harrowing: an overhead shot of David trying to take a walk by himself and being "joined" by jolly friends; a scene where he guiltily bolts down a forbidden hamburger; a scene where another cult member whispers one sentence that sounds to us, as much as to David, like shocking heresy.
've seen TICKET TO HEAVEN three times, and at first I thought the film's ending was "weaker" than the rest. Now I wonder. What cults offer is freedom from the personality. They remove from your shoulders the burden of being you. That is a very seductive offer: why else do people also seek freedom from self through drugs, alcohol, and even jogging? As David is seduced into the cult's womb, we also submit vicariously to the experience. We understand its appeal. At the end, as David's reason is appealed to, as his intellect is reawakened, as he is asked to once again take up the burden of being himself, he resists--and maybe we do, too.
Eric: Man, I ain't seen anybody regurgitate like that since the bicentennial celebrations.
Harry: My God, it must be something they put in the food. Eric: No, man, it's what they *don't* put in it, protein. That, and all that chantin' and jumpin' and spacin' out. After awhile, your wiring blows. Women stop gettin' their periods. Guys get cheeks as smooth as the inside o' Sarah Elizabeth Murphy's left thigh.
Larry: I love you, and Sarah. As individuals. Together, you're a mess.
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 03:30 (eighteen years ago)
"I played a guy who became like a concentration camp inmate. Saul Rubinek was cast as my best friend, Kim Cattrall, as the cult's chief recruiter, and R. H. Thomson, as the deprogrammer. Nobody knew what to make of Ticket, and it's now a cult movie classic, which I guess makes it a cult-cult film. But it died a horrible box-office death, in spite of making the Ten Best List in the Los Angeles Times."
Ticket to Heaven had a strange impact on Mancuso's career. "A wealthy Texan woman said to me at the USA Film Festival [the original Sundance]: 'What are you doing a film like this for? You've got a face that belongs on a Roman coin.' On the outside, I guess I looked like a brooding 'Heathcliff', as Pauline Kael said about me in The New Yorker, but inside, I felt like Woody Allen. Ticket was a turning point till the Stingray years. It marked me as an eccentric actor and more or less permanently dampened my leading-man possibilities. The emotions I portrayed were too strong. America doesn't like spice or garlic on its movie-going plate."
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― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 03:35 (eighteen years ago)
"all the sad young men choking on their youth"
"sad young men are growing old...all the sad young men seek a certain smile, someone they can hold for a while"
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― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 03:49 (eighteen years ago)
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"drinking up the night, trying not to drown...all the sad young men singing in the cold. trying not to forget that they're growing old"
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― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 03:52 (eighteen years ago)
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Sing a song of sad young men, glasses full of rye All the news is bad again, kiss your dreams goodbye All the sad young men, sitting in the bars Knowing neon nights, and missing all the stars
All the sad young men, drifting through the town Drinking up the night, trying not to drown
All the sad young men, singing in the cold Trying to forget, that they're growing old
All the sad young men, choking on their youth Trying to be brave, running from the truth
Autumn turns the leaves to gold, slowly dies the heart Sad young men are growing old, that's the cruelest part
All the sad young men, seek a certain smile Someone they can hold, for just a little while
Tired little girl, does the best she can Trying to be gay, for a sad young men
While a grimy moon, watches from above All the sad young men, who play at making love
Misbegotten moon shine for sad young men Let your gentle light guide them home again All the sad, sad, sad, young men
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 03:55 (eighteen years ago)
Sunshine, red wine Sunshine, red wine Sunshine, red wine
amoscepot delamescavign on no no no no no no
shemass camdon, b'leef but not tribunal
o, sayday, sayday, come triumphant
as if to square circles never been and then some
never to ask again always glass filled again always stacked currency high
shemoss, don tey floss, compraydee son te fon de dereliction
beluga whale thing, straight up!
dude what the fuck are you even on about?
never mind, that, just go with the flow, jerkass!
uh, ok?
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 04:21 (eighteen years ago)
sheymon, sheymon, sheymon
bon dass da glee-filled tributary
all larks spellbound braycha
doniema, doniema, doniema
no, no, no, don't tell it now, it's done crate enfound
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why don't you just love people, etc.?
i do. i do. i will get back to you about that.
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 04:31 (eighteen years ago)
i know, i know...and i love you...god you must know that in spite of all my Fflaws. I just had to do this, had to get it together, had to go away, had to go away, had to go away, had to go away, had to leave, had to go away it has to be it has to be it has to be i love you though i swear i love you so much please know how much i love you always please. i love you. i owe my life to you. i wish i could make you understand
i hate you dell
i know you do. i know you do.
you've no idea how much pain you put me through, what an out-an-out asshole you were...it doesn't matter to you, you selfish bastard, all you ever fucking cared about was yourself
i...
you selfish piece of shit. you selfish piece of shit. can't you see how much you hurt me...it's so easy for you to just walk away, to just run away
no it's not, fuck. my life is a mess
oh, so turn everything around so that you're the victim. that's your way, isn't it, dell. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. get the fuck out of my life. i don't need this bullshit. what do you have to say for yourself?
i don't know. to be honest i just want to go
slfskjflwekjjwelejl!!!
what the fuck are you talking about? look at your life... you have shit together!!! my life is a walking abomination. my actions are symptomatic of that
oh, get over yourself. fucking get over yourself. you were perfectly fin e when you were skghsgh;gakwl'!!
i have to go
fine leave like you always do you can't deal with it
i know, i can't. i'm sorry that i can't deal w/someone fucking yelling in my face about things that i did that i know are fucked up!
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 04:58 (eighteen years ago)
dear johnjimmy, is this your life? don't you believe in the powers of rock'n'roll?[
man, who the fuck are you, the premature ghost of john sebastian?
i'm just sayin...do you read "peanuts" comic strip?
yeah, why?
because you are coming off like that round-headed kid
ok, so...what do i do with that information, sir
ha-ha, your game kid...it's your game
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 07:25 (eighteen years ago)
i mean, it's just like, get it together, kid, life's short, y'know?
yeah, i realize that fully, but your assaults on me aren't helping any
oh, for fuck's sake, what are you defending?? seriously, your shakey ego? the whole world is already privy to your insecurities. your ostrich attitude ain't gonna help you none. you're constricting around your insecurities...wow, bully for you. let's rate you on the top ten of human beings to walk the planet!
it's all i've got?
for chissakes, give it up, dude! you're defending some construct in your mind that means shit-ass to any other person on the planet
but it's all i've got...
let go. lose "yourself", man...and those scare quotes are no joke. except they are. no one gives a fuck, outside your own solipsistic vision of yourself
well, what have you done in life, mr. big man? i'd like to know that!!!
if you wanna be free, then that is immaterial. i just wanna see you feel free
oh, great, so it's like the blind leading the blind
no, i just want you to be free
i'm scared
you're defending a myth! get with the times, man! no one gives a shit about all of your heavy shit!
i need to think about that
okay...well, relish these opportunities to wallow in your personal neuroses...time is tight, and you won't have centuries in which to do so...heh-heh
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 07:41 (eighteen years ago)
can't we just go back to posting jpgs of burgers?
uh, you can, but, time is tight
you're starting to sound like a broken record. listen, i don't even know why i'm dialoging w/you, but why can't i just have Love in my life? is that really so much to ask?
i dunno. open your heart, jerk-ass
you suck as a "guru", let alone a poster here
lol, i could say the same about you!
ok, so thanks for the non-advice
no, i just want you to be free. i've seen you suffer for so long, and it pains me
so what am i to do????
love me
why? you're a fucking asshole
love me anyway. if you open your heart to me, then you'll understand...maybe
you fuckwad...what kind of advice is that?
just love me...if you can't love personages that you delineate as "assholes" then you are betraying the whole concept of love, lol
oh, so then i'll be like jesus or something if i love you...
i don't care about your bullshit rational conceptions. heart is paramount
i would sooner love you, for all of your bullshit, then i would love myself
why?
because i'm a jerk
but you whined about how you need love. don't "jerks" need love?
well, yeah...probably...but now you're starting to get into some christian territory. fuck christianity and the ass it crawled up
yeah, and i'm telling you to bypass the bullshit of your rational mind, which has rarely served you when it comes to these matters
oh, so i should just become some dickwad who buys into your cultic "cut off your rational mind bullshit"?!! fuck you
dell, maybe some experimentation in this area wouldn't hurt you. i 'm just trying to give you friendly advice, lol
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 08:04 (eighteen years ago)
dell, for chissakes, just drop your paranoiac bullshit and take in some love...if not for yourself, then fucking do it for others. i'm gathering that you "hate" jesus and stuff, but read the beatitudes or something. vast majority don't care about what "sins" you think you've committed...really, if you genuinely give a shit about other people, then it would help if you dropped the self-hating guilt-ridden stuff for a moment and just went about life free of that stuff. i don't wanna make things worse by making you feel guilty about your personal guilt complexes, but, c'mon, join humanity
the vast majority of humanity kinda disgusts me, to be honest
ok. i won't even make snarky comment in response to that. okay. so you hate them. look into that. seriously, you are a perceptive person; look into that, as much as you can, as deeply as you can. dell, i think you're a rad person. you're just tripping over weird thumblebees inside your mind. no big deal; it can be sorted out. have faith in yourself as if you were your kindergarten teacher or some shit...really...you have some insane bizarre perfectionistic attitudes that are impeding your life in a big way. let up on yourself. let up on yourself. i know, i know, i know...but just give yourself a chance. like, a big chance. go back. go down. dell, c'mon. c'mon. c'mon.
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 08:36 (eighteen years ago)
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victory, etc.
― dell, Monday, 14 January 2008 08:38 (eighteen years ago)
beautiful
― bug, Tuesday, 29 January 2008 10:00 (eighteen years ago)