I'm scared.

Ok.
So I have been having these dreams about people are raping other people and sometimes I can only hear the nosies of them screaming like get off no that hurts pleasee
yea and some of my dreams have been about like sucide like I didnt want to play with someone and he killed himself. And also my dad bashing me and raping me
And like wanting to kill me. Sometimes it's not always a dream i've just found myself thinking about it