2) Sailing over Waterloo Bridge in a bus ("and I don't feel afraid, as long as I gaze on Waterloo Sunset, I am in paradise")
(I could think of more this morning, but I was traumatised by the busride.)
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 07:17 (twenty years ago)
― Ed (dali), Friday, 8 July 2005 07:20 (twenty years ago)
3) Queues of Routemasters, with their tops ON crawling like ladybirds over Streatham Hill
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 07:26 (twenty years ago)
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 07:27 (twenty years ago)
― Raston Warrior Robot (alix), Friday, 8 July 2005 07:40 (twenty years ago)
― Tracer Hand (tracerhand), Friday, 8 July 2005 07:40 (twenty years ago)
At least we had Livingstone acting like a human being, he made me think that someone in power had a lick of sense, compassion, and might actually be in control.
5) Ken Livingstone
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 07:42 (twenty years ago)
― tissp! (the impossible shortest specia), Friday, 8 July 2005 07:49 (twenty years ago)
― Sociah T Azzahole (blueski), Friday, 8 July 2005 07:55 (twenty years ago)
― Tom (Groke), Friday, 8 July 2005 07:57 (twenty years ago)
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 07:59 (twenty years ago)
― PinXorchiXoR (Pinkpanther), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:02 (twenty years ago)
― tissp! (the impossible shortest specia), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:04 (twenty years ago)
I will do my usual Friday evening after-work shopping therapy in the West End and that may also prove reassuring.
But until we hear news from/about Liz, things will not really be normal.
― Marcello Carlin (nostudium), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:05 (twenty years ago)
― sgs (sgs), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:08 (twenty years ago)
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:10 (twenty years ago)
X-post
SGS - I was in tears watching that last night, it's too sad. I then proceeded to watch "Desperate Midwives" which made me cry even more.
― PinXorchiXoR (Pinkpanther), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:11 (twenty years ago)
And like Marcello I found it hard to look at any other thread on ILX last night and this morning except, weirdly, the SNAILS one.
― Tom (Groke), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:11 (twenty years ago)
This Liz thing is hugely concerning, I feel like there's more we could be doing but I doubt there is. I'm sure Rob is doing everything possible.
― Jarlr'mai (jarlrmai), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:13 (twenty years ago)
But actually, things have become far less normal since it happened.
― Michael Jones (MichaelJ), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:16 (twenty years ago)
But trying very hard not to panic or freak out, because honestly, what good does that do? All I can do is hope that she is OK.
I still haven't heard from Joe, either, despite going round to his house, and also leaving a message on his ansaphone. I don't know if he hasn't rung me because he is injured or dead, or if he's out of town, or if won't actually let me know he's OK because of all the badness between us.
So what can I do? Only try to stay as calm and as normal as possible, despite the death and devastation around us.
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:17 (twenty years ago)
I'm not sure I feel like being alone tonight.
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:35 (twenty years ago)
― Tom (Groke), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:36 (twenty years ago)
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:37 (twenty years ago)
― PinXorchiXoR (Pinkpanther), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:37 (twenty years ago)
Well, I tried.
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:38 (twenty years ago)
― Marcello Carlin (nostudium), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:42 (twenty years ago)
i think i need one now actually
― charltonlido (gareth), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:43 (twenty years ago)
― PinXorchiXoR (Pinkpanther), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:44 (twenty years ago)
I'll be at the Freemasons Arms on Long Acre - kitty corner from the Freemasons Hall - if anyone wants to join me. (Provided it is not too full of Freemasons.)
x-post
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:45 (twenty years ago)
yeah i like this one!
― Ste (Fuzzy), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:46 (twenty years ago)
She lives between Tavistock Place and Russell Square and is understandably freaked out.
― leigh (leigh), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:48 (twenty years ago)
― Marcello Carlin (nostudium), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:49 (twenty years ago)
― Raston Warrior Robot (alix), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:49 (twenty years ago)
― LeCoq (LeCoq), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:56 (twenty years ago)
― LeCoq (LeCoq), Friday, 8 July 2005 08:59 (twenty years ago)
-Free cheese and pickle sandwiches for everyone who made it into the office today!
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 10:17 (twenty years ago)
― dahlin (dahlin), Friday, 8 July 2005 10:20 (twenty years ago)
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 10:21 (twenty years ago)
― Markelby (Mark C), Friday, 8 July 2005 10:24 (twenty years ago)
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 10:26 (twenty years ago)
― CarsmileSteve (CarsmileSteve), Friday, 8 July 2005 10:30 (twenty years ago)
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 10:32 (twenty years ago)
― Dadaismus (Dada), Friday, 8 July 2005 10:32 (twenty years ago)
this doesn't make me feel more normal but it does make me feel a bit better, and quite proud of the city.
― The Lex (The Lex), Friday, 8 July 2005 10:34 (twenty years ago)
― ken c (ken c), Friday, 8 July 2005 11:01 (twenty years ago)
He asked in his reply if I was alright - obviously I am alive, since I rang him. But I'm not sure if I want to open a dialogue by responding. (Though obviously this is another topic and another thread.)
― MIS Information (kate), Friday, 8 July 2005 11:04 (twenty years ago)
Back to the thread in hand, I just looked out of the window at work & saw rabbits playing in the grounds & I smiled for a moment. Then I came back to ILX & feel overwhelmingly sad again.
― PinXorchiXoR (Pinkpanther), Friday, 8 July 2005 11:16 (twenty years ago)
― Bob Six (bobbysix), Friday, 8 July 2005 11:26 (twenty years ago)
― Britain's Jauntiest Shepherd (Alan), Friday, 8 July 2005 11:33 (twenty years ago)
― Markelby (Mark C), Tuesday, 12 July 2005 15:13 (twenty years ago)
xpost
― Tom (Groke), Tuesday, 12 July 2005 15:14 (twenty years ago)
― koogs (koogs), Tuesday, 12 July 2005 15:14 (twenty years ago)
― MIS Information (kate), Tuesday, 12 July 2005 15:15 (twenty years ago)
(multiple xpost)
― Michael Jones (MichaelJ), Tuesday, 12 July 2005 15:16 (twenty years ago)
― Tom (Groke), Tuesday, 12 July 2005 15:17 (twenty years ago)
― Ed (dali), Tuesday, 12 July 2005 16:33 (twenty years ago)
I suppose that I really shouldn't do a FAP immediately afterwards though, even though there are some super great pubs around there, but I gather that I will need a cookie and some orange juice.
― marianna, Tuesday, 12 July 2005 16:47 (twenty years ago)
― Ed (dali), Tuesday, 12 July 2005 16:50 (twenty years ago)
Yesterday afternoon that just seemed to change, sitting by the river in the sunshine with a pint and a book and feeling content, then thinking "no need to feel guilty, these moments are a gift, just appreciate them". Then finally thinking how weird it was I had to analyse this, justify it to myself. To me, its not about whether or not you're going round in a cloud of despair or defiance. I doubt I'll feel properly normal until I can view simple pleasures simply again.
― Matt DC (Matt DC), Tuesday, 12 July 2005 21:42 (twenty years ago)
― Matt DC (Matt DC), Tuesday, 12 July 2005 21:43 (twenty years ago)
These are things that make me feel extremely NOT normal:
I was on the bus home last night. Around the Oval, a gang of yobs got on, very drunk and shouting about cricket. One of them was dressed as "An Ay-Rab" complete with comedy head-scarf and ridiculous sunglasses. He kept shouting loudly about "ha ha, can you hold a package for me?"
I was debating going up to him and asking him to please refrain from such tasteless and offensive jokes, but instead I just burst into uncontrollable tears.
I know I'm on a hair trigger right now. This morning I tried to be nice to people, stepping out of the way so others could get on the bus who had been waiting longer than me. I'm just trying not to be so tightly wound.
― MIS Information (kate), Wednesday, 13 July 2005 06:53 (twenty years ago)
― N_RQ, Wednesday, 13 July 2005 07:23 (twenty years ago)
― grraham (noodles is a cunt), Wednesday, 13 July 2005 07:35 (twenty years ago)
― Marcello Carlin (nostudium), Wednesday, 13 July 2005 07:53 (twenty years ago)
― sgs (sgs), Wednesday, 13 July 2005 10:25 (twenty years ago)
Henry Normal.
― Clive Cordelis, Wednesday, 13 July 2005 11:07 (twenty years ago)
ed took the words right out of my mouth. i was relieved there weren't more rallies/vigils/events last weekend, but i guess they're all this weekend. yeah, the 9/11 events really left me with a bad taste in my mouth, so i'll probably stay away (also not wanting to be upset in front of loads of strangers). i guess tom's suggestion of talking about things here, with people in similar emotional states, and having low-key get togethers is probably the best way to feel normal.
andrew, i'm sorry you fell down, i'm glad people were there to help, sounds terrible!
sgs, that picture is so rad.
i wonder if going to see nine inch nails tonight will seem fitting or weird with my mood. hmm.
― colette (a2lette), Wednesday, 13 July 2005 15:45 (twenty years ago)
i can see how some people find work to be irrelevant and flip at a time like this, but for me it's been brilliant. i've spent this week dealing with loads of little bits of things, interviews and mailouts and whatnot, this afternoon immersed in listening to, thinking about and writing a press release for my new favourite band, i've been to/am going to see some gigs, and it's keeping me on a level.
london is being amazing.
― emsk, Wednesday, 13 July 2005 16:39 (twenty years ago)
― MIS Information (kate), Thursday, 14 July 2005 06:43 (twenty years ago)
― Ed (dali), Thursday, 14 July 2005 06:48 (twenty years ago)
― Ed (dali), Thursday, 14 July 2005 06:49 (twenty years ago)
Quiet drinks might be in order, though. Not a big gathering because I'm afraid I'll start crying and shouting again like last week.
― MIS Information (kate), Thursday, 14 July 2005 06:55 (twenty years ago)
― Ed (dali), Thursday, 14 July 2005 07:01 (twenty years ago)
― Vicky (Vicky), Thursday, 14 July 2005 07:22 (twenty years ago)
― Marcello Carlin (nostudium), Thursday, 14 July 2005 07:26 (twenty years ago)
1. Going through my email, and finally getting round to rating my sellers on Amazon.2. Seeing banal and random things I want to take pictures of, and wishing I hadn't left my camera at home.3. Walking round the near empty park with my dog.
― jel -- (jel), Thursday, 14 July 2005 09:17 (twenty years ago)
Meeting up with a few people in London helped me, too.
― Forest Pines (ForestPines), Thursday, 14 July 2005 09:23 (twenty years ago)
Often you'd have to drag me kicking and screaming to such things, but it involves some kind of "1talian Job"-themed treasure hunt type affair around London in minis.
Since I'm being so ineffective at work this week, and since I think I could do with looking at London a little, reminding myself of how and why I love it. I think I might join in. I wonder if that sounds like a terrible idea?
― Tim (Tim), Thursday, 14 July 2005 09:25 (twenty years ago)
Plus, London Treasure hunts are cool. I've been on some!
― MIS Information (kate), Thursday, 14 July 2005 09:27 (twenty years ago)
― Marcello Carlin (nostudium), Thursday, 14 July 2005 09:28 (twenty years ago)
The LP which has soundtracked my week, though, has been Alasdair Roberts' "Farewell Sorrow". Extraordinary, at least in parts.
― Tim (Tim), Thursday, 14 July 2005 09:34 (twenty years ago)
― Tim (Tim), Thursday, 14 July 2005 09:35 (twenty years ago)
― dahlin (dahlin), Thursday, 14 July 2005 13:10 (twenty years ago)
one word: sketchy!
― g-kit (g-kit), Thursday, 14 July 2005 13:13 (twenty years ago)
Crush of Shame 3: RETURN OF THE LIBIDO!!!
That makes me feel very normal.
― MIS Information (kate), Thursday, 14 July 2005 13:50 (twenty years ago)
― Sociah T Azzahole (blueski), Thursday, 14 July 2005 14:00 (twenty years ago)
― ailsa (ailsa), Sunday, 17 July 2005 20:12 (twenty years ago)
― Ed (dali), Sunday, 17 July 2005 20:19 (twenty years ago)
-- Jerry the Nipper (jerrythenippe...), July 11th, 2005.
including the last track?
― Marcello Carlin (nostudium), Monday, 18 July 2005 07:30 (twenty years ago)
And insane amounts of rum.
― MIS Information (kate), Monday, 18 July 2005 07:34 (twenty years ago)
But currently normality is an abstract concept. I'm sitting here at my desk, getting on with the work, but in essence shellshocked.
― Marcello Carlin (nostudium), Monday, 18 July 2005 07:38 (twenty years ago)
Oxford was peaceful and lovely and tranquil. Lying by the side of the river, my legs dangling in the river, drinking wine straight out of the bottle, watching the sailboats float by, I felt at peace for the first time all week. It was the right thing to do.
― MIS Information (kate), Monday, 18 July 2005 07:42 (twenty years ago)
― Marcello Carlin (nostudium), Monday, 18 July 2005 07:47 (twenty years ago)
― tissp! (the impossible shortest specia), Monday, 18 July 2005 08:13 (twenty years ago)
― Britain's Jauntiest Shepherd (Alan), Monday, 18 July 2005 08:25 (twenty years ago)
― Sociah T Azzahole (blueski), Monday, 18 July 2005 08:27 (twenty years ago)
― Marcello Carlin (nostudium), Monday, 18 July 2005 08:28 (twenty years ago)
― PinXorchiXoR (Pinkpanther), Monday, 18 July 2005 08:29 (twenty years ago)
― N_RQ, Monday, 18 July 2005 08:33 (twenty years ago)