I am not a brain surgeon or a neurologist, but from what I understand, the subconcsious mind has alot to do with our concsious mind, and vice versa, and that our memories of physical and emotional experiences can be accessed easily by both concsious and subconscious. Dreams, the way that I percieve them, are made up of memories and extremely minute consciousness, so memories are played out on a seemingly concsious level. Dont look at the word Memories as full events, if u experience anything, it goes into memory, like the touch of grass or the smell or roses, you know, physical experience, and emotional experience is also stored in memory. Now, fear may play a major part in this dream, as you may be afraid of your girlfriend becoming intimate with a man instead of remaining faithfull to you. As from what I understand about homosexual relationships, betrayal by means of having relations with the opposite sex when in fact the person swore that he or she was gay is likely the worst form of betrayal that a person in a gay relationship could face, as trust on such a sensitive issue is hard to come by these days. So fear of this sort of event taking place doesn't strike me as abnormal, especially if you are unsure about the other person's sexuality and fidelity.
― andrew fort (sgtdisturbed), Friday, 21 April 2006 06:37 (nineteen years ago)