A dream i would like help on!

I had a dream i was in a small apartment. Very dirty with objects lying all around. All the windows had blinds that were shut tight with only little specs of light coming through. My mom hands me a handful of pills. Different colors different shapes. They all have words on them that i can quite make out. For some reason i dump these handful of pills in a white bucket sitting on the counter next to me. As the colors start to run i realize i need to pick out 2 particular pills. But as i start to look for the pills i see all the words start to run and i cant tell them apart. I start to freak out trying to find these 2 pills. Then the dream ends. What does it mean?