my boyfriend died in my dream

: In this dream I was in what looked like a dance studio in my house. i turned around to talk to my boyfriend when suddenly he dropped to the floor. i then realized he had died. (he died the same way his father had died a few months back, in real life). i was in total shock at first then i broke down in tears. i realized i had to call his mom and let her know. that was so hard to do. thoughts of having to plan his wake and funeral and finding a new man tore me apart. i woke up crying and got so sick to my stomach that i threw up. what does this mean?