in love

what does my dream mean...
I have a bestfriend she always helps me out n stuff like that i tell her everything and she does the same to me but the first time in my life i think im in love with a girl yes and that girl is my bestfriend. it all started when i had this dream that we were in my bathroom hooking up. then the second dream was that we were on my bed and she started crying and she came over 4 me to like hold her and i did but she eded up on top of me while i was comforting her then the third dream was that she was holding me but everytime i think im over her and it was just a fase i keep having dreams about me and her and i just fall back in love with her she dosent know i love her and it hurts so much i want to tell her bt i just know i can't plz i need some answers i need help what dose it mean