"The Buddy Holocaust Story"
On July 29, 1981, Bill Tate, a Dartmouth student, gave his only concert as Buddy Holocaust, "pragmatic nihilist" folk singer. "We will retake Saigon," he sang in one number, sounding like Phil Ochs in the employ of Oliver North. "Give me your love or I?ll destroy the world," went a more casual ditty. There was "Drugs Did This to Me" (he kills her and eats her) and "These Morons Have to Go (retching as he impersonates them)," both as catchy as they were hateful. Presumably, Tate was kidding: exaggerating the famous conservatism of his fellow students. But he brought a fierceness to the role, an embattled sense of humor, that made such conclusions suspect. Tate was too good at being Buddy Holocaust to resist him.
According to Rob Graff, "He performed dress[ed] in a military uniform to an audience that was not certain if he was serious or not (I?m not sure whether he knew himself for sure). . . . He dropped out of college just after the concert, and went to his parents house in Southern California (where they had moved from Chagrin Falls, OH). The story is that he shopped around the tape of his concert to folks in the music industry, and - perhaps not surprisingly - found little interest in its commercial potential. I heard that he died in the fall of 1981 when he drove his (parents?) car into a highway bridge piling at very high speed with no skid marks - an apparent suicide. Stark music. It?s been over 20 years, but some of his lines still haunt me."
Me too. I?ll dig more into the history, talk about how the tape found its way to Princeton, where we played it on college radio, to Columbia, where just last year an group called The Weirdo Party performed "That?ll Teach Ya, Hiroshima" in a group rendition with tuba, and to WFMU, where a digitized copy is about to hit the airwaves. The pop masquerade always, I think, holds mirrors up to mirrors. This will be a story about someone who got lost in the reflections.
...so, Eric gives his presentation, and he shows this flyer for the singular show that happened, for which he profusely thanked an old cohort of his who he used to go to Princeton with. It looks very much like a flyer I'd expected to be made for such a thing in 1981 or so.. very much photo-copying basics. He begins with the first song "Another Kent State" but Buddy introduces the song to the audience (paraphrasing): "Hope you're enjoying your dinner.. I'll warn you right now that you may vomit in the process.... Just a warning. Don't say I didn't tell you..." and then launches into a song where he aggressively strums his guitar, his sole musical instrument aside from his voice, and sings about wishing there would be another Kent State i.e. another annihilation of protesting hippies, because, of course, "they deserve it" "Wouldn't it be great.. to have another Kent State."
The songs above are also played. "What Drugs Did To Me" physically sickened me. I was this close to having a panic attack and passing out. I didn't expect this at all. I felt very disturbed by this. I figure that was the purpose.
(Also noteworthy, while I didn't hear every song on the tape, there were no swear words used ever in the clips I heard.)
Eric goes on to tell the story listed above, and presents the dilemma. How "kidding" was Buddy Holocaust? We'll never know.
It was a great piece, absolutely, despite my being VERY unnerved by the one song in particular. I won't name names, but one of the panelists and moderators for the conference behind me voiced EXTREME distress and dissent towards this song having been played... and I honestly felt good that someone else felt the same way as me.
After the entire panel (which was part of the Black Mass panel moderated by Alan Bishop of Sun City Girls) finished, I admittedly went up to Eric and asked if I could get a CDR copy of this Buddy Holocaust tape, and he told me, noddingly, "Let's talk about it"
...
So, I tell my friends on another online forum about Buddy Holocaust and present the synopsis above, and -- again, without naming names -- I get the reply from a friend, "I smell hoax".
I literally sunk into my chair at work reading those three words.
I fucking fell for it, didn't I? How embarrassing is that? Buddy Holocaust doesn't exist. This was obviously something that some characters at WFMU made up that makes for a great story about a long lost extreme obscurity figure for the purpose of this type of dialogue.. and given the whole masquerade theme of the conference, Eric and Ann must have played along -- Eric being a Princeton alumni himself -- keeping very straight faces during the presentation while they were unveiling this "story" about this guy, who really was just fabricated semi-recently.
Or was it?
I can't tell. I do believe there are people out there obscure enough to warrant a google search that only shows mostly links to plays on WMFU charts. On the other hand... hmmmmmmmmmmm.
In retrospect, this piece may have been more evocative than I thought.
For those of you who attended or not... thoughts?
― donut debonair (donut), Monday, 18 April 2005 23:08 (twenty years ago)
― Keith C (kcraw916), Monday, 18 April 2005 23:39 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Monday, 18 April 2005 23:51 (twenty years ago)
― jack cole (jackcole), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 00:03 (twenty years ago)
This thread could be the hoax.
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 00:11 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 00:12 (twenty years ago)
SO, youve heard the songs? but you have no copy of them?
― JD from CDepot, Tuesday, 19 April 2005 00:41 (twenty years ago)
you can find "We will retake saigon" there.
so so so so interesting, please dont let this thread die.
― JD from CDepot, Tuesday, 19 April 2005 01:16 (twenty years ago)
fucking hell. Though I have to admit liking the melodies to the songs, even if I don't like the lyrics.
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 04:21 (twenty years ago)
http://www.dartmouth82.org/index.php?r=11
― jergins (jergins), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 05:54 (twenty years ago)
― Colin Meeder (Mert), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 08:15 (twenty years ago)
― Tom (Groke), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 14:16 (twenty years ago)
― JD from CDepot, Tuesday, 19 April 2005 15:09 (twenty years ago)
― jack cole (jackcole), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 15:45 (twenty years ago)
― Douglas (Douglas), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 15:48 (twenty years ago)
― Colin Meeder (Mert), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 15:52 (twenty years ago)
― Tom (Groke), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 15:53 (twenty years ago)
― jack cole (jackcole), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:08 (twenty years ago)
― jack cole (jackcole), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:10 (twenty years ago)
...which doesn't AUTOMATICALLY prove "Buddy Holocaust" is real. If I were to exercise my conspiracy-theory-or-obsessive-desire-to-debunk-thereof mindset, I could claim that Bill Tate was the host onto which the hoax was attached.
I do find the dynamic of believing this or not itself to be fascinating.
People either FIRMLY BELIEVE it's a hoax, or people just merely accept that it's all real.
No one is FIRMLY BELIEVING it's all real, nor are people merely accepting it is a hoax.. (which gives a little more credence to Buddy Holocaust/Bill-Tate-acting-as being, in fact, real)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:11 (twenty years ago)
I'm a big fan of ambivilence and not really knowing who the joke's on. I mean, the Wire went from praising the Frogs as gay geniuses to utterly ignoring their existence inside of a couple of months, and I figure that's because they felt they got "tricked" -- but I really do think that the Frogs (and Buddy Holocaust and Anal Cunt and Jim Roche, for Pete's sake) are tapping into some very weird territory for themselves as artists and people. Even though it could all be easily dismissed as a "joke", I'm still left with the impression that these folks are too respectful of their material for it all to be just a put on, man.
― Colin Meeder (Mert), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:13 (twenty years ago)
ARRRRRRRRRGH! The two sides of my mind are still battling!
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:14 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:15 (twenty years ago)
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:15 (twenty years ago)
donut, if you get a copy of the full tape, will you shake it down, please? i would be in your debt
― jack cole (jackcole), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:16 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:16 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:17 (twenty years ago)
REALLY?
― Open your eyes; you can fly! (ex machina), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:19 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:21 (twenty years ago)
"who invented BH -- some college student, or those wackos at FMU?"
really, this is just beyond interesting. fuck my exam tomorrow.
― JD from CDepot, Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:22 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:24 (twenty years ago)
― jack cole (jackcole), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:27 (twenty years ago)
That person was an idiot.
― Mr and bread Circus, Tuesday, 19 April 2005 16:55 (twenty years ago)
Eh? Lee Greenwood, Darryl Worley, Toby Keith, Charlie Daniels Band ... ?
― Joseph McCombs (Joseph McCombs), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 17:02 (twenty years ago)
Mr. Bread, were you there at the panel? Would you like to shed light on why that person is an idiot? Because I've seen this person moderate another panel, and give a presentation in the past, and I can attest that this person is NOT an idiot.
Thanks for your great insight, by the way.
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 17:54 (twenty years ago)
― Mr and bread Circus, Tuesday, 19 April 2005 18:37 (twenty years ago)
How do you know it was obvious?
and they were offended when his piece played? How much should you have to dance around it?
The person was not offended at the presentation. The person was offended at the song in question... specifically the "Drugs Made Me Do This" song.. a song that describes in detail sticking a knife into one's girlfriend, taking out her internals, and eating them. It may be "haha" to some, but I think many people have a right to be offended by a song like that, no matter what the fucking intention of the song was.
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 18:45 (twenty years ago)
― Tom (Groke), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 18:46 (twenty years ago)
― Hurlothrumbo (hurlothrumbo), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 18:49 (twenty years ago)
Anyway...
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 18:49 (twenty years ago)
I wouldn't have started a thread about Buddy Holocaust if he was just a more controversial Wally Pleasant.
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 18:52 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 18:53 (twenty years ago)
― Colin Meeder (Mert), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 18:56 (twenty years ago)
I'm totally not trying to be contentious about this, by the way, I just feel like I'm missing something.
xpost: yeah, but unfortunately many college kids do kill themselves.
― Hurlothrumbo (hurlothrumbo), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 18:58 (twenty years ago)
Isn't there a lot of stuff like this way way underground, like I've seen weird right wing, quasi-offensive country tapes by artists I've never heard of at weird truckstops and the like...this seems to be getting more attention just cuz of the Dartmouth connection and the fact that it might be satire? Look at stuff like the David Allen Coe dirty/racist records and stuff like that...I don't think Doug's right when he says there's no tradition of right wing type music in America, it just never gets covered.
― M@tt He1geson (Matt Helgeson), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 18:59 (twenty years ago)
I got a personal email from Rob Graff himself (look above) who was in Bill Tate's (would-be) graduating class at Dartmouth confirming the whole thing to be true.
I also got a message from Eric Weisbard himself confirming that Bill Tate/"Buddy Holocaust" is not a hoax. And he also pleaded that he doesn't wish for that tape to circulate just yet, because there are some obviously very delicate details surrounding letting Bill Tate's parents and relatives know about this before anything is "officially" distributed, and I think Eric makes an extremely cogent point.
So there you have it.
I apologize to the great folks at WFMU for accusing them and anyone else possibly involved of doing a "hoax" in this manner, although it was really meant as an odd form of compliment, since -- HAD this been a hoax -- it would have been an exemplary execution of one, and I would believe the folks at WFMU would be succinct and smooth enough to do it.
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 19:21 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 19:22 (twenty years ago)
(I say "EXTREME shock" because KEXP, to me, seems like a station that's too afraid to even play the A-Frames without isolating listeners, much less a very graphicly violent obscurity)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 19:40 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 19:42 (twenty years ago)
just wow.
― JD from CDepot, Tuesday, 19 April 2005 21:03 (twenty years ago)
― i am nervous (cochere), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 21:43 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 22:24 (twenty years ago)
― j. niimi (litotesia), Wednesday, 20 April 2005 01:07 (twenty years ago)
― Eppy (Eppy), Wednesday, 20 April 2005 20:09 (twenty years ago)
― donut debonair (donut), Wednesday, 20 April 2005 20:15 (twenty years ago)
I've never met the Frogs, but I have talked to Seth Putnam, and he's very nice.
― Eppy (Eppy), Wednesday, 20 April 2005 21:25 (twenty years ago)
I've never been on the same bill as them as a band member, and I did get a vibe from both of them, off stage, that was really quite "distant", for lack of a better term, so I can understand getting the "asshole" vibe if I were to be backstage with them. But I did see both of them being nice and apologizing for the stage act after the live show. So, different strokes, different shows, different folks, etc.
Although the really creepy guy who came on stage to show us his "thing" during the set never got an apology. The drummer reacted horrificly to him (and "it") telling the guy "What the fuck is that? Looks like one of those things you see at the state fair."
Anyway, I guess this should go on the Frogs thread instead. Apologies for the digression.
― donut debonair (donut), Wednesday, 20 April 2005 22:07 (twenty years ago)
― Brian Turner (btwfmu), Thursday, 21 April 2005 01:40 (twenty years ago)
i saw at cbgb circa my daughter the broad and they sounded like a grunge band gone bad, which i mean i the good sense. they were loud, unhinged, weird and loaded with hooks. a couple years later i saw them opening for guided by voices and they were standoffish and boring and it occurred to me there was no reason whatsoever to see them more than once, but i did love that once.
― fact checking cuz (fcc), Thursday, 21 April 2005 02:51 (twenty years ago)
Goddamn. There's only one way to rectify this situation.
― donut debonair (donut), Thursday, 21 April 2005 03:16 (twenty years ago)
The one time I saw the Frogs was in Seattle about a couple of years ago (and Ned was there!).
The weird fucking thing was I had seen them *twice* that week some thousand miles apart, as some days previously they ended up unexpectedly on a bill in between the Brian Jonestown Massacre and the Lovetones. A Frogs show followed by Anton in mega rant mode *as well as* the best version of BJM backing him yet = a night to remember.
The Frogs definitely react with their audience as things happen -- the San Diego show was much more 'focused,' in a relative sense, than the bizarro world of the Seattle show, which was also the final one of the tour. The audience in Seattle was also much more confrontational.
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Thursday, 21 April 2005 03:34 (twenty years ago)
I suspect this is also true of Buddy Holocaust; having only heard the stuff Eric W. played--well, who's the intended sympathetic audience for e.g. "Another Kent State" (in the same way that there could be an intended sympathetic audience for, say, "I Ain't Marching Anymore")--someone who saw Kent State as not horrible, not even unfortunate-but-necessary, but as a good thing? Could there even be such an audience? To imagine a sympathetic audience for that song, do you have to somehow dehumanize them?
― Douglas (Douglas), Thursday, 21 April 2005 03:53 (twenty years ago)
No, I could imagine it. I don't WANT to imagine it but I could, all too easily, and without dehumanizing.
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Thursday, 21 April 2005 03:55 (twenty years ago)
That's the question of the thread, along with this one: To create a character that can sing that song sympathetically/convincingly, do you have to somehoe dehumanize yourself?
― Colin Meeder (Mert), Thursday, 21 April 2005 07:29 (twenty years ago)
― Chris H. (chrisherbert), Thursday, 21 April 2005 07:45 (twenty years ago)
I don't have any Budd Holocaust files, but Jim Roche, whom I name-dropped, is obscure enough that folks should look here: http://www.ubu.com/sound/roche.html
"Bubble Blower" and "Fight It Out" are the two to listen to if you only listen to two.
― Colin Meeder (Mert), Thursday, 21 April 2005 07:54 (twenty years ago)
Scroll down a bit. You'll have to listen to those two songs on Real Player, which is gross, but you can hear it.
I really liked "Forced to Kill on PCP."
Oh, and someone already linked to "We'll Re-Take Saigon" on WFMU's "On the Download" column.
― Laurie (anonymouse), Monday, 4 July 2005 05:30 (twenty years ago)
"Any French Hall missive would not be complete without mentioing the late Bill Tate, our resident genius, who wrote a massive study of Nietzsche, spent nine successive terms "on", then tragically committed suicide at the age of 21 in the fall of 1981. I always think of Bill on his birthday (Sept. 3). He is buried in Laurel, Iowa."
I apologize if it was already posted.
― kjf4, Friday, 16 September 2005 03:32 (twenty years ago)
― Visitor, Wednesday, 9 November 2005 04:37 (twenty years ago)
not a modest feat
― nervous (cochere), Wednesday, 9 November 2005 06:42 (twenty years ago)