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I was sitting on my bed about to get the baby out of his crib and his crib started to fall apart. I asked my husband to come and help me because the crib was falling. He came into the room and I told him, 'Help me, the crib is falling apart.' He picked up the twin of our son from a chair. (we don't have twins, Mason was a single birth) He started to put the other baby in the falling crib and I told him 'No, the bed is falling apart'. He put the twin back in his chair. I again asked him for help and he looked at the bed as if nothing was wrong with it. I kept saying, 'Help me, the bed is falling apart' but he would do nothing. Finally, he says to me 'If you don't calm down, I am going to call the police.' A rage like I have never in my life felt welled up inside of me as I screamed 'YOU ARE GOING TO CALL THE POLICE ON ME? then I literally raised up into the air

Melanie Gordin, Tuesday, 6 April 2004 04:57 (twenty-one years ago)

Classic Identity Crisis. You evidently identify strongly with Mason. So, in this dream, think of yourself being the baby. Tell me, did you have an abusive parent? The police feature is significant. It represents the absent parent, eg "Wait till your daddy/mommy gets home." The bed is your world as a child. "Help me, the world is falling apart." Maybe you bawled too much? Then you would literally rise (be thrown?) up into the air. There is nothing to worry about, just a little Post-Natal Anxiety. "Will I be a good mother?" you're thinking. I'm sure you will.

Dorien Thomas (Dorien Thomas), Tuesday, 6 April 2004 13:04 (twenty-one years ago)

For some reason, not all of my dream printed so I will tell you the rest of it and let me know what you think please.

:...and flew over to him and grabbed him so hard that he actually looked hurt. I pulled my hand away from him trying to fight an inner battle with whatever it was that had gotten a hold of me. My eyes then snapped open and I had such fear in me that I had to sleep with the light on when I was actually able to back to sleep. Whatever it was that had a hold of me was terrifying. I was still shaky today.

Melanie Gordin, Thursday, 8 April 2004 03:42 (twenty-one years ago)

Mason doesn't have a twin. But you have a sibling you felt was preferred, right? Your fear is at the depths of your own anger at the favoritism you felt your father showed, an anger which has been suppressed for many years. Dreams are good. Dreams heal. You can put your light off now. Good night, Melanie.

Dorien Thomas (Dorien Thomas), Thursday, 8 April 2004 15:54 (twenty-one years ago)


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