The dream of lust

I had a dream I was on a bus. I sat behind a person, a boy my age. I knew him, I loved {past-tense} him as did he with me. we sent these notes to each other, just like in 4th grade. But these were deep, he told me things that made me feel uncomfortably happy. He held my hand, but soon after I let go. What does this mean? We never kissed, I left and got off my stop with people I never knew. I was lost, and he was gone. Does this mean I'm lost with out him, do I lovehim again? Does he love me again?