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that night, you grasp and pull my wrist.
you grasp my wrist and pull me past,
imagining what we will do alone.
that night, a tree had fallen across the highway,
blocking our way home.
wet with rain, your hand on mine.
a breath of hesitation,
your skin that night.
you and i feel as if we
can escape calamity.
that night, you and i, seventeen,
make out.

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:34 (eighteen years ago)

i know that i can be cold sometimes.
there was snow on the ground
when i was born,
and the stars didn't shine
that night.

take me out, take me out,
and i'll melt, i'll melt.

all the way down.

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:35 (eighteen years ago)

and i kiss my fingers,
and our single headlight
winks out for the last time.
we talk about
the last time it felt right to make out.

and i'm certain, if i drive into those tress,
it'd make less of a mess
than you've made of me.

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:35 (eighteen years ago)

when i say "heart",
nothing comes to mind.

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:36 (eighteen years ago)

i want to go to faraway places,

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:37 (eighteen years ago)

ate at night, talking over
a broken radio.
and i kiss my fingers,

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:38 (eighteen years ago)

what i wouldn't give
to see you rest for once.
i don't miss you

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:38 (eighteen years ago)

i have to believe
that things would be different
if someone had told me
what i'm telling you now.
if someone had warned me.

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:39 (eighteen years ago)

ERR

for steve shasta:

easier to drive,
leave the oven on,
burn the house down.
it was warm and pleasant
and over in an instant.
i feel like i dreamt it,
but it's not there now.
golden gate bridge,
everything's alright.

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:40 (eighteen years ago)

I could tame all the tigers in your bloodstream.
Can you lay all my ghosts in their graves?
But what you couldn't find in books
(and you've broken every spine)
is that I'll make,
I'll make you mine.

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:40 (eighteen years ago)

And the plans have got to hold--a destination
that you and I can rely on for sure.
I want you to find me.

Catastrophe keeps us together.
We're the architects of the world.
We're taking it all apart.
Do you think we could go on forever?!?!??!?!
when the architects of the war
are handing out the swords?

But I've got a plan.
I'm gonna find you
at the end
of the world

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:45 (eighteen years ago)

Strange how the arms sting
When you're left holding nothing

You need contact daily
Your conscience is failing
You need contact daily
Your conscience is failing
You need contact daily
Your conscience is failing
You need contact daily
And you already love her
You already love her
You already...
You already love her
You all love her, love her, love her...

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:47 (eighteen years ago)

I've seen the girl who'll be brave when I run off
she's been picking her fights like she knows how to win them
and I've seen her sorting through my memories
what's sweet? what's bitter? she wants what I can't give her.

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:48 (eighteen years ago)

IAN:

my sunshine,
ian,
i've got so much hope.

i'm thinking about our ages
and how they treat you
when i'm not around.

awwww!

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:49 (eighteen years ago)

on the right bank of the East River
sittin' on torn concrete
shaking hands and empty fingers
and I know it won't mean anything

U_U

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:50 (eighteen years ago)

u_u qed

― JW, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 04:51 (eighteen years ago)

http://72.14.253.104/search?q=cache:bquYwPgyMs0J:ilx.thehold.net/thread.php%3Fmsgid%3D45805%26showextras%3Dtrue+thehold+%22golden+gate+bridge%22&hl=en&ct=clnk&cd=1&gl=us&client=firefox-a

dudes, RIP sandbox. shit's been purged.

― Steve Shasta, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 08:22 (eighteen years ago)

can't find the NL thread about ian's review

― Catsupppppppppppppp dude ‫茄蕃‪, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 21:36 (eighteen years ago)

aww

― Catsupppppppppppppp dude ‫茄蕃‪, Wednesday, 18 April 2007 21:38 (eighteen years ago)

midnight it's raining outside he must soaking wet
everyone is sleeping tight
god knows i tried my best
darling you know it looks bad
just lost the best thing that i ever had
still i don't know why i did him wrong
it's too late now he's gone to say

chorus
baby oh no, can't leave me now
said think about it please
cos i love you and i need you
and i should have thought of that before i did you wrong

heartache, heartache, yeah
when i saw his face i could see how bad i'd let him down
cheating when he was working hard, i just had to mess around
i knew from the start he ain't got much money
i should have stayed content with all that good sweet honey
he's a good strong man and i love him so so how on earth can i let him go

repeat chorus

and now it's midnight it's raining outside
and i'm soaking wet, still looking for that man of mine
and i ain't found him yet
well all of this rain can wash away my tears
but nothing can replace all of those wasted years
in all of this i tell you i have learnt
playing with fire gets you burnt
and i'm still burning

repeat chorus

you say you'll lose your pride
well don't you know dear, don't you know
i'll lose so much more if you go now
oh no...

― JW, Sunday, 22 April 2007 00:17 (eighteen years ago)

seven months pass...

"this is not ours.
my heart frames a window,
my loss is really your own."

― Catsupppppppppppppp dude 茄蕃, Thursday, 29 November 2007 08:02 (seventeen years ago)

six years,
this summer and longer ago,
i don't know the date.
i was hurt,
i couldn't get to the next room to save you.
i always wished for wishful thinking,
an abandoned rock quarry to swim in.
i don't want to be alone.

― Catsupppppppppppppp dude 茄蕃, Thursday, 29 November 2007 08:03 (seventeen years ago)

jon and kyle fisher sitting in a tree

― remy bean, Thursday, 29 November 2007 08:13 (seventeen years ago)

e-m-o-t-i-n-g

― remy bean, Thursday, 29 November 2007 08:13 (seventeen years ago)

one of my favorite dudes to watch play; awesome guitar moves!!!

― Catsupppppppppppppp dude 茄蕃, Thursday, 29 November 2007 08:19 (seventeen years ago)

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