love of my life overdosing

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My mom had traded her car in for this old cadillac looking car, and i got this truck. Although i didnt have my liscense i was still able to drive it. So one im driving it and everythings fine and then my friends Nicole and Kelly (that i barely talk to anymore) come along. Then all of a sudden my dream changes and im in bed listening to the news saying 18 year old windsor locks boy overdoses from cocaine. I thought nothing of it until i got a call from my boyfriends brother. He had told me that Kyle (the love of my life) is in the hospital. So i took my truck and drove to the hospital. When i got there he wasnt the same at all he was like a vegetable. His mom started to sing and i couldnt stay there so i left and i was crying as i was walking down all these stairs, and this african american old guy asked if i was okay and i couldnt even talk. I went to the door that i came in and it was the wrong door and i couldnt find my way out, and i couldnet get to my truck.

Nicole marshall, Monday, 7 November 2005 18:58 (twenty years ago)

five months pass...
I am not a brain surgeon or a neurologist, but from what I understand, the subconcsious mind has alot to do with our concsious mind, and vice versa, and that our memories of physical and emotional experiences can be accessed easily by both concsious and subconscious. Dreams, the way that I percieve them, are made up of memories and extremely minute consciousness, so memories are played out on a seemingly concsious level. Dont look at the word Memories as full events, if u experience anything, it goes into memory, like the touch of grass or the smell or roses, you know, physical experience, and emotional experience is also stored in memory. This dream sounds like a major fear for your lover's well-being. Nothing to worry yourself over, but mabe if you talked to him about it you will feel better about it. It is allways good to let our loved ones know how much we care, because we never know when tragety strikes.

andrew fort (sgtdisturbed), Friday, 21 April 2006 09:32 (nineteen years ago)


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